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nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
Lio, SPN obsession era 💘
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25+ y.o. queer (they/them) 🌈 Fandom potato (BG3, Danmei, Anime, Sims) 🌸 Passionate writer (fanfic, erotica, fantasy, romance) 📝 contains 18+ content! 🔞 Repost heavy 🔁 Header by @billacookie.bsky.social 💕 [Eng/Ger]
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nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
This is the 15 x 18 angst chapter! You have been warned! :'D
#SPNLove

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- meta
- hurt/comfort

💘Season 16: For Love's Sake or Supernatural 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮💘 ~ Chapter/Episode 5: "Don't do this, Cas."
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/746645...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from what I think is a blooper of SPN where Dean and Castiel (or more like their actors) are doing a couple dance. The picture has blue orbs at the edges. The dark blue text on the top left reads "Supernatural Love". Below that there is white text with a green outline that reads "Episode 5:". Below that there is dark green text that reads "Don't do this, Cas.". A screenshot from ao3 of the header for Chapter 5: "Don't do this, Cas." of the fanfiction "Season 16: For Love's Sake or Supernatural Love" by LostRealist. Rating: Explicit, Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Category: M/M, Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005), Relationship: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Jack Kline, Original Characters, God | Chuck Shurley, The Empty | The Shadow (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Other(s), Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Post-Canon Fix-It, Castiel and Dean Winchester Reunion in Heaven, Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love, Dean Winchester Says "I Love You", Season/Series 16, Meta, Kissing, Getting Together, working through trauma, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss, Dean Winchester learns to accept love, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Time Having Sex, Getting kicked out of heaven, Episode Redos, Jack Kline as God, Jack Kline Saves Castiel from the Empty, Jack Kline Has Issues, All the romance tropes (literally), Eventual Smut, Virgin Castiel (Supernatural), Hurt/Comfort, funny moments, Canon-Typical Violence, Angst and Romance, Fluff and Angst, Language: English, Stats: Published: 2025-11-23, Updated: 2025-12-14, Words: 34,334, Chapters: 5/?, Comments: 4, Kudos: 4, Hits: 267, Summary: Dean dreams of when Castiel confessed his love to him and got taken by the Empty, except that it actually isn't really a dream. Just what is happening and how can he make it stop before he completely looses his mind?
December 14, 2025 at 6:25 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#queerwriters
Yay! I finally actually used the word in #SPNLove! :D And it's even from the chapter I will still post today! :D

So, a little spoiler to explain the context: Cas and Dean are in the Empty together in this scene. That's all I am gonna say. :'D
A screenshot of text with the word "sweet" highlighted. The text reads as follows: The Empty's eyes flicker over to him after a little bit and a smirk appears on its face. “I see what you're doing. Your angelic energy is all over him, protecting him, keeping him together. How sweet”, it hums, tilting its head as it looks between the two of them curiously, almost excitedly. Oh no, that's bad. That's really bad.
December 14, 2025 at 5:43 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
I finally decorated my christmas cookies! :D
Picture for proof! :'D
A photo showing 3 big blue plates and one smaller blue plate covered with sugar cookies that are decorated with sugar icing and colorful sprinkles.
December 14, 2025 at 5:35 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
I officially made my first reddit post yesterday and it was to share this meme in the Destiel subreddit, so I gotta share this here too! :'D
So yeah just in case anyone has not noticed yet, this has been my life for like... about a month maybe? Feels like MUCH longer. xD
A meme showing the needs pyramid that lists two areas for Basic needs at the bottom, two for Psychological needs above that and at the top one for Self-fulfillment needs. This pyramid reads from bottom to top: Rewatching all of SPN (to really hone in on all the Destiel scenes and subtext!), Watching Destiel music edits, Listening to the songs that are now forever linked to Destiel, Reading all the Destiel fanfic (and actually leaving comments!), Writing Destiel fanfic like my life depends on it.
December 13, 2025 at 5:07 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Chapter 4 is here! :D
#SPNLove

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- all the romance tropes
- hurt/comfort

💘Season 16: For Love's Sake or Supernatural 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮💘 ~ Chapter/Episode 4: Back on earth
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/746645...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from what I think is a blooper of SPN where Dean and Castiel (or more like their actors) are doing a couple dance. The picture has blue orbs at the edges. The dark blue text on the top left reads "Supernatural Love". Below that there is white text with a green outline that reads "Episode 4:". Below that there is dark green text that reads "Back on earth".
December 7, 2025 at 8:29 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
I am so thankful for this first comment I saw under the video because it turned me almost crying into laughing so hard I almost cried from that. xD
I'll forever write it as Cas, even though autocorrect on my phone really badly wants it to be written as Cash or Case. It's Cas, always.
A screenshot of a youtube comment by the user @corarain4420 posted 4 months ago that says: Seeing the confession scene hurts, but you know what hurts more ? Seeing Cas spelled with two S. It has 28 upvotes.
December 6, 2025 at 9:56 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Time for chapter/episode 3! :D
#SPNLove

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- all the romance tropes

💘Season 16: For Love's Sake or Supernatural 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮💘 ~ Chapter/Episode 3: Flashback or The Extended Ending
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/746645...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from what I think is a blooper of SPN where Dean and Castiel (or more like their actors) are doing a couple dance. The picture has blue orbs at the edges. The dark blue text on the top left reads "Supernatural Love". Below that there is white text with a green outline that reads "Episode 3:". Below that there is dark green text that reads "Flashback or The Extended Ending".
November 30, 2025 at 6:02 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#queerwriters
Since I really want to share smth from my Destiel long fic #SPNLove and there is no snack (yet) I went with food instead! :D
A screenshot of text with the word "food" highlighted. The text reads as follows: Eventually a noise disrupts the foreboding and yet comforting silence. It's the noise of Deans stomach growling. “Think I need some food”, he mumbles against Cas's chest. “Mn, sounds like it”, Cas agrees. Neither of them moves. Despite all the determination, all the confidence, all the love [in italics] it still feels so very fragile, so very vulnerable, so very breakable. It's like they have to treat it with so much care, otherwise it might fall apart again because that just tends to happen. Everything always falls apart like it's some cruel law of nature and it probably is. Only more reason to fight for it really. Because what is threatened or even meant to fall apart, has to be held together even more tightly. Their love has to outweigh whatever else is in store for them.
November 30, 2025 at 5:38 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Time for my Destiel long fic! First two parts are online now! :D
#SPNLove

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- all the romance tropes

💘Season 16: For Love's Sake or Supernatural 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮💘
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/746645...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from what I think is a blooper of SPN where Dean and Castiel (or more like their actors) are doing a couple dance. The picture has blue orbs at the edges and on the left there is dark blue text that reads "Supernatural Love". A screenshot from ao3 of the header of the fanfiction "Season 16: For Love's Sake or Supernatural Love" by LostRealist. Rating: Explicit, Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Category: M/M, Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005), Relationship: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Jack Kline, Original Characters, God | Chuck Shurley, The Empty | The Shadow (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Other(s), Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Post-Canon Fix-It, Castiel and Dean Winchester Reunion in Heaven, Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love, Dean Winchester Says "I Love You", Season/Series 16, Meta, Kissing, Getting Together, working through trauma, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss, Dean Winchester learns to accept love, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Time Having Sex, Getting kicked out of heaven, Episode Redos, Jack Kline as God, Jack Kline Saves Castiel from the Empty, Jack Kline Has Issues, All the romance tropes (literally), Some angst, Fluff, Eventual Smut, Virgin Castiel (Supernatural), Hurt/Comfort, funny moments, Canon-Typical Violence, Language: English, Stats: Published: 2025-11-23, Updated: 2025-11-23, Words: 9,302, Chapters:2/?, Hits: 0, Summary: What would a season with Dean and Cas being in love look like? I am here to try to answer that question. In my own way of course. And probably in a very chaotic way, so bear with me. Be prepared for lots of romance tropes, all the romance tropes actually! I will try to add some comedy mixed in with more serious and dramatic moments, so this should be a good mix of both I hope!
November 23, 2025 at 10:31 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
The final part is here! :D (Already working on another Destiel fic in my head :'D)
#SPNChance

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 5: The chance we deserve
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 9 episode 3 where Dean is cupping Cas's face with both of his hands, Castiels eyes are closed. At the top it says "Part 5". At the bottom on the left it says "The chance we never got" and at the right "The chance we deserve".
November 17, 2025 at 1:10 AM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#queerwriters
No "remark" to be found, so I looked for synonyms instead and went with "declare". :D

This is from my Destiel fanfic #SPNChance aka "The chance we never got". :D
A screenshot of text with the part "declare" of the word "declared" highlighted. The text reads as follows:"More!", Dean declared after downing yet another drink and finally Cas shook his head. "No. No more, Dean. No more", he said firmly and right away got a pout from Dean that looked so childish that Cas couldn't help but find it endearing. It made him smile and laugh. However it did not make him waver, not even in his own drunken state. "Enough. We will go home now", he decided because as much as he was giving Dean all the room for all the things, he could do that, could do this – decide for them, decide for Dean, to keep him safe, even from himself.
November 16, 2025 at 8:26 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
Dan and Phil now feeding into my Destiel obsession or what? I... I can't believe this... xD
November 14, 2025 at 2:35 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Aaand here is part 4! :'D Time for drunk kissing and way too much talking! :'D
#SPNChance

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 4: Drunken Dreams
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 14 episode 8 where Castiel and Dean are looking at each other and laughing. There are some alcoholic bottles in the lower half of the picture, though they are mostly covered up by the overlayed text. At the top it says "Part 4". At the bottom it says "The chance we never got" on the left and "Drunken Dreams" on the right.
November 11, 2025 at 2:40 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#queerwriters
No glass in my SPN fic, so here's another little bit from #ForgottenKings! :D

Jeniks POV
A screenshot of text with the word "glass" highlighted. The text reads as follows: „Now don't you both cry! Or I will also have to cry”, he laughed lightly, his voice raspy, as if he already was well on his way to almost cry. He too extended his open palm to me now which made me hastily put the glass aside and close my fingers around his. Almost synchronized we all breathed a sigh of relief and had to laugh because of that before we moved in so close that our foreheads could touch.
November 9, 2025 at 8:16 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Did... Did I really just post the 2nd part yesterday? Time feels really weird right now... xD
#SPNChance

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 3: What now?
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 5, episode 3 where Dean is blurry in the background looking at Castiel who's side profile is clearly visible in the foreground. At the top it says "Part 3". At the bottom it says "What now?" and besides that "The chance we never got".
November 9, 2025 at 5:42 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Part 2 already because I can not and will not be stopped until I have written this whole thing! :'D

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 2: The show's ending
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 11, episode 23 where Dean and Castiel are looking at each other. Deans hand is on Castiels shoulder. In the upper left corner it says "Part 2". In the lower area of the picture it says "The chance we never got" and below that "The show's ending".
November 8, 2025 at 4:28 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Don't mind me, I am just trying to cope after watching the last 3 seasons in less than 3 weeks... xD

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 1: Something's not right
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 15, episode 7 where Castiel is looking at Dean. In the upper right corner it says "Part 1". In the lower area of the picture it says "The chance we never got" and below that "Something's not right". A screenshot from ao3 of the header of the fanfiction "The chance we never got" by LostRealist. Rating: Explicit, Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply, Category: M/M, Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005), Relationship: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Jack Kline, Additional Tags: Post-Canon Fix-It, Eventual Romance, Eventual Smut, Talking, Getting Together, Love Confessions, Drunk Dean Winchester, Canon-Typical Nonsense, Questioning Everything, Castiel and Dean Winchester Get the Ending They Deserve, Destiel Week (Supernatural), Castiel and Dean Winchester Reunion in Heaven, Meta, Drunk Kissing, Language: English, Stats: Published: 2025-11-06, Updated: 2025-11-06, Words: 5,586, Chapters: 1/5, Kudos: 2, Bookmarks: 1, Hits: 37, Summary: Dean is happy in heaven because you are happy in heaven. Heaven is a happy place. He is happy there until he isn't, until he starts having nightmares, until he starts doubting, doubting everything but most of all doubting what happened after the Empty took Castiel. How did he just accept that? How did he simply let Castiel go like that and then... stopped caring? That makes no fucking sense at all! And Dean isn't the only one that starts to question things. Castiel finds himself questioning too. What if someone actually did this to them? What if someone prevented Dean from properly reacting to his confession, to his death, preventing him from caring, prevented them from talking again?
November 6, 2025 at 2:50 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#queerwriters
Yet another line from #ForgottenKings. It even had the word mug in it twice! :D

Jeniks POV
A screenshot of text with the word "mug" highlighted. The text reads as follows: „Drink“, he ordered and returned my look, his lips pressed into a thin line. I felt something at my own lips and opened my mouth. Then I had to close my eyes and concentrate on not choking. The drink was hot and tasted like what I had smelt before. But unlike the smell the taste was not really comforting. It tasted like too many herbs at once and something rose-y or at least something floral seemed to be part of the ingredients for this mixture too, as well as mint and a bunch of other natural remedies. All of them combined did not make for a good combination at all. How I still managed to not choke, to not gag or cough, was a mystery even to myself, but I did it and I drank all of it which I saw as Lorian eventually removed the mug from my lips and removed his hand from my neck as well. It had not exactly been a small mug. Hopefully this concoction would at least make me feel a bit better.
November 2, 2025 at 4:37 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Time for the next chapter! Really getting so so close to the end of this fic! :D

- Fandom: #MDZS
- Ship(s): #XueXiao
- modern reincarnation AU
- hurt/comfort

🥀So much for my happy ending🥀 ~ Chapter 22: So much for that happy ending
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/221895...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a hand reaching out toward the setting sun. The moon is already visible in the sky which is a deep blue colour. The sun is below a stretch of clouds and coloured a deep orange that fills the horizon. The hand as well as anything below the horizon are completely covered in shadow. At the top it says "Chapter 22", a bit below that "So much for that happy ending" and at the bottom it reads "So much for my happy ending".
November 2, 2025 at 4:12 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Missed a sunday (think I posted a kinky short story last week :'D) but I still want to try to post every sunday!

- Fandom: #MDZS
- Ship(s): #WangXian
- coffee shop AU
- slow burn fluff with eventual smut

☕You, me and coffee☕ ~ Chapter 29: Settling in and inviting new chaos
A fanfiction cover picture showing a top down view of coffee in a glass with a heart made out of cocoa powder on the cream. The glass is standing on a rectangle plate along with a spoon with a long handle and a cookie. At the top it says "You, me and coffee" while at the bottom left it says "Chapter 29" and at the bottom right "Settling in and inviting new chaos".
October 26, 2025 at 9:46 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#LGBTQWriteAThon #queerwriters
Looking for a line for this in #ForgottenKings made me realize how often fear is mentioned. xD (For context the whole story is in german and "being scared" is more "being in fear" in german. :'D)

Jeniks POV
A screenshot ot text with the part "scare" of the word "scared" being highlighted. The text reads as follows: It took a moment before I could continue talking. „I was so... torn. That doesn't even describe it properly. I was... wrong. I didn't know... I had to be someone who I didn't want to be. And I could only be that someone. After all who I actually was and should be, I couldn't be. I was so... bored and frustrated and... lost.” Pressing my lips together I forced myself to stop. No idea if my words even made any sense. Maybe that wasn't actually what this was about. Regardless of if Miro now understood me or didn't, if I repeated myself countless times, if I even was able to find anywhere close to the appropriate words, I had to talk about it. I had to let it out. Even if it scared me terribly. That was exactly why I had been cowardly after all, simply out of fear. And that fear, it was still there. I had to try to fight it. I wanted to fight it and beat it. Yes, I had to beat it, I had to. For me. For me and my fate which I wanted to take into my own hands.
October 26, 2025 at 8:37 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#LGBTQWriteAThon
This is super easy because all three princes from #ForgottenKings have very specific wardrobes! :'D
A screenshot of text that reads: Jenik: a wig with thick brown hair (shoulder length), clothes in earthy colors, a green hat and scarf Lorian: a wig with long black hair (tied into a braid), a black long leather coat with a hood, black leather boots Miro: a wig with long whiteblond hair, high-quality silk and velvet clothes in soft pastel colors (as many as can fit in whatever this costume is in, he has way too many clothes and loves them all way too much :'D)
October 22, 2025 at 6:40 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#LGBTQWriteAThon #queerwriters
Another little something from "The forgotten kings"! :D Once again Jeniks POV.
A screenshot of text with the word "silly" highlighted. The text reads as follows: The silky pants were weird too. Hugging my legs way too tightly and the light shimmering of the fabric was irritating me immensely. And, what might even be the worst about it: On Miro this type of clothing always looked elegant and like it was made for him, on me on the other hand it only looked silly. I felt like a clown or at least like someone who was playing dress up. This simply wasn't me.
October 19, 2025 at 8:36 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#LGBTQWriteAThon
Here's another line from my fantasy WIP "The forgotten kings"! :D
Jeniks POV.
A screenshot of text with the word "weather" highlighted. The text reads as follows: I was and would always be bound to my body. A sad thought and a sad feeling. Never would I be granted complete freedom, that was simply impossible. But I also felt that nature itself wasn't free all the same. She too was bound to cycles, to weather, to complex exchange processes and so much more. That showed that nothing was ever completely free, even nature wasn't. Nothing would ever be completely free.
October 12, 2025 at 7:38 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Keeping up my posting something every week energy! :D

- Fandom: #MDZS
- Ship(s): #XueXiao
- modern reincarnation AU
- hurt/comfort

🥀So much for my happy ending🥀 ~ Chapter 21: Facing the past to preserve the present and realize the future
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/221895...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a hand reaching out toward the setting sun. The moon is already visible in the sky which is a deep blue colour. The sun is below a stretch of clouds and coloured a deep orange that fills the horizon. The hand as well as anything below the horizon are completely covered in shadow. At the top it says "Chapter 21", a bit below that "Facing the past to preserve the present and realize the future" and at the bottom it reads "So much for my happy ending".
October 12, 2025 at 6:56 PM