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Begging God for me to see pink skies ahead.
#GymCrush content is so cute >>
May 2, 2025 at 10:16 PM
Reposted by x Ava
"I've always liked to be on my own, since I was young. I like the sound of a quiet place. It helps me focus."

~Caster Semenya

#CapricornSeason quotes.

Another birthday twin who appreciates quite 😌
December 29, 2024 at 3:25 PM
Every day I wish I could be alone. Live free and peacefully. It’s such an awful life being constantly pulled, tugged, followed, tracked, sought and touch.
January 2, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Tomorrow I’m going to make another attempt at applying for partial in-patient recovery for my eating disorder. I can’t keep living like this.
December 1, 2024 at 2:17 PM
I’ll wait until the gym cables machine is clear of men and not even two minutes into my workout — men will all of the sudden crowd the cable machines. It’s always obvious when they’re just trying to get my attention. I immediately get up and leave.
November 30, 2024 at 3:51 PM
I want to recover from my eating disorder. I want to stop dieting, binge-eating, purging, over working out, taking diet pills and obsessing over the number on the scale. I want to know what it feels like to be in recovery.
November 30, 2024 at 3:54 AM
Mixed signals 😵‍💫
November 14, 2024 at 11:39 PM
When I come to the gym and I don’t see the usual people I see I get so sad. Where are my mutuals 😭
November 14, 2024 at 11:11 PM
Wish I could have my cake and eat it too. 🤍
November 14, 2024 at 4:30 PM
I miss Tyler—the sweet, gentle soul I fell for last November. I would’ve reshaped my world for him, but the side of him I came to know left my heart tangled. Now, thoughts of him bring a quiet sadness, a wistful ache for the man I once believed would sweep me away.
October 27, 2024 at 1:16 PM
There’s someone at the gym who’s been making me uncomfortable. He often tries to be nearby, and today he asked if I could take a picture of him, even though I had headphones on and was focused on my laptop.
October 27, 2024 at 1:08 PM
Missing the lonesome I used to have of living alone and only worrying about myself
March 17, 2024 at 6:25 PM
Constantly going through my things just mind your business and stay out my shit
March 17, 2024 at 6:23 PM
Wants to work out but maximizes laying on his ass and then complains about me getting up to workout as soon as I get up. Exactly why I don’t give a fuck about his imaginary need to work out
March 16, 2024 at 12:52 PM
Just want my appointment to go well
March 15, 2024 at 10:25 AM
Created the mistrust not me
March 15, 2024 at 10:24 AM
Should have just let Tyler pay for my stuff instead of worrying about all this foolishness
March 14, 2024 at 8:28 PM
I like doing things on my own and quickly, especially cleaning
March 14, 2024 at 4:34 PM
Fish for breakfast
March 12, 2024 at 12:54 PM
Applied for so many jobs…always too qualified or so qualified I feel like they don’t believe it’s my work!
March 12, 2024 at 12:54 PM
Church on Sunday!
March 11, 2024 at 8:53 PM
Grateful that today is going well.
March 11, 2024 at 8:53 PM
Good please let me have a good day. Just want to have a good day that leads to a good week and month and year and life please God please 😭😭
March 11, 2024 at 12:58 PM
Need God so bad
March 10, 2024 at 1:48 PM
Sometimes I want to scream don’t touch me! Stop asking me stupid questions, don’t talk to me, leave me the fuck alone!
March 10, 2024 at 12:33 PM