Just know before I sign off. That I do love you, I will for a long time. I miss talking to you. I miss having someone to talk to. I hope you have a good time. If you ever feel up to it, you have my contact <3

Hell yeah

Does this count as title drop????

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you wanted. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. I'm not sure what it was, but it wasn't enough something. Attractiveness, attentiveness, approachability, overbearing, under bearing, willing, unwilling, open, not open. Serious enough, too serious...
I'm sorry.

The thing that's killing me rn is I really want to talk to you. I want to hear your voice, see your face, hear the cats scream in the background lol
But even just looking at your name makes me feel sick, if I were to hear your voice right now I'd probably explode into tears. But yet, I still want it

(I prematurely blew this message)
There are so many what ifs in my head that I can't get to be quiet. All of them are irrelevant now so they're just dust to the wind.

I know from our conversation that you at least felt a bit of a way about me, but I'm sure that's gone now.

*asked to go to japan

I never moved on from this one tbh. This is still peak to me