Deed 💙 Pettigrew
@mtc-d.bsky.social
🚫16+ Only🚫
💀Goth / Alt. • 21+ • She/Her • C-PTSD but thriving • MTN Dew + Monster Connoisseur🍸 • Gore + Horror + Disturbing Media Lover🔪🩸• Wannabe Content Creator
🖤♥️ @practicallysilver.bsky.social stole my heart n left kidney♥️🖤
💀Goth / Alt. • 21+ • She/Her • C-PTSD but thriving • MTN Dew + Monster Connoisseur🍸 • Gore + Horror + Disturbing Media Lover🔪🩸• Wannabe Content Creator
🖤♥️ @practicallysilver.bsky.social stole my heart n left kidney♥️🖤
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Deed 💙 Pettigrew
@mtc-d.bsky.social
· Oct 17
Name's Deed n I'm a aspiring filmmaker/content creator
-Content made for Mature Audiences Only-
All Socials- linktr.ee/Madisonthecat
What I do for content is..
-MTN Dew+Monster Reviews
-Mental Health+Life Experiences (got CPTSD but still thriving)
-Horror/Disturbing Media
-Vocaloid/Music
-Many More!
-Content made for Mature Audiences Only-
All Socials- linktr.ee/Madisonthecat
What I do for content is..
-MTN Dew+Monster Reviews
-Mental Health+Life Experiences (got CPTSD but still thriving)
-Horror/Disturbing Media
-Vocaloid/Music
-Many More!
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can't stress enough how much the support that Deed and I have been receiving has been tremendous. This was such a long, arduous process for us, and I genuinely never imagined having so many people be on our side for this.
Thank you all so much.
Thank you all so much.
December 27, 2025 at 12:47 AM
can't stress enough how much the support that Deed and I have been receiving has been tremendous. This was such a long, arduous process for us, and I genuinely never imagined having so many people be on our side for this.
Thank you all so much.
Thank you all so much.
Part 2 has been re-uploaded
I need to remind everyone to watch these IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER. Do not skip around as you will be missing context to very important details, I cannot stress that enough as I already saw people commenting on Part 2
youtu.be/94iyCLWFH6M
I need to remind everyone to watch these IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER. Do not skip around as you will be missing context to very important details, I cannot stress that enough as I already saw people commenting on Part 2
youtu.be/94iyCLWFH6M
December 26, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Part 2 has been re-uploaded
I need to remind everyone to watch these IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER. Do not skip around as you will be missing context to very important details, I cannot stress that enough as I already saw people commenting on Part 2
youtu.be/94iyCLWFH6M
I need to remind everyone to watch these IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER. Do not skip around as you will be missing context to very important details, I cannot stress that enough as I already saw people commenting on Part 2
youtu.be/94iyCLWFH6M
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I want to post this for my long time friend @princeloudenvt.bsky.social whose going through issues with getting back his stream assets and needs the funds to replace the things he's lost.
If you can donate anything that would be wonderful, but if not spread this to others.
ko-fi.com/jaguarking
If you can donate anything that would be wonderful, but if not spread this to others.
ko-fi.com/jaguarking
Buy Prince Loudman a Coffee
Become a supporter of Prince Loudman today!
ko-fi.com
November 4, 2025 at 11:39 PM
I want to post this for my long time friend @princeloudenvt.bsky.social whose going through issues with getting back his stream assets and needs the funds to replace the things he's lost.
If you can donate anything that would be wonderful, but if not spread this to others.
ko-fi.com/jaguarking
If you can donate anything that would be wonderful, but if not spread this to others.
ko-fi.com/jaguarking
It's come to our attention that audio has been muted in a section within Part 2 of this Hellfire. We checked, this was a error on our behalf, not YouTube.
We will be removing and re-uploading Part 2 to fix this Error, thank you for understanding
We will be removing and re-uploading Part 2 to fix this Error, thank you for understanding
After years of staying silent I finally decided to speak up n vaguely describe only a portion of pain + hurt I've been goin' thru since 2019. Merry Crisis 🔥
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
youtu.be
December 26, 2025 at 3:36 AM
It's come to our attention that audio has been muted in a section within Part 2 of this Hellfire. We checked, this was a error on our behalf, not YouTube.
We will be removing and re-uploading Part 2 to fix this Error, thank you for understanding
We will be removing and re-uploading Part 2 to fix this Error, thank you for understanding
I want to consider this video a gift to my younger self
You deserved better.
You deserved kindness
You deserved patience.
You deserved understanding.
But all you got was pain and hatred spewed at you
You can rest now, no one is going to hurt you anymore. I won't fuckin' let them
You deserved better.
You deserved kindness
You deserved patience.
You deserved understanding.
But all you got was pain and hatred spewed at you
You can rest now, no one is going to hurt you anymore. I won't fuckin' let them
After years of staying silent I finally decided to speak up n vaguely describe only a portion of pain + hurt I've been goin' thru since 2019. Merry Crisis 🔥
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
youtu.be
December 25, 2025 at 11:58 PM
I want to consider this video a gift to my younger self
You deserved better.
You deserved kindness
You deserved patience.
You deserved understanding.
But all you got was pain and hatred spewed at you
You can rest now, no one is going to hurt you anymore. I won't fuckin' let them
You deserved better.
You deserved kindness
You deserved patience.
You deserved understanding.
But all you got was pain and hatred spewed at you
You can rest now, no one is going to hurt you anymore. I won't fuckin' let them
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Five years of being ostracized
Six months of processing and production
Seventeen hours of some of the most vile, disgusting behavior that a former community has put towards two people
The SCC failed me, and hurt my wife. May it burn forever.
PART 1: youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Six months of processing and production
Seventeen hours of some of the most vile, disgusting behavior that a former community has put towards two people
The SCC failed me, and hurt my wife. May it burn forever.
PART 1: youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
The Hellfire That's Been Our Life [PART ONE]
YouTube video by Practically Silver
youtu.be
December 25, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Five years of being ostracized
Six months of processing and production
Seventeen hours of some of the most vile, disgusting behavior that a former community has put towards two people
The SCC failed me, and hurt my wife. May it burn forever.
PART 1: youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Six months of processing and production
Seventeen hours of some of the most vile, disgusting behavior that a former community has put towards two people
The SCC failed me, and hurt my wife. May it burn forever.
PART 1: youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
After years of staying silent I finally decided to speak up n vaguely describe only a portion of pain + hurt I've been goin' thru since 2019. Merry Crisis 🔥
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
youtu.be
December 25, 2025 at 11:33 PM
After years of staying silent I finally decided to speak up n vaguely describe only a portion of pain + hurt I've been goin' thru since 2019. Merry Crisis 🔥
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM
Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A
YouTube refuses to let us upload the 17 hour video in one go. So we have decided to upload it into a 2-parter
I implore you to watch both parts when they come out, the original intent was to have it all in one piece.
That bein' said- if all goes well, it should be up by morning. Merry Crisis 🔥
I implore you to watch both parts when they come out, the original intent was to have it all in one piece.
That bein' said- if all goes well, it should be up by morning. Merry Crisis 🔥
December 25, 2025 at 4:38 AM
YouTube refuses to let us upload the 17 hour video in one go. So we have decided to upload it into a 2-parter
I implore you to watch both parts when they come out, the original intent was to have it all in one piece.
That bein' said- if all goes well, it should be up by morning. Merry Crisis 🔥
I implore you to watch both parts when they come out, the original intent was to have it all in one piece.
That bein' said- if all goes well, it should be up by morning. Merry Crisis 🔥
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The video is uploading now (and reminder, is nearly 17 hours long) so I'm going to remind everyone
PLEASE take a break from it if you need to. There's a lot, and it's all very heavy. And it's also not going anywhere.
Take your time with it, and remember to enjoy the holidays.
PLEASE take a break from it if you need to. There's a lot, and it's all very heavy. And it's also not going anywhere.
Take your time with it, and remember to enjoy the holidays.
December 24, 2025 at 2:57 PM
The video is uploading now (and reminder, is nearly 17 hours long) so I'm going to remind everyone
PLEASE take a break from it if you need to. There's a lot, and it's all very heavy. And it's also not going anywhere.
Take your time with it, and remember to enjoy the holidays.
PLEASE take a break from it if you need to. There's a lot, and it's all very heavy. And it's also not going anywhere.
Take your time with it, and remember to enjoy the holidays.
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December 24, 2025 at 1:24 AM
December 24, 2025 at 1:24 AM
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Mt. Dew Extreme Pomegranate (2014-2015): As the name would suggest, this pinkish-orange soda was pomegranate flavored, and available ONLY on tap at Villa Pizza & Italian Kitchen restaurants in the United States
May 2, 2025 at 1:43 PM
Mt. Dew Extreme Pomegranate (2014-2015): As the name would suggest, this pinkish-orange soda was pomegranate flavored, and available ONLY on tap at Villa Pizza & Italian Kitchen restaurants in the United States
UPDATE
Michael ordered a new phone so I'm changing back the goal to new / better equipment for better quality productions
I plan to just save up cash so we can restore the screen or charging port so we can retrieve whatever wasn't recovered when he transferred files onto his new phone
Michael ordered a new phone so I'm changing back the goal to new / better equipment for better quality productions
I plan to just save up cash so we can restore the screen or charging port so we can retrieve whatever wasn't recovered when he transferred files onto his new phone
I've updated my goal over on my Ko-Fi. Any amount of cash that is donated will be goin' to help fund my partner's phone repairment. Without his phone I sadly cannot film any content for the time being so any amount helps us
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
December 19, 2025 at 5:53 PM
UPDATE
Michael ordered a new phone so I'm changing back the goal to new / better equipment for better quality productions
I plan to just save up cash so we can restore the screen or charging port so we can retrieve whatever wasn't recovered when he transferred files onto his new phone
Michael ordered a new phone so I'm changing back the goal to new / better equipment for better quality productions
I plan to just save up cash so we can restore the screen or charging port so we can retrieve whatever wasn't recovered when he transferred files onto his new phone
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Commissions are open! These commissions are open year round, and I’m excited to work with anyone!
Check my Carrd for my TOS
Go to my Vgen, Ko-fi, or Artistree to put in a offer or shoot me dm, and I’ll get back at my earliest convenience!
#commission #vgen #ko-fi #commsopen #nixiscribles
Check my Carrd for my TOS
Go to my Vgen, Ko-fi, or Artistree to put in a offer or shoot me dm, and I’ll get back at my earliest convenience!
#commission #vgen #ko-fi #commsopen #nixiscribles
December 15, 2025 at 7:59 PM
Commissions are open! These commissions are open year round, and I’m excited to work with anyone!
Check my Carrd for my TOS
Go to my Vgen, Ko-fi, or Artistree to put in a offer or shoot me dm, and I’ll get back at my earliest convenience!
#commission #vgen #ko-fi #commsopen #nixiscribles
Check my Carrd for my TOS
Go to my Vgen, Ko-fi, or Artistree to put in a offer or shoot me dm, and I’ll get back at my earliest convenience!
#commission #vgen #ko-fi #commsopen #nixiscribles
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update, we showed the (99%) finished product to our test audience (which is some people who have helped us work on this)
can confirm. we fucking ate.
can confirm. we fucking ate.
Wanted to say i really appreciate the support that me and Deed have gotten. This has been such a pit that the both of us have been stuck in for five years, to hear the kind words we've gotten as we've been clawing out of it has really been uplifting.
Fair warning that this post will be a bit heavy
For the past half of a year, my wife (@mtc-d.bsky.social) and I came across information regarding several individuals who said some particularly heinous things about the both of us.
For the past half of a year, my wife (@mtc-d.bsky.social) and I came across information regarding several individuals who said some particularly heinous things about the both of us.
December 15, 2025 at 6:34 AM
update, we showed the (99%) finished product to our test audience (which is some people who have helped us work on this)
can confirm. we fucking ate.
can confirm. we fucking ate.
I have learned that a 6+ month long production can make a 16+ hour length video
I am never tellin' myself I don't have the energy nor the willpower to make content again
And this wasn't even fun (mostly) imagine what I can do on a production that's fully fun and enjoyable! On god
I am never tellin' myself I don't have the energy nor the willpower to make content again
And this wasn't even fun (mostly) imagine what I can do on a production that's fully fun and enjoyable! On god
December 10, 2025 at 9:41 PM
I have learned that a 6+ month long production can make a 16+ hour length video
I am never tellin' myself I don't have the energy nor the willpower to make content again
And this wasn't even fun (mostly) imagine what I can do on a production that's fully fun and enjoyable! On god
I am never tellin' myself I don't have the energy nor the willpower to make content again
And this wasn't even fun (mostly) imagine what I can do on a production that's fully fun and enjoyable! On god
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I've updated my goal over on my Ko-Fi. Any amount of cash that is donated will be goin' to help fund my partner's phone repairment. Without his phone I sadly cannot film any content for the time being so any amount helps us
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
December 9, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I've updated my goal over on my Ko-Fi. Any amount of cash that is donated will be goin' to help fund my partner's phone repairment. Without his phone I sadly cannot film any content for the time being so any amount helps us
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
I've updated my goal over on my Ko-Fi. Any amount of cash that is donated will be goin' to help fund my partner's phone repairment. Without his phone I sadly cannot film any content for the time being so any amount helps us
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
December 9, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I've updated my goal over on my Ko-Fi. Any amount of cash that is donated will be goin' to help fund my partner's phone repairment. Without his phone I sadly cannot film any content for the time being so any amount helps us
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
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Phone repair company is MASSIVELY fucking me over right now. They're charging me roughly $600 for things I don't need fixed. If anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it.
Since my phone is unusable, I can no longer access my Paypal at the moment.
I'm going to try to get my phone fixed tomorrow (if it can) but for the time being, if you want to donate to me, please donate to Deed. We live together so it's basically the same as donating to me.
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
I'm going to try to get my phone fixed tomorrow (if it can) but for the time being, if you want to donate to me, please donate to Deed. We live together so it's basically the same as donating to me.
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
December 9, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Phone repair company is MASSIVELY fucking me over right now. They're charging me roughly $600 for things I don't need fixed. If anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it.
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Since my phone is unusable, I can no longer access my Paypal at the moment.
I'm going to try to get my phone fixed tomorrow (if it can) but for the time being, if you want to donate to me, please donate to Deed. We live together so it's basically the same as donating to me.
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
I'm going to try to get my phone fixed tomorrow (if it can) but for the time being, if you want to donate to me, please donate to Deed. We live together so it's basically the same as donating to me.
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
December 8, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Since my phone is unusable, I can no longer access my Paypal at the moment.
I'm going to try to get my phone fixed tomorrow (if it can) but for the time being, if you want to donate to me, please donate to Deed. We live together so it's basically the same as donating to me.
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
I'm going to try to get my phone fixed tomorrow (if it can) but for the time being, if you want to donate to me, please donate to Deed. We live together so it's basically the same as donating to me.
ko-fi.com/madisonthecat
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I love you Miku!!!
December 5, 2025 at 6:39 PM
I love you Miku!!!
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Mtn Dew Huckleberry (2022-2022): A dark red, Huckleberry-flavored soda. Offered as part of a taste-testing, fan-voting campaign for a new flavor, held at the Mtn Dew Outpost in Tennessee. It did not win.
December 1, 2025 at 7:37 PM
Mtn Dew Huckleberry (2022-2022): A dark red, Huckleberry-flavored soda. Offered as part of a taste-testing, fan-voting campaign for a new flavor, held at the Mtn Dew Outpost in Tennessee. It did not win.