I really hate my job

I really hate the current job market

I feel so stuck

The first step to getting help is awareness of the problem. I'm aware of various problems with myself, yet I avoid therapy. I'm now on the downward spiral.

I talk to the face in the mirror
Now, he can't get through

I now have two wet and upset cats because the doofuses couldn't resist running through the door mid storm.

I have duality in my fear of death.
When I am confronted with a situation that could result in death I am accepting and willing of the possible outcome.
Yet when I'm safe the thought of death can, and often does, cause panic attacks and high anxiety.

I hope I wake up again, tomorrow

I was late to literally everything this week because of people who drove 15 under the limit. Sure it was only a minute or two but being late makes me rather anxious

Made much worse because the majority I couldn't pass them due to surrounding traffic or other circumstances
Tldr drive the speed limit

Gbt will now quote and link to The Washington Post when responding to prompts.
Well improving the visibility of sources, by only having it be paying sources gbt introduces greater bias and limits on the responses it provides. Could have been good, instead very bad.

Yay full time job I can now make enough money to have savings and afford living

Just kidding the fucking tarriffs happened

Why can't I ever not be fucking broke, fuck this country

I can't fucking move out now, sorry parents, the place cost too much now, because tariffs somehow. Fuck

I was walking home from work today when some jerk driver from incoming traffic began to cut into where I was walking to try to play chicken

I kept walking because I play a tough game of chicken and he missed me by a foot or two as he pulled away. I got a free adrenaline boost and he panicked

I win

I hope one day I will have kids

Maybe name one Wolfgang, I am slightly German

Idk

I've been trying to get my hands on any of the Héctor Germán Oesterheld books for a while and recently bought Life of Che. Oesterheld is an incredible writer and it shows throughout the book, mixing ches diaries with a 3rd person perspective, greatly complemented by the Breccias' amazing art
10/10

I wish every employer who advertises that they respond quickly to be fired and go through application purgatory.

Same with my boss who never schedules enough people and complains but has to cut my hours

I just want health insurance

I got my first tattoo a about a year ago, it's from a drawing my sister made for me.

Tattoo was done by Chase Ogle at Assassin Tattoo Studio in Akron, it barely bled and remained super clear after healing

This is a unit of Primarus Aggressors I painted ~2 years ago. This was my second time making the unit, first time fully painting faces, and I am very proud of the results.

Also the Sergeant's left pointer finger is painted white, a symbol of leadership of the Brass Blades, my custom army

I'm officially a college dropout, but I do intend to return as part time.

Idk. I left because I was stagnant, struggling despite trying my best, for just being an undecided student. I need to move my life forward and work, but I fear I may just remain stuck.

Adulthood is meh

This is the Venerable Marc (yes I spelled Venerable wrong). He is an assault intercessor, and when I was assembling the box I dropped and lost a pauldron. Fortunately my friend Marc was willing to print me a new one. During printing it melted a little, so I turned it into some unique battle damage.

After the past 4 showers the fire alarm goes off before I get changed. I know correlation isn't causation, but my mind is more set on blaming the shower.
I take midnight showers in a college apartment-dorm and then wait a bit to get changed, there are various better factors to blame.

Brain dumb

This is Vasler Cortet a Copaxi Mystic for starfinder. Vasler grew up on Tabrid Minor but they left as an ambassador for the Pact Worlds. Vasler wants to explore as many worlds as possible, often using quests to learn about different perspectives. And money.
Also cool (useless) glasses

Reminder: if you are only in underwear when a fire alarm goes off, don't skip socks when it's less than 20 degrees (or less than -5 for those across the pond)

2nd Reminder: if you're in a place where the fire alarm goes off often and it is cold, wear more than underwear when you sleep

Howdy BlueSky, I'm excited to be here. Idk, so hears a recent character I made.
This is Tarka, the first character I made for pathfinder recently (I primarily played dnd for the past 7-8ish years). Tarka is a ranged monk who believes in the sanctity of nature and dislikes "Society" (1/2)