it’s in damascus!! ep 121

‘you are more important than a thing’ grizzop but will Always get me, as does zolf and azu’s talk in the inn around 155-156 mark!!

not to be too hashtag Real but merebros streams were an actual lifeline through lockdown and i still get so SO much joy from any streams i catch. from 16 and miserable, to 22 and thriving, there is still nothing that makes me giggle quite like SF bloopers! thank you for 5.5 years of laughter 🌀🩵

got to do a thanj you wave to some cars for letting me across the road and feel like a Creature of sorts. mission accomplished!

my next pair are gonna be done in twined knitting for a friend who works setting up markets and i imagine his wee hands get cold!!! im loving how much i’m learning about fabric construction from knitting, that pair will hopefully be super hard wearing as well as warm.

a huge part of my approach this year has been to try and stop missing out on good things for fear of pain so i’m gonna be coming back to this one a lot i can tell

thank you for reminding me to have breakfast 🫡

i’m so excited to get my second one done tomorrow eeeeek!!!!! i’m already in love with them

but also. can’t wait to abandon art for a few months lol it’s gonna be a circus and knitting winter

get to heaven was such an anthem to my recovery last year and getting to dance my socks off to it LIVE was fantastic

oooh i love this guys colour palette!!!!

that being said if anyone ever wants ttrpg characters drawn Contact Me i fucking LOVE that shit

baby’s first big project and it has really solidified i don’t want to do art as a career lol i will stick to circus and enjoy art in my own time

as someone who also has LODE BEARING SYSTEMS i am sending a lot of solidarity and good vibes

(not trying to be a ‘THIS AND ONLY THIS IS CAUSE OF YOUR WOE’ guy - hope this comes across more as a ‘constantly working super hard to make your brain do things it’s not naturally inclined to is a huge amount of work that you might or might not be giving yourself credit for’)

after leaving that job, finding one way better for my me and working to unmask i only ever feel that bone tiredness when i have been overdoing it with admin or socialising. if you’re using three peoples worth of brain power constantly it’s exhausting and might contribute to pre-existing fatigue?!

i still to this day adore my teachers so that lessened the hardness of school while i was there but afterward i would have no energy. when i got my first ‘normal’ job and the amount of unnatural ways it wanted my brain to work burnt me out so badly i got put on sick leave after a month and a half

this may be something you’ve already thought about re masking and fatigue : i hypothetically Can force myself to present almost wholly neurotypical BUT i have never had less energy in my life than when i thought i was being ‘normal’. the hyperfixation on school really resonated with me-

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