i need to get back into my silly bandz phase

i’ll send you a snow storm if you’d like lol

🤣🤣

i shouldn’t have to apologize for not wanting to wear makeup. i’m not trying to be different for not wearing it. i just have no desire to for it. i’m pretty sure it’s also a sensory thing. you really think i want to cake up my face with makeup & try to go a whole day w/o wanting ripping my skin off?

the thought of even trying to get into makeup makes me want to cry. not just because i don’t even know what to do but for the fact that i already hate myself the way i look as it is and no amount of makeup is gonna make me hate myself less.

my family will never understand anything i go thru no matter how often i try to dumb it down for them to understand. and it’s so frustrating especially with my MCD/AuDHD diagnosis i feel like things have just gotten worse