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YouTuber, Baker, Gardner, crocheter, freelance satanic minister, former musician. Fandom and politics nerd [satanic witch mode currently active] multi disabled advocate for liberation politics
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YouTuber, Baker, Gardner, crocheter, freelance satanic minister, former musician. Fandom and politics nerd [satanic witch mode currently active] multi disabled advocate for liberation politics
https://youtube.com/@FMAvatar?si=-ZCeK7yxQr
Hmm.
I think one of the things that throws me into an internal crisis is the fixed year round schedule. And maybe my apathy towards holidays isn't helping.
But I actually enjoy seasonal migration. And I guess I grew used to it as a kid of divorced parents living in different states.
I think one of the things that throws me into an internal crisis is the fixed year round schedule. And maybe my apathy towards holidays isn't helping.
But I actually enjoy seasonal migration. And I guess I grew used to it as a kid of divorced parents living in different states.
December 18, 2023 at 1:53 AM
Hmm.
I think one of the things that throws me into an internal crisis is the fixed year round schedule. And maybe my apathy towards holidays isn't helping.
But I actually enjoy seasonal migration. And I guess I grew used to it as a kid of divorced parents living in different states.
I think one of the things that throws me into an internal crisis is the fixed year round schedule. And maybe my apathy towards holidays isn't helping.
But I actually enjoy seasonal migration. And I guess I grew used to it as a kid of divorced parents living in different states.
Bruh, I KNEW the anime was full of Christian imagery. (Supposedly because it "looks cool" iirc). And that the title was kinda weird seeming..
But this shit is wild.
They really put effort into evangelical puns too. Wtf
But this shit is wild.
They really put effort into evangelical puns too. Wtf
December 18, 2023 at 1:40 AM
Bruh, I KNEW the anime was full of Christian imagery. (Supposedly because it "looks cool" iirc). And that the title was kinda weird seeming..
But this shit is wild.
They really put effort into evangelical puns too. Wtf
But this shit is wild.
They really put effort into evangelical puns too. Wtf
Cotesia congregata is the villain of my caterpillar story!
And this story is going to be massively educational. And you know what? The "inappropriate nature" is ramping up due to the nature of that parasitic entrail feasting wasp.
And it'll be fucking BRILLIANT.
Fuck you, shitty art teacher.
And this story is going to be massively educational. And you know what? The "inappropriate nature" is ramping up due to the nature of that parasitic entrail feasting wasp.
And it'll be fucking BRILLIANT.
Fuck you, shitty art teacher.
December 18, 2023 at 12:17 AM
Cotesia congregata is the villain of my caterpillar story!
And this story is going to be massively educational. And you know what? The "inappropriate nature" is ramping up due to the nature of that parasitic entrail feasting wasp.
And it'll be fucking BRILLIANT.
Fuck you, shitty art teacher.
And this story is going to be massively educational. And you know what? The "inappropriate nature" is ramping up due to the nature of that parasitic entrail feasting wasp.
And it'll be fucking BRILLIANT.
Fuck you, shitty art teacher.
Hehe a local furniture store was having a massive like 80% off sale this weekend. So I finally replaced my bed (first time ever getting a new one). We were going for the cheapest one but there was confusion so they up sold us a better one for the same price ($450)
Such a relief and so nice tbh
Such a relief and so nice tbh
December 17, 2023 at 10:24 PM
Hehe a local furniture store was having a massive like 80% off sale this weekend. So I finally replaced my bed (first time ever getting a new one). We were going for the cheapest one but there was confusion so they up sold us a better one for the same price ($450)
Such a relief and so nice tbh
Such a relief and so nice tbh
When a profession (especially one given power and control over other people) keeps complaining about a "lack of respect" or how "dangerous" their jobs are because of the people they have power over being "violent" (including parents, teachers, [mental] hospital workers, cops, social workers etc).
December 17, 2023 at 10:47 AM
When a profession (especially one given power and control over other people) keeps complaining about a "lack of respect" or how "dangerous" their jobs are because of the people they have power over being "violent" (including parents, teachers, [mental] hospital workers, cops, social workers etc).
Wow I just smoked a joint and realized something I may or may not have already known. But it feels big okay.
Superpowers are a euphemism for illegalism. Which is why the "not for personal gain" thing is such a recurring thing. Cause it's all about mutual aid and other such crime gang shit.
Superpowers are a euphemism for illegalism. Which is why the "not for personal gain" thing is such a recurring thing. Cause it's all about mutual aid and other such crime gang shit.
December 17, 2023 at 2:50 AM
Wow I just smoked a joint and realized something I may or may not have already known. But it feels big okay.
Superpowers are a euphemism for illegalism. Which is why the "not for personal gain" thing is such a recurring thing. Cause it's all about mutual aid and other such crime gang shit.
Superpowers are a euphemism for illegalism. Which is why the "not for personal gain" thing is such a recurring thing. Cause it's all about mutual aid and other such crime gang shit.
It's so weird how after I settled on a name so much of my life just kinda fell into place. Like that one puzzle was the thing that was holding me back
(tho tbh 1 to many times of coming out to a friend only to be asked my name and be like "idk. Whatever I guess" prob didn't help with that)
(tho tbh 1 to many times of coming out to a friend only to be asked my name and be like "idk. Whatever I guess" prob didn't help with that)
December 17, 2023 at 2:04 AM
It's so weird how after I settled on a name so much of my life just kinda fell into place. Like that one puzzle was the thing that was holding me back
(tho tbh 1 to many times of coming out to a friend only to be asked my name and be like "idk. Whatever I guess" prob didn't help with that)
(tho tbh 1 to many times of coming out to a friend only to be asked my name and be like "idk. Whatever I guess" prob didn't help with that)
Man. I actually feel like working right now. While I can't because the tv/monitor won't work for the computer and also my partner is having it update/install major software and it couldn't be used anyway really.
Fucking ODD/PDA keeps self confirming lol.
Fucking ODD/PDA keeps self confirming lol.
December 17, 2023 at 12:54 AM
Man. I actually feel like working right now. While I can't because the tv/monitor won't work for the computer and also my partner is having it update/install major software and it couldn't be used anyway really.
Fucking ODD/PDA keeps self confirming lol.
Fucking ODD/PDA keeps self confirming lol.
People should name their oldest child after the alcohol they were drinking at the time of conception
December 17, 2023 at 12:40 AM
People should name their oldest child after the alcohol they were drinking at the time of conception
"we aren't so different, you and I", you dramatically proclaim while refusing to blink first, staring straight into the mirror until the person staring back at you looks away sheepishly
December 16, 2023 at 8:36 PM
"we aren't so different, you and I", you dramatically proclaim while refusing to blink first, staring straight into the mirror until the person staring back at you looks away sheepishly
The Orville is so hard to watch. The captain is literally just Brian. Not because you can hear it in Seth McFarlane's voice. But it's also in his behavior and the attitude he brings into conversions.
It just feels like Brian got sick of his shitty reputation so became a knockoff Star Trek instead.
It just feels like Brian got sick of his shitty reputation so became a knockoff Star Trek instead.
December 16, 2023 at 8:24 PM
The Orville is so hard to watch. The captain is literally just Brian. Not because you can hear it in Seth McFarlane's voice. But it's also in his behavior and the attitude he brings into conversions.
It just feels like Brian got sick of his shitty reputation so became a knockoff Star Trek instead.
It just feels like Brian got sick of his shitty reputation so became a knockoff Star Trek instead.
Anyone can be victimized by cults. But I think strong resistance comes from having "ODD"/PDA/A highly defiant and questioning personality type that doesn't simply buy into obedience/respect for authority and the need to socially conform to go along to get along.
December 16, 2023 at 5:24 PM
Anyone can be victimized by cults. But I think strong resistance comes from having "ODD"/PDA/A highly defiant and questioning personality type that doesn't simply buy into obedience/respect for authority and the need to socially conform to go along to get along.
I like how a couple months back or so I started dating I don't trust xanderhal. I don't think he's a good/changed person. I think he's a clout chaser trying to look less cringe.
Nobody believed me. It was all "so you don't think people can change?" Not what
Nobody believed me. It was all "so you don't think people can change?" Not what
December 16, 2023 at 4:06 PM
I like how a couple months back or so I started dating I don't trust xanderhal. I don't think he's a good/changed person. I think he's a clout chaser trying to look less cringe.
Nobody believed me. It was all "so you don't think people can change?" Not what
Nobody believed me. It was all "so you don't think people can change?" Not what
Im not an Edgelord™. And I'm not a Wokescold™. I'm something different entirely built from elements of both. I'm a woke edger.
I am conscious of larger social issues but I use/like shock and outrage to get people to notice things that are serious and messed up
It's not new. It's George Carlin shit
I am conscious of larger social issues but I use/like shock and outrage to get people to notice things that are serious and messed up
It's not new. It's George Carlin shit
December 16, 2023 at 3:21 PM
Im not an Edgelord™. And I'm not a Wokescold™. I'm something different entirely built from elements of both. I'm a woke edger.
I am conscious of larger social issues but I use/like shock and outrage to get people to notice things that are serious and messed up
It's not new. It's George Carlin shit
I am conscious of larger social issues but I use/like shock and outrage to get people to notice things that are serious and messed up
It's not new. It's George Carlin shit
Why is the Orville trying to imply that circumcision would be normalized 400 years in the future? And that people would see it as "not life altering"??
Bruh that's not even where current day medical and sociological evidence or even personal anecdotes lands on a rapidly decreasingly common practice
Bruh that's not even where current day medical and sociological evidence or even personal anecdotes lands on a rapidly decreasingly common practice
December 16, 2023 at 2:41 PM
Why is the Orville trying to imply that circumcision would be normalized 400 years in the future? And that people would see it as "not life altering"??
Bruh that's not even where current day medical and sociological evidence or even personal anecdotes lands on a rapidly decreasingly common practice
Bruh that's not even where current day medical and sociological evidence or even personal anecdotes lands on a rapidly decreasingly common practice
Idk. Not much luck finding the art teacher before last.
But I will say it's BS how much the news media allows the school to try to manipulate the story
It's a 100% homophobic school that forced me to drop out cause of corrective rape threats+stalker they sided with
www.newson6.com/story/5e35b3...
But I will say it's BS how much the news media allows the school to try to manipulate the story
It's a 100% homophobic school that forced me to drop out cause of corrective rape threats+stalker they sided with
www.newson6.com/story/5e35b3...
December 16, 2023 at 5:38 AM
Idk. Not much luck finding the art teacher before last.
But I will say it's BS how much the news media allows the school to try to manipulate the story
It's a 100% homophobic school that forced me to drop out cause of corrective rape threats+stalker they sided with
www.newson6.com/story/5e35b3...
But I will say it's BS how much the news media allows the school to try to manipulate the story
It's a 100% homophobic school that forced me to drop out cause of corrective rape threats+stalker they sided with
www.newson6.com/story/5e35b3...
I think I want to adapt a childrens story I wrote in high school that my teacher said I didn't really care about/try and just wanted to be edgy and inappropriate for kids
(It was a fucking accidental ugly duckling rip off using a butterfly and a lot of raw emotions my teacher effectively shut down)
(It was a fucking accidental ugly duckling rip off using a butterfly and a lot of raw emotions my teacher effectively shut down)
December 16, 2023 at 5:00 AM
I think I want to adapt a childrens story I wrote in high school that my teacher said I didn't really care about/try and just wanted to be edgy and inappropriate for kids
(It was a fucking accidental ugly duckling rip off using a butterfly and a lot of raw emotions my teacher effectively shut down)
(It was a fucking accidental ugly duckling rip off using a butterfly and a lot of raw emotions my teacher effectively shut down)
I wish people would see villain redemption arcs less as "having sympathy for oppressors" and more as (often invisibly marginalized people) breaking free from abusive and toxic patterns in which hurt people hurt people and uphold systems of power and control that aren't actually good for anyone tbh
December 16, 2023 at 4:33 AM
I wish people would see villain redemption arcs less as "having sympathy for oppressors" and more as (often invisibly marginalized people) breaking free from abusive and toxic patterns in which hurt people hurt people and uphold systems of power and control that aren't actually good for anyone tbh
Its hard for me to muster any respect at all for people who unironically use the phrase/shit on people for being "chronically online" or the like.
That's just ableism.
With some Classism (considering the limited social spaces you're allowed to exist legally without spending money)
Not respectable
That's just ableism.
With some Classism (considering the limited social spaces you're allowed to exist legally without spending money)
Not respectable
December 16, 2023 at 4:18 AM
Its hard for me to muster any respect at all for people who unironically use the phrase/shit on people for being "chronically online" or the like.
That's just ableism.
With some Classism (considering the limited social spaces you're allowed to exist legally without spending money)
Not respectable
That's just ableism.
With some Classism (considering the limited social spaces you're allowed to exist legally without spending money)
Not respectable
Obama did NOT end racism.
He ended homophobia.
He ended homophobia.
December 16, 2023 at 4:05 AM
Obama did NOT end racism.
He ended homophobia.
He ended homophobia.
Getting a cone roller ($5) has been such a good investment.
December 16, 2023 at 2:53 AM
Getting a cone roller ($5) has been such a good investment.
You're not going to convince a queer multi neurodivergent person with a vaguely foreign sounding accept that "weird" as an insult/judgement is okay because you "meant misogynistic in this context".
Like bruh. Nope. Not a valid excuse. The opposite really.
Like bruh. Nope. Not a valid excuse. The opposite really.
December 16, 2023 at 1:18 AM
You're not going to convince a queer multi neurodivergent person with a vaguely foreign sounding accept that "weird" as an insult/judgement is okay because you "meant misogynistic in this context".
Like bruh. Nope. Not a valid excuse. The opposite really.
Like bruh. Nope. Not a valid excuse. The opposite really.
I think the most wild thing was when I was taking a phlebotomy class. And at home I started practicing on myself. So my aunt walked in with me holding a needle to my own arm looking for a proper vein.
And I had to be like "no, I'm not doing drugs. It's just for school I promise"
And I had to be like "no, I'm not doing drugs. It's just for school I promise"
December 16, 2023 at 12:50 AM
I think the most wild thing was when I was taking a phlebotomy class. And at home I started practicing on myself. So my aunt walked in with me holding a needle to my own arm looking for a proper vein.
And I had to be like "no, I'm not doing drugs. It's just for school I promise"
And I had to be like "no, I'm not doing drugs. It's just for school I promise"
Pro tip:
Maybe don't make a false equivalency between shitty parents and "shitty" kids. Especially towards a child abuse survivor and youth liberationist.
You will be told off for being an abuse apologist and enabler of reactionary social engineering.
Maybe don't make a false equivalency between shitty parents and "shitty" kids. Especially towards a child abuse survivor and youth liberationist.
You will be told off for being an abuse apologist and enabler of reactionary social engineering.
December 15, 2023 at 10:29 PM
Pro tip:
Maybe don't make a false equivalency between shitty parents and "shitty" kids. Especially towards a child abuse survivor and youth liberationist.
You will be told off for being an abuse apologist and enabler of reactionary social engineering.
Maybe don't make a false equivalency between shitty parents and "shitty" kids. Especially towards a child abuse survivor and youth liberationist.
You will be told off for being an abuse apologist and enabler of reactionary social engineering.
Never realized how much of my early childhood borderline hpd hyper masked trying to be the girl everyone wants me to be etc seemed to latch onto Hillary Duff as like. A model for my identity and feminine behaviors.
But looking at the roster and seeing it's not different blonde chicks.
Wtf. Whaaat
But looking at the roster and seeing it's not different blonde chicks.
Wtf. Whaaat
December 15, 2023 at 10:19 PM
Never realized how much of my early childhood borderline hpd hyper masked trying to be the girl everyone wants me to be etc seemed to latch onto Hillary Duff as like. A model for my identity and feminine behaviors.
But looking at the roster and seeing it's not different blonde chicks.
Wtf. Whaaat
But looking at the roster and seeing it's not different blonde chicks.
Wtf. Whaaat