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@monotropicmage.bsky.social
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YouTuber, Baker, Gardner, crocheter, freelance satanic minister, former musician. Fandom and politics nerd [satanic witch mode currently active] multi disabled advocate for liberation politics
https://youtube.com/@FMAvatar?si=-ZCeK7yxQr
YouTuber, Baker, Gardner, crocheter, freelance satanic minister, former musician. Fandom and politics nerd [satanic witch mode currently active] multi disabled advocate for liberation politics
https://youtube.com/@FMAvatar?si=-ZCeK7yxQr
(lightly poking fun of the Eva cult mentality. I don't think it's actually harmful or serious or anything. Just kinda silly how much of a Thing Eva evangelists are. Cause it's like cultception or something lmao.
Ghibli is the serious cult to actually be more critical of. That's what I meant)
Ghibli is the serious cult to actually be more critical of. That's what I meant)
December 18, 2023 at 3:02 AM
(lightly poking fun of the Eva cult mentality. I don't think it's actually harmful or serious or anything. Just kinda silly how much of a Thing Eva evangelists are. Cause it's like cultception or something lmao.
Ghibli is the serious cult to actually be more critical of. That's what I meant)
Ghibli is the serious cult to actually be more critical of. That's what I meant)
So yeah I have more active hatred for Ghibli fans than Eva fans
Ghibli fans absolutely represent the worst of the most privileged elements of society that make climate their top (& often only) priority.
I hate the mindset completely
I'm only lightly poking fun of it because I dont get the appeal
Ghibli fans absolutely represent the worst of the most privileged elements of society that make climate their top (& often only) priority.
I hate the mindset completely
I'm only lightly poking fun of it because I dont get the appeal
December 18, 2023 at 2:56 AM
So yeah I have more active hatred for Ghibli fans than Eva fans
Ghibli fans absolutely represent the worst of the most privileged elements of society that make climate their top (& often only) priority.
I hate the mindset completely
I'm only lightly poking fun of it because I dont get the appeal
Ghibli fans absolutely represent the worst of the most privileged elements of society that make climate their top (& often only) priority.
I hate the mindset completely
I'm only lightly poking fun of it because I dont get the appeal
And the huge disparity of natural life outcomes depending on economic status. Literally a form of environmental racism and just normalized culling of disabled people)
December 18, 2023 at 2:50 AM
And the huge disparity of natural life outcomes depending on economic status. Literally a form of environmental racism and just normalized culling of disabled people)
(And yes it is eco fascist to fetishize nature/proclaim humanity is the virus. To wish to return to a mythologized Traditional Past free from impure Foreign Influence. And to essentially promote eugenics in letting nature decide who to kill off, especially in the aftermath of industrialization
December 18, 2023 at 2:49 AM
(And yes it is eco fascist to fetishize nature/proclaim humanity is the virus. To wish to return to a mythologized Traditional Past free from impure Foreign Influence. And to essentially promote eugenics in letting nature decide who to kill off, especially in the aftermath of industrialization
At least with Miyazaki I can see the appeal of that child/worker abuser's art, at least for the kinds of people that eco fascism resonates with.
But Eva is so basic and boring that it's just like. How is this the thing everyone cares about so much?
But Eva is so basic and boring that it's just like. How is this the thing everyone cares about so much?
December 18, 2023 at 2:45 AM
At least with Miyazaki I can see the appeal of that child/worker abuser's art, at least for the kinds of people that eco fascism resonates with.
But Eva is so basic and boring that it's just like. How is this the thing everyone cares about so much?
But Eva is so basic and boring that it's just like. How is this the thing everyone cares about so much?
(for real though. I don't even really understand the appeal of the anime.)
December 18, 2023 at 2:39 AM
(for real though. I don't even really understand the appeal of the anime.)
Eva fans are cultists confirmed
December 18, 2023 at 2:38 AM
Eva fans are cultists confirmed
*the autistic need for more trains*
December 18, 2023 at 1:59 AM
*the autistic need for more trains*
Then again I only really became a shut in when it became hopeless for me to ever live anywhere else
December 18, 2023 at 1:58 AM
Then again I only really became a shut in when it became hopeless for me to ever live anywhere else
But it's just. Impossible to actually go anywhere anymore. There's no way I can ever make enough money to vacation or move or just go to different environments every few months for a good recharge.
And it's really draining me more than maybe it should for a self proclaimed shut in.
And it's really draining me more than maybe it should for a self proclaimed shut in.
December 18, 2023 at 1:58 AM
But it's just. Impossible to actually go anywhere anymore. There's no way I can ever make enough money to vacation or move or just go to different environments every few months for a good recharge.
And it's really draining me more than maybe it should for a self proclaimed shut in.
And it's really draining me more than maybe it should for a self proclaimed shut in.
It was a semi predictable pattern that kept everything from feeling the same and thus suffocating and omg unaliven already feeling.
Most of the time with my mom. Summer time in California with my dad/his family of origin. And winter or spring and fall break at my dad's actual house.
Most of the time with my mom. Summer time in California with my dad/his family of origin. And winter or spring and fall break at my dad's actual house.
December 18, 2023 at 1:55 AM
It was a semi predictable pattern that kept everything from feeling the same and thus suffocating and omg unaliven already feeling.
Most of the time with my mom. Summer time in California with my dad/his family of origin. And winter or spring and fall break at my dad's actual house.
Most of the time with my mom. Summer time in California with my dad/his family of origin. And winter or spring and fall break at my dad's actual house.
Not me. I bought gull insurance just last week
December 18, 2023 at 1:48 AM
Not me. I bought gull insurance just last week
Great the ONE TIME I want to be petty and not actually talk about abortion at all. The only real villainy is "she tried to forcibly inject her eggs into the worm and force it to gestate them for her with no regard for the pain or death involved in the process"
Like bruh fine whatever.
Like bruh fine whatever.
December 18, 2023 at 1:06 AM
Great the ONE TIME I want to be petty and not actually talk about abortion at all. The only real villainy is "she tried to forcibly inject her eggs into the worm and force it to gestate them for her with no regard for the pain or death involved in the process"
Like bruh fine whatever.
Like bruh fine whatever.
So yeah I'll go with the tomato hornworm I think
December 18, 2023 at 12:29 AM
So yeah I'll go with the tomato hornworm I think
Besides, it's also a hawkmoth.
But don't worry. I'll find the exact niche of information needed to make this trauma dump so educational that the value to children can't be denied.
But don't worry. I'll find the exact niche of information needed to make this trauma dump so educational that the value to children can't be denied.
December 18, 2023 at 12:28 AM
Besides, it's also a hawkmoth.
But don't worry. I'll find the exact niche of information needed to make this trauma dump so educational that the value to children can't be denied.
But don't worry. I'll find the exact niche of information needed to make this trauma dump so educational that the value to children can't be denied.
Another is a tobacco worm and I'd like to avoid implications that I chew tobacco lol
December 18, 2023 at 12:26 AM
Another is a tobacco worm and I'd like to avoid implications that I chew tobacco lol
Lol as a miraculous fan idk how to feel about this.
One of the caterpillars it feasts on is the tomato hornworm (so it's even called a worm and totally fits for my story). But yeah the adult form is a hawkmoth lmao
One of the caterpillars it feasts on is the tomato hornworm (so it's even called a worm and totally fits for my story). But yeah the adult form is a hawkmoth lmao
December 18, 2023 at 12:25 AM
Lol as a miraculous fan idk how to feel about this.
One of the caterpillars it feasts on is the tomato hornworm (so it's even called a worm and totally fits for my story). But yeah the adult form is a hawkmoth lmao
One of the caterpillars it feasts on is the tomato hornworm (so it's even called a worm and totally fits for my story). But yeah the adult form is a hawkmoth lmao
On the first day of cuckmas my true love gave to me, a creampie for the neighbor
December 18, 2023 at 12:19 AM
On the first day of cuckmas my true love gave to me, a creampie for the neighbor
Or perhaps it wasn't actually a deal at all. It's hard to be sure but I think it's this same mattress and it's at an identical price.
But markup sales aside, it was necessary and at least we got the motivation to actually replace that old fucker.
www.smithfurniturestore.com/shop-mattres...
But markup sales aside, it was necessary and at least we got the motivation to actually replace that old fucker.
www.smithfurniturestore.com/shop-mattres...
December 17, 2023 at 10:39 PM
Or perhaps it wasn't actually a deal at all. It's hard to be sure but I think it's this same mattress and it's at an identical price.
But markup sales aside, it was necessary and at least we got the motivation to actually replace that old fucker.
www.smithfurniturestore.com/shop-mattres...
But markup sales aside, it was necessary and at least we got the motivation to actually replace that old fucker.
www.smithfurniturestore.com/shop-mattres...
This one is a serta so I don't think it has springs at all. I actually can't find anything about this mattress with the information I was given on it. So I don't actually know which one it is. I think he said it's a plush too though. No idea what that means tbh
December 17, 2023 at 10:27 PM
This one is a serta so I don't think it has springs at all. I actually can't find anything about this mattress with the information I was given on it. So I don't actually know which one it is. I think he said it's a plush too though. No idea what that means tbh
My old bed had springs poking up through the memory foam like all over. I put pillows over the worst spots but it poked up so much it pulled those under the memory foam when I took it off. I have scratches all over my backside from my old bed.
It was really really needed tbh
It was really really needed tbh
December 17, 2023 at 10:25 PM
My old bed had springs poking up through the memory foam like all over. I put pillows over the worst spots but it poked up so much it pulled those under the memory foam when I took it off. I have scratches all over my backside from my old bed.
It was really really needed tbh
It was really really needed tbh