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palevo.bsky.social
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@palevo.bsky.social
hiiiiiiiii | anti-theist | nerd | transhumanist | anarchist | open-source advocate | queer | satanist | more to come...
i think I've wasted the last year of my life and several amounts of my and other people's money for nothing

I've made very big wrong choices

i don't know what to do

i don't want to start over

what was i thinking one year ago

why didn't i read the damn deadlines

I've done nothing at all
January 9, 2026 at 9:05 AM
i just came to the conclusion that heteromatonormanivity is, maybe not the direct cause, but a strong contributor to the propagation of misogyny accross generations. i think I'll elaborate but don't know when (also i don't think this is revolutionary it just feels good to go into this on my own 1st)
December 9, 2025 at 4:27 PM
wake up, make choices, regret choices, go to sleep, repeat
December 8, 2025 at 6:08 PM
might get into hairpins
December 4, 2025 at 9:36 PM
i finally went back to crochet and it's really good became it basically decreased by screen-instead-of-sleeping-time but it's apparently just as addictive and i lose several hours a day doing it.

at least I'll get my nice möbius scarf by the end of it tho...
December 4, 2025 at 7:17 PM
sometimes i look at people and think "i wish i could make a mii of them"
December 3, 2025 at 11:20 PM
@gianmarcosoresi.bsky.social look guys this thing says I'm a top fan
December 3, 2025 at 9:48 PM
they should make a store where i walk in and buy things that i like without the whole feeling of dread in the atmosphere
December 2, 2025 at 12:26 AM
i found out there is a flavor of ice cream called birthday cake and i think there should be another one called Birthday Cake+ which requires customers to be on their birthday to be able to order it
November 29, 2025 at 9:54 PM
my Thanksgiving celebration consisted in a bag of cookies and going to applebees. after that, i skated in a walmart parking lot while waiting for the bus to arrive
November 29, 2025 at 12:14 AM
i feel like genAI is industrialization of art, and that it will actually increase the value of "traditionally-made" art. this is by no means a "AI is actually good guys" but a slap to techbros that think they will belong to art spaces
November 17, 2025 at 2:03 AM
i start my part time job tomorrow yay
but I'm also worried about the potential of buying useless stuff. i don't know if I'm mentally ready for constant income.
October 1, 2025 at 4:24 AM
pizza party in my room last night
it was just me eating a little pizza and watching Malcolm in the middle until like 3 am
September 13, 2025 at 3:51 PM
manipulating my friends by helping them when they have problems, opening myself to them and constantly being present so that they have no choice but to remain in my life for years to come, during rough times as well as during good times
September 7, 2025 at 9:45 PM
just encountered "latine" being used instead of "latinx" i'm so happy
i got so excited lolll
this is the best thing ever
August 1, 2025 at 10:51 PM
i successfully-ish put a USB-C port on my wii u gamepad because my charger broke
I'm so happy i love it
i went to sleep at 2 am because of it but it was worth it
July 27, 2025 at 9:32 PM
anybody else shake the gas out of carbonated drinks because otherwise the experience sucks?
July 26, 2025 at 3:28 AM
DISHEARTENING: local idiot fries old laptop's motherboard trying to see if it worked
June 16, 2025 at 2:00 AM
i need to clean my room why is there so much stuff i hate this leave me alone I just want to be able to use the space
May 25, 2025 at 10:54 PM
answering calls while my smartphone is charging so it feels like picking up a wired telephone
April 7, 2025 at 5:25 AM
been getting notified that a bunch of people are following me. i am confused
March 22, 2025 at 4:41 AM
omgggg i finally caught up in my calculus class!!!! i had been falling behind because of Things™ but I took this week to study and I finally understand U-Substitution and Long Division!!!! I'm so happy I feel way better prepared for the upcoming exam than I did for the last one ^o^
March 16, 2025 at 9:38 PM
there's something wrong with me I know it
March 1, 2025 at 2:57 AM
"getting home after hanging out with friends"

expectation: "I love my friends, we had so much fun, I hope we do this again soon😊"

actuality: you're not enough you don't deserve being their friend you are a mediocre friend they would've had more fun without you you're not important you don't fit in
March 1, 2025 at 2:56 AM
December 25, 2024 at 11:33 PM