I immensely do not want to think about this. Need sleep and it’s late but I don’t want to sit in bed thinking about human bones.

Friend is letting me borrow their laptop if I want to do something but…….fuck, man.

Messed up. Pursuing assault on him since he threw it at me with intent for to hit me.

Ok ok

Well

It was human. The guy is now admitted to a ward under observation, bought it from Etsy from a guy who was illegally selling some of the bones in a leg he needed removed.

Brought it in public to ‘claim his space’ with the unsanitary shock value of it. Guy’s got every screw loose, wtf.

I hate that I caught it in my hand. I keep washing my hands but the visceral feeling of it and whatever other material on it isn’t fading with soap.

I was getting ready to go to bed, not hold part of a…..I don’t want to think what it belongs to. what the actual fuck, dude?

Who throws BONES at people? Who brings an entire bone, raw and potentially disease or germ covered into a recovery clinic?

I am anxious to google the dimensions and description of the bone, pretty sure that’ll get me on some sort of watchlist knowing how the internet works(or doesn’t work).

I got a bunch of painful jabs in case of things like rabies, Lyme, and others I can’t spell, had to take a mortifying biohazard shower in front of half the clinic with all my clothes on with my phone now with a water damaged speaker

No blood, around 14 inches long, looks like a….tibia?

Whatthefuck

Shakes fist at Bluesky quality

Close ups for detail

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If I truly find the right puppy that my mentor is offering it feels like I should collect marvel comics names so I can’t possibly forget Scarlet or Marvel. A nod to them and how I’m alive in part because of them.

I just want to be a good pet-parent and give hypothetical puppy the best care I’m able

This is such an underrated but simultaneously mishandled breed.

They’re beautiful, trainable, sweet dogs but need grooming not shaving, socialization, desensitization, to be given a job and positive reinforcement.

Mixing them with poodles or other breeds for a ‘designer’ mutt is so disrespectful.

I miss having a dog in my life, they’re essential to mitigate disabilities and comfort but it’s also so important just to have the unconditional friendship so many animals provide.

I’m not out to replace my late dogs or erase their lives if I find a puppy that resembles one.

Love them. Miss them.

Grateful I’ve been in the training/grooming industry as long as I have and have had working breeds before, I likely will work more with people and not-so-huge animals but the kennels and salons and farms are friendly to personal pets

Had a bunch of thick fleece fabrics, braiding snuffle mats rn

I’ll always be more sensitive now and will always need a cane for support and likely a special bike rather than ever driving a car

But my energy and mobility should be just fine and appropriate for puppy care and desensitization, etcetera

A friend offered a special breed, tomorrow will reach out

My medical team and physical therapist say I’m healed enough and walking mostly on my own that in February I need to avoid lots of flights o stairs and prioritize elevators or a temporary lift

I am grateful I survived & did not lose my legs or ability to walk
Can never run again, walking is enough