@mrsjohnboywalton.bsky.social
I tried talking to a hotline . And it wasted my time. When I feel that way I feel like I know I'm not too far gone. Do they act weird to you as a form of treatment and test to see how bad you are doing?
December 3, 2025 at 2:05 PM
I tried talking to a hotline . And it wasted my time. When I feel that way I feel like I know I'm not too far gone. Do they act weird to you as a form of treatment and test to see how bad you are doing?
I like playing games like traffic jam on my phone and seeing the different mans pissed off for waiting too long. Brings me joy
November 26, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I like playing games like traffic jam on my phone and seeing the different mans pissed off for waiting too long. Brings me joy
I can understand the concept of friends and family not wanting something physically wrong with a loved one. But then there is being a selfish asshole about it all and resorting to making someone feel crazy
November 26, 2025 at 2:24 PM
I can understand the concept of friends and family not wanting something physically wrong with a loved one. But then there is being a selfish asshole about it all and resorting to making someone feel crazy
People keep flying off the handle with me . I wonder if it's a me problem but sometimes I'm not sure. I got monologues that I'm wrong to say red meat won't help right away for iron deficiency and also now people are mad for me defending someone over a healthy snack recipe .
November 10, 2025 at 3:06 AM
People keep flying off the handle with me . I wonder if it's a me problem but sometimes I'm not sure. I got monologues that I'm wrong to say red meat won't help right away for iron deficiency and also now people are mad for me defending someone over a healthy snack recipe .
People who are comparing how Rama Duwaji and Melania Trump look would probably bully their own children It's not just about those too it's about plenty of comparison of women all the time and pitting against each other. It's not a good example to children nor could be a sign of a good friend
November 7, 2025 at 11:04 PM
People who are comparing how Rama Duwaji and Melania Trump look would probably bully their own children It's not just about those too it's about plenty of comparison of women all the time and pitting against each other. It's not a good example to children nor could be a sign of a good friend
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Real reason why Gandalf was delayed 😅
November 5, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Real reason why Gandalf was delayed 😅
I'm leaving for a while. The only diagnoses I can see that could be correct is something either underlying or it's some kind of autistic burn out or shutdown even though I do way less than a year or two ago. Nothing else makes sense.
October 21, 2025 at 3:46 PM
I'm leaving for a while. The only diagnoses I can see that could be correct is something either underlying or it's some kind of autistic burn out or shutdown even though I do way less than a year or two ago. Nothing else makes sense.
I think I need a sabbatical from the Internet. This hasn't happened here but I am exhausted of people's opinions. I feel like some people are making me feel like I can't trust my body . It hurts . Why can't people just listen ?
October 21, 2025 at 11:51 AM
I think I need a sabbatical from the Internet. This hasn't happened here but I am exhausted of people's opinions. I feel like some people are making me feel like I can't trust my body . It hurts . Why can't people just listen ?
I personally feel the same way when SA is brought up in politics. But that's just one opinion from one survivor. Me. And also the media in general. I feel like it plays with my emotions to hear about some stuff.
Using disabled people as beards for your personal agenda is not actually working in solidarity with us and it's certainly not disability politics, thank you for coming to my TED talk.
October 21, 2025 at 2:36 AM
I personally feel the same way when SA is brought up in politics. But that's just one opinion from one survivor. Me. And also the media in general. I feel like it plays with my emotions to hear about some stuff.
I had no clue the white house news was real. I thought people were being satirical.
October 21, 2025 at 2:24 AM
I had no clue the white house news was real. I thought people were being satirical.
Oh honey. Rest in peace Kada Scott. I hate stuff like this I wish I could turn back time and find them . Violence disturbs me more than anything else
October 20, 2025 at 10:04 PM
Oh honey. Rest in peace Kada Scott. I hate stuff like this I wish I could turn back time and find them . Violence disturbs me more than anything else
Let's talk about Lyme again lol. I told someone that I wanted to wait and cycle through other tests because I tested negative twice. She told me that waiting to get tested can damage my body. Well so can waiting to test for autoimmune stuff and cancer. I can't with people.
October 20, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Let's talk about Lyme again lol. I told someone that I wanted to wait and cycle through other tests because I tested negative twice. She told me that waiting to get tested can damage my body. Well so can waiting to test for autoimmune stuff and cancer. I can't with people.
Should I be considered about a lymph node that's been enlarged since July
Chat gpt says since I can't feel it laying down it's probably fine. It's above my collarbone at the base of my neck. #neisvoid
Chat gpt says since I can't feel it laying down it's probably fine. It's above my collarbone at the base of my neck. #neisvoid
October 20, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Should I be considered about a lymph node that's been enlarged since July
Chat gpt says since I can't feel it laying down it's probably fine. It's above my collarbone at the base of my neck. #neisvoid
Chat gpt says since I can't feel it laying down it's probably fine. It's above my collarbone at the base of my neck. #neisvoid
I'm sorry if I ruffled anyone about my Cfs me comments. If it doesn't apply please scroll. I am on the spectrum and it can be confusing when something is planted. Another reason why I don't feel I have a Cfs is because I am exhausted non stop whereas I read someone with Cfs is capable of spoons
October 19, 2025 at 2:50 PM
I'm sorry if I ruffled anyone about my Cfs me comments. If it doesn't apply please scroll. I am on the spectrum and it can be confusing when something is planted. Another reason why I don't feel I have a Cfs is because I am exhausted non stop whereas I read someone with Cfs is capable of spoons
It's hilarious when people tell me welcome to the Internet when I feel their comments are uncalled for. I been on the Internet since I was a child and didn't deal with people running their mouth. The pedophiles sucked but they were supportive to groom people though. That's it.
October 19, 2025 at 2:44 PM
It's hilarious when people tell me welcome to the Internet when I feel their comments are uncalled for. I been on the Internet since I was a child and didn't deal with people running their mouth. The pedophiles sucked but they were supportive to groom people though. That's it.
My lungs actually kind of feel big since last year which I think the doctor could be right that maybe it's hyperinflation? But I feel pressure when I drink water and it's been like that since pneumonia. But now for a few months I feel pain in my left rib after eating . #neisvoid
October 18, 2025 at 3:28 PM
My lungs actually kind of feel big since last year which I think the doctor could be right that maybe it's hyperinflation? But I feel pressure when I drink water and it's been like that since pneumonia. But now for a few months I feel pain in my left rib after eating . #neisvoid
My main source of income is working at the same place my sister does but tonight she brought up my phone usage when I was trying to fix my worksheet and working in appointments. I don't underwork. I feel so down because she acts so uncaring and implies I think I have all these diseases #neisvoid
October 18, 2025 at 12:49 AM
My main source of income is working at the same place my sister does but tonight she brought up my phone usage when I was trying to fix my worksheet and working in appointments. I don't underwork. I feel so down because she acts so uncaring and implies I think I have all these diseases #neisvoid
I identify as Christian but also claim transparency. People who know me well know I am Christian. But I know people feel unsafe because of abusive Christians. That's being said I'm going to talk about myself. People think my illness is spiritual and I don't and I'm triggered. #neisvoid
October 15, 2025 at 7:45 PM
I identify as Christian but also claim transparency. People who know me well know I am Christian. But I know people feel unsafe because of abusive Christians. That's being said I'm going to talk about myself. People think my illness is spiritual and I don't and I'm triggered. #neisvoid
Timeline of health issues. Fairly normal in 2018 but felt small lump in neck. Was told to keep an eye on carbs. 2019 had ultrasound on neck . No obvious things noted. From late 2019 and on normal but often flu like or respiratory stuff tested negative for COVID but quick recoveries. 2022 on ....
October 14, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Timeline of health issues. Fairly normal in 2018 but felt small lump in neck. Was told to keep an eye on carbs. 2019 had ultrasound on neck . No obvious things noted. From late 2019 and on normal but often flu like or respiratory stuff tested negative for COVID but quick recoveries. 2022 on ....
So now that I have feelings of feeling sick the last few days I have less fevers.... My immune system is weird.
October 11, 2025 at 5:56 PM
So now that I have feelings of feeling sick the last few days I have less fevers.... My immune system is weird.
I'm struggling with a symptom and someone brought up it's not breast cancer because breast cancer is supposed to be painful. It kind of bothers me because I didn't bring up cancer. They did. I feel like it made me feel vulnerable to have cancer be brought up cos even if I suspected it it's said
October 9, 2025 at 6:23 PM
I'm struggling with a symptom and someone brought up it's not breast cancer because breast cancer is supposed to be painful. It kind of bothers me because I didn't bring up cancer. They did. I feel like it made me feel vulnerable to have cancer be brought up cos even if I suspected it it's said
I hardly have energy and it takes me awhile to do anything. "Sounds like depression" oh?
Then how do you explain this
Then how do you explain this
October 4, 2025 at 4:47 PM
I hardly have energy and it takes me awhile to do anything. "Sounds like depression" oh?
Then how do you explain this
Then how do you explain this
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New theory: air pollution causes autism but plot twist: it's the world trying to heal itself by creating a subset of humans who love trains so we can have more public transit and less pollution
September 24, 2025 at 4:13 PM
New theory: air pollution causes autism but plot twist: it's the world trying to heal itself by creating a subset of humans who love trains so we can have more public transit and less pollution
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If "birds aren't real" can be a global thing we can get this one circulating too :p
New theory: air pollution causes autism but plot twist: it's the world trying to heal itself by creating a subset of humans who love trains so we can have more public transit and less pollution
September 24, 2025 at 8:05 PM
If "birds aren't real" can be a global thing we can get this one circulating too :p
Why was autism brought up at the "memorial"?
September 22, 2025 at 12:45 PM
Why was autism brought up at the "memorial"?