Pinned
I want to be nothing
I can't remember how it felt, but maybe it would feel nice. Apparently, it did.
I can't remember how it felt, but maybe it would feel nice. Apparently, it did.
December 30, 2025 at 4:51 PM
I want to be nothing
I can't remember how it felt, but maybe it would feel nice. Apparently, it did.
I can't remember how it felt, but maybe it would feel nice. Apparently, it did.
I'm very serious when I say I should not have lived past my actual death date
December 21, 2025 at 9:07 PM
I'm very serious when I say I should not have lived past my actual death date
Acid should fill my brain
My brain shouldn't be able to function anymore
My brain shouldn't be able to function anymore
December 1, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Acid should fill my brain
My brain shouldn't be able to function anymore
My brain shouldn't be able to function anymore
Who are you?? Who are you??
November 21, 2025 at 12:42 AM
Who are you?? Who are you??
There's no way I can be superior to any other human being, as I myself am human flesh. I am confined to here, and there's nothing I can do about it. Part of me wants to detach again, and keep being detached, but I need to remember that detachment is what has caused my inability to handle reality now
November 20, 2025 at 9:33 PM
There's no way I can be superior to any other human being, as I myself am human flesh. I am confined to here, and there's nothing I can do about it. Part of me wants to detach again, and keep being detached, but I need to remember that detachment is what has caused my inability to handle reality now
The base reality is (somehow) to rigid!!
November 20, 2025 at 9:18 PM
The base reality is (somehow) to rigid!!
I would love to love art again. I'd love to ... remember ...
I would love to remember how lovely living beings can be. Humanity is so attractive when I'm not part of it
November 20, 2025 at 9:18 PM
I would love to love art again. I'd love to ... remember ...
I would like to feel something significant without it feeling like I'm a fictional character and how I'm feeling is just ridiculous
November 20, 2025 at 9:18 PM
I would like to feel something significant without it feeling like I'm a fictional character and how I'm feeling is just ridiculous
I would love to remember how lovely living beings can be. Humanity is so attractive when I'm not part of it
November 19, 2025 at 11:31 PM
I would love to remember how lovely living beings can be. Humanity is so attractive when I'm not part of it
Free of labels, free of body, free of everything; absolutely nothing
November 11, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Free of labels, free of body, free of everything; absolutely nothing
I should be an entity close to God!! Not this!!
October 30, 2025 at 8:32 PM
I should be an entity close to God!! Not this!!
Apparently, I'm a real person ;_;
October 30, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Apparently, I'm a real person ;_;
I should cry way more ;_; I should feel nauseous !! It's like I have a handicap on me ;_; I was dropped into this reality after the other one got too harmful ... myself is still in there, thoughhh....
Get me out of here !!! The excessive dopamine was too much, I guess...
Get me out of here !!! The excessive dopamine was too much, I guess...
October 30, 2025 at 7:32 PM
I should cry way more ;_; I should feel nauseous !! It's like I have a handicap on me ;_; I was dropped into this reality after the other one got too harmful ... myself is still in there, thoughhh....
Get me out of here !!! The excessive dopamine was too much, I guess...
Get me out of here !!! The excessive dopamine was too much, I guess...
I've felt happy before. I've felt happy many times 🎵 I've felt happy after harm
October 28, 2025 at 10:17 PM
I've felt happy before. I've felt happy many times 🎵 I've felt happy after harm
I barely remember draining the blood from my own body, thinking it would make me less human — I'm not sure how to feel about that now.
October 24, 2025 at 10:55 PM
I barely remember draining the blood from my own body, thinking it would make me less human — I'm not sure how to feel about that now.
I've been multiple people throughout my life and I wish I could remember them
If I'm gonna dissociate, I might as well be so so out of reality 🎵 my surroundings are so odd ... it'll have the same effect, so what's the harm, really?
If I'm gonna dissociate, I might as well be so so out of reality 🎵 my surroundings are so odd ... it'll have the same effect, so what's the harm, really?
October 20, 2025 at 10:23 PM
I've been multiple people throughout my life and I wish I could remember them
If I'm gonna dissociate, I might as well be so so out of reality 🎵 my surroundings are so odd ... it'll have the same effect, so what's the harm, really?
If I'm gonna dissociate, I might as well be so so out of reality 🎵 my surroundings are so odd ... it'll have the same effect, so what's the harm, really?
What would it be like to even desire human relationships at all ;_;
October 18, 2025 at 2:33 AM
What would it be like to even desire human relationships at all ;_;
Amnesia is genuinely such a sad thing
October 15, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Amnesia is genuinely such a sad thing
I even forgot about the fluorescent lights
October 15, 2025 at 12:24 AM
I even forgot about the fluorescent lights
Please let me feel distress again
Please let me form a sense of self again
Let me be in fiction again
Please let me form a sense of self again
Let me be in fiction again
October 11, 2025 at 10:55 PM
Please let me feel distress again
Please let me form a sense of self again
Let me be in fiction again
Please let me form a sense of self again
Let me be in fiction again
I'd love to air out odd messages in public ♡ Imagine being able to do anything you want without being seen. I think that's nice.
October 6, 2025 at 10:57 PM
I'd love to air out odd messages in public ♡ Imagine being able to do anything you want without being seen. I think that's nice.
I would love to write a letter
I would love to write a suicide note knowing damn well I wouldn't
Then I'd run away
I would love to write a suicide note knowing damn well I wouldn't
Then I'd run away
October 6, 2025 at 9:26 PM
I would love to write a letter
I would love to write a suicide note knowing damn well I wouldn't
Then I'd run away
I would love to write a suicide note knowing damn well I wouldn't
Then I'd run away