f: avery, nihilus collective
@nihil-m.bsky.social
nihilus collective ★ 20yo, didsys ╮
↳ colle. they/them. queer + audhd
🔗 [website.com] / ic ; vinfarts
↳ colle. they/them. queer + audhd
🔗 [website.com] / ic ; vinfarts
hey so ive been feeling itd be a lot easier to unmask / be myself on an account solely for me so thats what ive done.
people might not gaf but its very hard to be myself after like.. everyone mutualed cato and not me so
ill try being on @crownd.bsky.social and expect it to be different
people might not gaf but its very hard to be myself after like.. everyone mutualed cato and not me so
ill try being on @crownd.bsky.social and expect it to be different
October 3, 2025 at 5:14 PM
hey so ive been feeling itd be a lot easier to unmask / be myself on an account solely for me so thats what ive done.
people might not gaf but its very hard to be myself after like.. everyone mutualed cato and not me so
ill try being on @crownd.bsky.social and expect it to be different
people might not gaf but its very hard to be myself after like.. everyone mutualed cato and not me so
ill try being on @crownd.bsky.social and expect it to be different
i would be more active but every day is a new challenge rn to be real
October 3, 2025 at 7:28 AM
i would be more active but every day is a new challenge rn to be real
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commissions open until i get a job
15-40 USD depends on what you want
pay me on either of these thangs:
artistree.io/calalidocious
ko-fi.com/cal_alidocious
15-40 USD depends on what you want
pay me on either of these thangs:
artistree.io/calalidocious
ko-fi.com/cal_alidocious
October 3, 2025 at 12:06 AM
commissions open until i get a job
15-40 USD depends on what you want
pay me on either of these thangs:
artistree.io/calalidocious
ko-fi.com/cal_alidocious
15-40 USD depends on what you want
pay me on either of these thangs:
artistree.io/calalidocious
ko-fi.com/cal_alidocious
im a little more insane earlier in the day than i usually would be but its alright it means the progress is accelerating
October 3, 2025 at 7:27 AM
im a little more insane earlier in the day than i usually would be but its alright it means the progress is accelerating
on the day of my 11am class, i wake up 2 hours before the time i planned to (at 5am)
October 3, 2025 at 4:31 AM
on the day of my 11am class, i wake up 2 hours before the time i planned to (at 5am)
living in england chill until you forget to turn the socket on
October 1, 2025 at 11:58 PM
living in england chill until you forget to turn the socket on
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![i never even considered [lubba from mario galaxy 2] could be a woman. maybe i'm a bad person](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:dob3mydwxaobo3hjyomtrvbl/bafkreibrwsq3cy37yvnlpg5wp36kjkuol4w2yafzdf2aq6wlp4afojnsze@jpeg)
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so, recently i was told that my rent is effectively going up a lot to pay off a debt i had since i first came to the homeless shelter because they weren't calculating it right. rn i can barely afford anything and this will make it so much harder. i appreciate everything ♡
⊹ ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine
⊹ ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine
⋯⊹ since a lot of people will see this: a reminder that i'm homeless, i escaped from my abusers with nothing to my name and i have very low income!
⋯⊹ my kofi is ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine - if people seeing this can spare/subscribe even for like $2-5 a month it would really, really help me out!
⋯⊹ my kofi is ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine - if people seeing this can spare/subscribe even for like $2-5 a month it would really, really help me out!
October 1, 2025 at 7:59 AM
so, recently i was told that my rent is effectively going up a lot to pay off a debt i had since i first came to the homeless shelter because they weren't calculating it right. rn i can barely afford anything and this will make it so much harder. i appreciate everything ♡
⊹ ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine
⊹ ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine
today was so exhausting. we had a 4 hour class, some brain stuff going on, and met potential friends. but now we have two days off (yay!) so ill make sure we rest up
October 1, 2025 at 12:07 AM
today was so exhausting. we had a 4 hour class, some brain stuff going on, and met potential friends. but now we have two days off (yay!) so ill make sure we rest up
me : i will be unapproachable and unlikable as possible
after like 30 mins around people : i love to socialize and have fun.
after like 30 mins around people : i love to socialize and have fun.
September 30, 2025 at 5:16 PM
me : i will be unapproachable and unlikable as possible
after like 30 mins around people : i love to socialize and have fun.
after like 30 mins around people : i love to socialize and have fun.
guess who made 2.5 potential friends
i am being unapproachable at the function (class)
September 30, 2025 at 4:09 PM
guess who made 2.5 potential friends
i am being unapproachable at the function (class)
September 30, 2025 at 12:09 PM
i am being unapproachable at the function (class)
NO class today. i dont want to go
September 30, 2025 at 9:38 AM
NO class today. i dont want to go
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🩷 SMT 🩷 Metaphor 🩷 Persona 🩷 DDS
⊹ ୨୧ final fantasy
⊹ ୨୧ baroque
⊹ ୨୧ castlevania
⊹ ୨୧ project moon
⊹ ୨୧ drakenier
⊹ ୨୧ minecraft
⊹ ୨୧ fromsoft
⊹ ୨୧ HSR
⊹ ୨୧ Arknights
⊹ ୨୧ PMMM
⊹ ୨୧ TGCF
⊹ ୨୧ ONS
🩷 #promosky 🩷 20↑ pref 🩷 ♡﹢↻ appr 🩷
⋮ weekly mutual hunt﹐let's be friends ₊ᐟ
⊹
⊹ ୨୧ final fantasy
⊹ ୨୧ baroque
⊹ ୨୧ castlevania
⊹ ୨୧ project moon
⊹ ୨୧ drakenier
⊹ ୨୧ minecraft
⊹ ୨୧ fromsoft
⊹ ୨୧ HSR
⊹ ୨୧ Arknights
⊹ ୨୧ PMMM
⊹ ୨୧ TGCF
⊹ ୨୧ ONS
🩷 #promosky 🩷 20↑ pref 🩷 ♡﹢↻ appr 🩷
⋮ weekly mutual hunt﹐let's be friends ₊ᐟ
⊹
September 29, 2025 at 4:10 PM
🩷 SMT 🩷 Metaphor 🩷 Persona 🩷 DDS
⊹ ୨୧ final fantasy
⊹ ୨୧ baroque
⊹ ୨୧ castlevania
⊹ ୨୧ project moon
⊹ ୨୧ drakenier
⊹ ୨୧ minecraft
⊹ ୨୧ fromsoft
⊹ ୨୧ HSR
⊹ ୨୧ Arknights
⊹ ୨୧ PMMM
⊹ ୨୧ TGCF
⊹ ୨୧ ONS
🩷 #promosky 🩷 20↑ pref 🩷 ♡﹢↻ appr 🩷
⋮ weekly mutual hunt﹐let's be friends ₊ᐟ
⊹
⊹ ୨୧ final fantasy
⊹ ୨୧ baroque
⊹ ୨୧ castlevania
⊹ ୨୧ project moon
⊹ ୨୧ drakenier
⊹ ୨୧ minecraft
⊹ ୨୧ fromsoft
⊹ ୨୧ HSR
⊹ ୨୧ Arknights
⊹ ୨୧ PMMM
⊹ ୨୧ TGCF
⊹ ୨୧ ONS
🩷 #promosky 🩷 20↑ pref 🩷 ♡﹢↻ appr 🩷
⋮ weekly mutual hunt﹐let's be friends ₊ᐟ
⊹
i know i just came back from inactivity but i may be less active when it comes to posting on my own for a while. really not doing so hot
September 28, 2025 at 1:30 PM
i know i just came back from inactivity but i may be less active when it comes to posting on my own for a while. really not doing so hot
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High Zodiark, protector of us all.
🎨 #art #dragalialost #zodiark #highzodiark #pixelart #aseprite #dragonart #creatureart
🎨 #art #dragalialost #zodiark #highzodiark #pixelart #aseprite #dragonart #creatureart
September 22, 2025 at 9:32 PM
High Zodiark, protector of us all.
🎨 #art #dragalialost #zodiark #highzodiark #pixelart #aseprite #dragonart #creatureart
🎨 #art #dragalialost #zodiark #highzodiark #pixelart #aseprite #dragonart #creatureart
my brain feelsliek soup
September 27, 2025 at 3:44 PM
my brain feelsliek soup
i would like to get into the silent hill franchise but tank controls are so insane for me
September 27, 2025 at 2:39 PM
i would like to get into the silent hill franchise but tank controls are so insane for me
sorry if im like fucked up for an indefinite period of time. for my typology mutuals im entj fi gripping so you get it
September 27, 2025 at 2:32 PM
sorry if im like fucked up for an indefinite period of time. for my typology mutuals im entj fi gripping so you get it
thinking of what to do today (probably more persona 5)
September 27, 2025 at 11:34 AM
thinking of what to do today (probably more persona 5)
(crawling on the floor) trying to be an interactive mutual in my suffering
September 27, 2025 at 11:26 AM
(crawling on the floor) trying to be an interactive mutual in my suffering
September 27, 2025 at 11:14 AM
anyway good morning im feeling so out of it from whatever sickness there is in my head but my boyfriend got me out of bed since he wanted to sleep in it (long story)
September 27, 2025 at 11:08 AM
anyway good morning im feeling so out of it from whatever sickness there is in my head but my boyfriend got me out of bed since he wanted to sleep in it (long story)
my mutuals feed is broken bruh
September 27, 2025 at 9:28 AM
my mutuals feed is broken bruh
why cant i see the tl
September 27, 2025 at 9:25 AM
why cant i see the tl