Dark Shadoan
@nytrobladewing.bsky.social
I am a Novabeast Streamer, Gamer, and Gremlin!
I stream on Twitch at https://www.twitch.tv/dark_shadoan
Asexual/TransWoman
Single
Gameshow Staff Organizer on VRChat
I am mostly here to vibe and have a good time, drama is something I avoid.
I stream on Twitch at https://www.twitch.tv/dark_shadoan
Asexual/TransWoman
Single
Gameshow Staff Organizer on VRChat
I am mostly here to vibe and have a good time, drama is something I avoid.
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Donate to a family in need of temporary assistance, organized by Kayleb Garbs
Hello, I'm Kayleb Garbs. I'm an elder brother who is currently keeping a roof ov… Kayleb Garbs needs your support for a family in need of temporary assistance
gofund.me
One of my best friends is in dire need of support and is risking losing everything because of the stupid government of Texas just being a regular bunch of slack-jawed dimwitted lethargic morons.
gofund.me/d5cc12d2
gofund.me/d5cc12d2
I've made the official decision to transition.
I am switching from being "Genderfluid" to being "TransWoman", my pronouns will be She/Her from now on and I do plan on transitioning once I get out of my current living situation.
I am switching from being "Genderfluid" to being "TransWoman", my pronouns will be She/Her from now on and I do plan on transitioning once I get out of my current living situation.
November 5, 2025 at 3:51 PM
I've made the official decision to transition.
I am switching from being "Genderfluid" to being "TransWoman", my pronouns will be She/Her from now on and I do plan on transitioning once I get out of my current living situation.
I am switching from being "Genderfluid" to being "TransWoman", my pronouns will be She/Her from now on and I do plan on transitioning once I get out of my current living situation.
Not gonna lie, I seriously have not been feeling okay lately.
Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --
Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --
October 25, 2025 at 10:26 PM
Not gonna lie, I seriously have not been feeling okay lately.
Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --
Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --
One of my best friends is in dire need of support and is risking losing everything because of the stupid government of Texas just being a regular bunch of slack-jawed dimwitted lethargic morons.
gofund.me/d5cc12d2
gofund.me/d5cc12d2
Donate to a family in need of temporary assistance, organized by Kayleb Garbs
Hello, I'm Kayleb Garbs. I'm an elder brother who is currently keeping a roof ov… Kayleb Garbs needs your support for a family in need of temporary assistance
gofund.me
July 2, 2025 at 5:37 AM
One of my best friends is in dire need of support and is risking losing everything because of the stupid government of Texas just being a regular bunch of slack-jawed dimwitted lethargic morons.
gofund.me/d5cc12d2
gofund.me/d5cc12d2
Let's get 'er goin' with Papa Barks!
July 1, 2025 at 11:49 PM
Let's get 'er goin' with Papa Barks!
Reposted by Dark Shadoan
I am afraid I have absolutely terrible news. I need a lot of help now, from everyone. I currently have NO CLEARED DONOR for transplant and we only have a short period of time to get this done. Please SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE AND PLEASE TRY TO DONATE!
All the information is at iggyland.org
All the information is at iggyland.org
Iggy needs a kidney - Iggy's Up All Night
The TL;DR on how you can help (if you scroll down, the full story is below): In short I have a disease that requires a living kidney donor. There are no other viable options for me. I have only a few ...
iggyland.org
June 26, 2025 at 9:55 PM
I am afraid I have absolutely terrible news. I need a lot of help now, from everyone. I currently have NO CLEARED DONOR for transplant and we only have a short period of time to get this done. Please SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE AND PLEASE TRY TO DONATE!
All the information is at iggyland.org
All the information is at iggyland.org
There's a reason why I love watching this guy on YouTube. Spits straight up facts on these trade schools.
youtu.be/WYJDBDZURro?...
youtu.be/WYJDBDZURro?...
How To Become An Electrician - Trade School Is A Scam
YouTube video by The Fat Files
youtu.be
June 21, 2025 at 12:17 PM
There's a reason why I love watching this guy on YouTube. Spits straight up facts on these trade schools.
youtu.be/WYJDBDZURro?...
youtu.be/WYJDBDZURro?...
Birthday is in 2 days...
Should be happy, but I'm getting up there in age. And the FOMO of age is starting to hit in. Feeling like I missed out on a lot of things in my life and I kind of want to get out there and actually DO shit.
Can't right now because of family.
About to say 'fuck the family'
Should be happy, but I'm getting up there in age. And the FOMO of age is starting to hit in. Feeling like I missed out on a lot of things in my life and I kind of want to get out there and actually DO shit.
Can't right now because of family.
About to say 'fuck the family'
May 22, 2025 at 11:55 AM
Birthday is in 2 days...
Should be happy, but I'm getting up there in age. And the FOMO of age is starting to hit in. Feeling like I missed out on a lot of things in my life and I kind of want to get out there and actually DO shit.
Can't right now because of family.
About to say 'fuck the family'
Should be happy, but I'm getting up there in age. And the FOMO of age is starting to hit in. Feeling like I missed out on a lot of things in my life and I kind of want to get out there and actually DO shit.
Can't right now because of family.
About to say 'fuck the family'
Also I received an email from my workplace about 4-5 days after they sent the original email, and were able to find additional funding so my job is secure--for now, at least.
Fuck this current government administration.
I've seen headless chickens act in a more organized manner than this nonsense.
Fuck this current government administration.
I've seen headless chickens act in a more organized manner than this nonsense.
April 14, 2025 at 6:33 PM
Also I received an email from my workplace about 4-5 days after they sent the original email, and were able to find additional funding so my job is secure--for now, at least.
Fuck this current government administration.
I've seen headless chickens act in a more organized manner than this nonsense.
Fuck this current government administration.
I've seen headless chickens act in a more organized manner than this nonsense.
Considering my friends keep falling the scams and getting hacked on discord...
DO NOT CLICK ON ANY LINKS you receive from anyone or see in channels--ESPECIALLY if they claim its a Free ANYTHING. Game, money, cards, whatever. Ignore them all.
They're all phishing scams.
DO NOT CLICK ON ANY LINKS you receive from anyone or see in channels--ESPECIALLY if they claim its a Free ANYTHING. Game, money, cards, whatever. Ignore them all.
They're all phishing scams.
April 14, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Considering my friends keep falling the scams and getting hacked on discord...
DO NOT CLICK ON ANY LINKS you receive from anyone or see in channels--ESPECIALLY if they claim its a Free ANYTHING. Game, money, cards, whatever. Ignore them all.
They're all phishing scams.
DO NOT CLICK ON ANY LINKS you receive from anyone or see in channels--ESPECIALLY if they claim its a Free ANYTHING. Game, money, cards, whatever. Ignore them all.
They're all phishing scams.
Considering what Zuckerburg just did for his 'content changes' where he is completely going full-on hate-speech against anyone that isn't straight or cis?
Whatever chances I had of thinking about getting a Quest 3 or Quest Pro?
Poof. Gone. I'm not going to support someone who hates on identity.
Whatever chances I had of thinking about getting a Quest 3 or Quest Pro?
Poof. Gone. I'm not going to support someone who hates on identity.
April 8, 2025 at 1:53 AM
Considering what Zuckerburg just did for his 'content changes' where he is completely going full-on hate-speech against anyone that isn't straight or cis?
Whatever chances I had of thinking about getting a Quest 3 or Quest Pro?
Poof. Gone. I'm not going to support someone who hates on identity.
Whatever chances I had of thinking about getting a Quest 3 or Quest Pro?
Poof. Gone. I'm not going to support someone who hates on identity.
Had a blast in the stream today. Had so much fun hanging out with @thomasdoebi.bsky.social but when I checked my email...
...I'm going to be unemployed at the end of the month. As most folks who know me knows, I work as a Caregiver for my younger brother, who is special needs. -->
...I'm going to be unemployed at the end of the month. As most folks who know me knows, I work as a Caregiver for my younger brother, who is special needs. -->
April 5, 2025 at 9:30 AM
Had a blast in the stream today. Had so much fun hanging out with @thomasdoebi.bsky.social but when I checked my email...
...I'm going to be unemployed at the end of the month. As most folks who know me knows, I work as a Caregiver for my younger brother, who is special needs. -->
...I'm going to be unemployed at the end of the month. As most folks who know me knows, I work as a Caregiver for my younger brother, who is special needs. -->
After spending around almost 12 hours working on my Nebula the Foxigen avatar--the entire project BROKE because I tried to optimize the fucking thing.
Love the avatar, but holy jesus fucking christ is this thing a piece of shit to optimize.
Now I have to nuke it and start over.
Love the avatar, but holy jesus fucking christ is this thing a piece of shit to optimize.
Now I have to nuke it and start over.
March 31, 2025 at 8:29 PM
After spending around almost 12 hours working on my Nebula the Foxigen avatar--the entire project BROKE because I tried to optimize the fucking thing.
Love the avatar, but holy jesus fucking christ is this thing a piece of shit to optimize.
Now I have to nuke it and start over.
Love the avatar, but holy jesus fucking christ is this thing a piece of shit to optimize.
Now I have to nuke it and start over.
New Protogen look.
March 31, 2025 at 1:05 AM
New Protogen look.
For the third time this year I had to reinstall steam because an update they pushed through caused the files to become corrupted somehow.
C'mon, Valve.... You have more competence than this.
C'mon, Valve.... You have more competence than this.
March 27, 2025 at 5:23 PM
For the third time this year I had to reinstall steam because an update they pushed through caused the files to become corrupted somehow.
C'mon, Valve.... You have more competence than this.
C'mon, Valve.... You have more competence than this.
Reposted by Dark Shadoan
One of my favorites from last year. Mixing practical lighting effects and invisible edits.
March 26, 2025 at 4:03 PM
One of my favorites from last year. Mixing practical lighting effects and invisible edits.
Thanks, Discord.
I fucking hate it.
I fucking hate it.
March 26, 2025 at 4:24 PM
Thanks, Discord.
I fucking hate it.
I fucking hate it.
I'm still abouts, just goddamned awful about posting on social media.
Stream and channel have been greatly improving. Focusing on just what I want over the metric helps so much with it. My community is small, but I prefer it that way.
Makes it easier for me to connect to my viewers more personally
Stream and channel have been greatly improving. Focusing on just what I want over the metric helps so much with it. My community is small, but I prefer it that way.
Makes it easier for me to connect to my viewers more personally
March 13, 2025 at 2:34 PM
I'm still abouts, just goddamned awful about posting on social media.
Stream and channel have been greatly improving. Focusing on just what I want over the metric helps so much with it. My community is small, but I prefer it that way.
Makes it easier for me to connect to my viewers more personally
Stream and channel have been greatly improving. Focusing on just what I want over the metric helps so much with it. My community is small, but I prefer it that way.
Makes it easier for me to connect to my viewers more personally
Just taking it one day at a time.
January 22, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Just taking it one day at a time.
I'm tired of chasing the algorithym and numbers on Twitch.
Been streaming for 7+ years and the only thing I have to show for it is an average of 1 viewer over that entire period of time.
If things don't improve I'm just going to cut the cord.
Been streaming for 7+ years and the only thing I have to show for it is an average of 1 viewer over that entire period of time.
If things don't improve I'm just going to cut the cord.
November 23, 2023 at 6:27 PM
I'm tired of chasing the algorithym and numbers on Twitch.
Been streaming for 7+ years and the only thing I have to show for it is an average of 1 viewer over that entire period of time.
If things don't improve I'm just going to cut the cord.
Been streaming for 7+ years and the only thing I have to show for it is an average of 1 viewer over that entire period of time.
If things don't improve I'm just going to cut the cord.
Remember to always listen if a friend is saying they're not okay.
Never write off what they're saying or feeling or anything as just a 'phase' or 'mood'. You never know if what they're going through could be some kind of panic attack or a cry for help they can't vocalize.
Listen. Always.
Never write off what they're saying or feeling or anything as just a 'phase' or 'mood'. You never know if what they're going through could be some kind of panic attack or a cry for help they can't vocalize.
Listen. Always.
November 19, 2023 at 11:09 PM
Remember to always listen if a friend is saying they're not okay.
Never write off what they're saying or feeling or anything as just a 'phase' or 'mood'. You never know if what they're going through could be some kind of panic attack or a cry for help they can't vocalize.
Listen. Always.
Never write off what they're saying or feeling or anything as just a 'phase' or 'mood'. You never know if what they're going through could be some kind of panic attack or a cry for help they can't vocalize.
Listen. Always.
THE FLUFFO LYCO BOI IS LIVE! Go say HI!
www.twitch.tv/aster_polaris
www.twitch.tv/aster_polaris
November 17, 2023 at 11:36 PM
THE FLUFFO LYCO BOI IS LIVE! Go say HI!
www.twitch.tv/aster_polaris
www.twitch.tv/aster_polaris
My friend is doing his first-ever stream! GO VISIT AND SAY HI! Check them out over at www.twitch.tv/aster_polaris ! DO IT!
November 16, 2023 at 10:52 PM
My friend is doing his first-ever stream! GO VISIT AND SAY HI! Check them out over at www.twitch.tv/aster_polaris ! DO IT!
Starting to come up to a crossroads.
Do I prioritize my mental health and abandon those I care about in the so act of being selfish?
Or do I continue to allow myself to deal with their drama in order to focus on trying to provide to them by sacrificing my own well-being?
A choice only I can make.
Do I prioritize my mental health and abandon those I care about in the so act of being selfish?
Or do I continue to allow myself to deal with their drama in order to focus on trying to provide to them by sacrificing my own well-being?
A choice only I can make.
November 11, 2023 at 11:14 PM
Starting to come up to a crossroads.
Do I prioritize my mental health and abandon those I care about in the so act of being selfish?
Or do I continue to allow myself to deal with their drama in order to focus on trying to provide to them by sacrificing my own well-being?
A choice only I can make.
Do I prioritize my mental health and abandon those I care about in the so act of being selfish?
Or do I continue to allow myself to deal with their drama in order to focus on trying to provide to them by sacrificing my own well-being?
A choice only I can make.