Do not forget that Squirrels are very cute.

CW: Self-termination.
Their name was Elisa.
They wanted their words to be heard.
I honor their wishes.

"My death as a member of the third gender and transgender population does not mean you won.
It solely marks the end of our association.
You are not the land of the free."

Just existing feels surreal, complicated and confusing.

ARAP - ALL RATS ARE PERFECT

Writing an essay for my workblog about valentines day and transformational love while having the 'Half Horse, Half Man' song in my head, feels both entirely surreal and utterly 2025.

Waking up in this dystopian hellscape with High Hopes by Panic at the Disco in my head... surreal af.

How do you start truly seeing yourself as worthy of love, adoration and happiness? I've struggled with it for years and I'm really trying to be a better me, but I cannot shake the feeling that I'm not actually worthy.

Sometimes you have to do the art that you can do, not the art that you want to do. As a disorganized artist, this is something I need to internalize and learn.

I wanted to begin my next big masterpiece, but couldn't find my paintbrushes.

Since the FDA can’t communicate with us, then I will help the government do their job. Subscribe to my Substack to get FDA recall alerts until their communication embargo is lifted. This is a matter of public safety.
drrubin.substack.com/p/fda-recall...

These are the good guys supporting DEI. Reward them with your business.

Costco
Meijer
Kroger
Giant Grocery
Ben & Jerry’s
Ulta, Macy’s
Old Navy
Nordstrom’s
TJ Maxx
GoTo Foods ( Moe’s Southwest Grill, Mcalister’s, Auntie Anne’s, Jamba, Cinnabon…)
Dollar Tree
Walgreens
Wegmans

Having a real normal one over here, fighting off panic in a real big way...

Note to self; a Native Bodywash Candycane bubble bath is minty enough; adding additional drops of pure peppermint essential oil will only make your skin tingle, and tempt you to introduce yourself as "the Freshmaker."

If I can ever stop having anxiety and emotions, stoned watching Borderlands is going to be a whole thing.

These would be so fucking cool for Sashiko style mending...

ANNOUNCING!!! I HAVE JOINED THE TOP SECRET SMARTYPANTS SOCIETY!
variety.com/2024/tv/news...

I've done a lot today. Really. It was so quiet that I was able to completely rebuild two pages of a blog I maintain, work up a draft for a post, receive and re-read a submission for the blog, transplant a landing page for a site I maintain, window shop, work on a jigsaw puzzle -

I'm so fucking bored at work right now I'm shopping for collars for my boyfriend.

I cannot promise that this will not turn into a hivemind of all of my previous social media accounts on the bird site. This means there might be spicy pics. This means there will definitely be elevated thoughts and music (often about peter gabriel). This means random observations and thoughts.