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or perhaps not die but

i probably should kill myself

i feel the strings pulling on me, in creasingly

this is all so fuckng stupid

i feel the need to put all of this on a PUBLIC, SOCIAL NETWORK LINKED TO ME BY NAME, becuase I am fucking unhinged and irresponsible. sometimes you've got to be, when the world is burning down

i really wish people would pay attention to me for the things i want them to notice. and that i was supported and that i could live my life without fear of homelessness or irrelevance.

very few people like me. i am grumpy and alone. i miss being free. at least i could do what i wanted. outside the system. no expectations. i could make whatever i wanted. no need to be 'good' because there was nobody to teach.

why am i getting a bunch of random bullshit followers
honestly that's a big problem with this website
i need to lock this account lol but that's not possible yet

i don't care. i hate you. i wish you were never born.
these are the things i would say if i didn't actually care.
that being said, i do care. and that is why it hurts so bad, to not care.

i am trying to make a game but like
what am i trying to make

always the eye watches and always we yearn for escape

this account is for being unhinged