Jerv Nai Matrap
@papapoem.bsky.social
Passing thoughts and essays on queerness, culture, and the language of longing. I stay up late arguing with metaphors. You too?
A hole in the wall sounds crude, but sometimes it’s just a doorway.
Not hiding—just a chance to feel, to connect, without all the staring eyes.
Sometimes the glory’s not in being seen, but in not being seen.
#GloryHole #SexReflection
medium.com/prismnpen/wh...
Not hiding—just a chance to feel, to connect, without all the staring eyes.
Sometimes the glory’s not in being seen, but in not being seen.
#GloryHole #SexReflection
medium.com/prismnpen/wh...
Why Is It Called a Glory Hole?
Peeking behind the veil on a hole in queer history
medium.com
September 2, 2025 at 3:37 PM
A hole in the wall sounds crude, but sometimes it’s just a doorway.
Not hiding—just a chance to feel, to connect, without all the staring eyes.
Sometimes the glory’s not in being seen, but in not being seen.
#GloryHole #SexReflection
medium.com/prismnpen/wh...
Not hiding—just a chance to feel, to connect, without all the staring eyes.
Sometimes the glory’s not in being seen, but in not being seen.
#GloryHole #SexReflection
medium.com/prismnpen/wh...
“I don’t know how much of me is mine. How much was chosen versus coaxed into being.”
shorturl.at/TdIJl
#identity #authenticity #selfhood #influence #essays
shorturl.at/TdIJl
#identity #authenticity #selfhood #influence #essays
Is This Me Talking, or Just Everyone I’ve Ever Loved?
Tracing the line between belonging and becoming
shorturl.at
July 30, 2025 at 11:50 AM
“I don’t know how much of me is mine. How much was chosen versus coaxed into being.”
shorturl.at/TdIJl
#identity #authenticity #selfhood #influence #essays
shorturl.at/TdIJl
#identity #authenticity #selfhood #influence #essays
My poem got featured on Medium, and it started with a friend saying, “j’ai envie de me faire défoncer.”
Translation? I want to get railed.
The phrase lingered in my head, and led me to write a freeverse piece!
Read it here: shorturl.at/6s7nV
#poetry
#writinglife
#queerpoetry
#french
#firstpost
Translation? I want to get railed.
The phrase lingered in my head, and led me to write a freeverse piece!
Read it here: shorturl.at/6s7nV
#poetry
#writinglife
#queerpoetry
#french
#firstpost
Envie De Me Faire Défoncer
What we mean when we say wreck me
shorturl.at
July 23, 2025 at 2:26 PM
My poem got featured on Medium, and it started with a friend saying, “j’ai envie de me faire défoncer.”
Translation? I want to get railed.
The phrase lingered in my head, and led me to write a freeverse piece!
Read it here: shorturl.at/6s7nV
#poetry
#writinglife
#queerpoetry
#french
#firstpost
Translation? I want to get railed.
The phrase lingered in my head, and led me to write a freeverse piece!
Read it here: shorturl.at/6s7nV
#poetry
#writinglife
#queerpoetry
#french
#firstpost