Emily
@paperletters.bsky.social
34, she/her, dog mom (barf), cat dad. NE Ohio.
Gob bless the internet for bringing nerds together, literally quaking in my boots because I got a Sleep Token single ticket 2 minutes after someone listed it for resale 🥹 LITERALLY SHAKING. The adrenaline that crashed into my body made me jolt out of bed
September 1, 2025 at 2:25 PM
Gob bless the internet for bringing nerds together, literally quaking in my boots because I got a Sleep Token single ticket 2 minutes after someone listed it for resale 🥹 LITERALLY SHAKING. The adrenaline that crashed into my body made me jolt out of bed
The cheapest single ticket to see Sleep Token in my city is over $300 (: i will never be able to afford ticket prices like this
August 29, 2025 at 5:16 AM
The cheapest single ticket to see Sleep Token in my city is over $300 (: i will never be able to afford ticket prices like this
Potato keeping me company. I had my IUD replaced (3rd one) and even though I had a panic attack and cried on my way there, it was ok. I mean it sucked, but it's ok. Been pregnancy free since 2016 🫡
August 28, 2025 at 8:06 PM
Potato keeping me company. I had my IUD replaced (3rd one) and even though I had a panic attack and cried on my way there, it was ok. I mean it sucked, but it's ok. Been pregnancy free since 2016 🫡
Really really frustrated to see that all signs are pointing towards my IUD being the source of many of my problems. Sucks that it took 5 yrs for me to realize. Would not reccomend Mirena if you struggle with depression, anxiety, or acne!
August 4, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Really really frustrated to see that all signs are pointing towards my IUD being the source of many of my problems. Sucks that it took 5 yrs for me to realize. Would not reccomend Mirena if you struggle with depression, anxiety, or acne!
Day 3 of trying to decrease me weed intake and it fucking sucks!!!! Yesterday I cried and almost had a panic attack, my body doesn't know what to do. I love dissociating and being present in my body is awful.
July 12, 2025 at 4:07 PM
Day 3 of trying to decrease me weed intake and it fucking sucks!!!! Yesterday I cried and almost had a panic attack, my body doesn't know what to do. I love dissociating and being present in my body is awful.
Wondering why I want to kms & then my body's like "surprise bitch, your IUD is expiring and now you get your period again after 5 years".
July 4, 2025 at 12:57 AM
Wondering why I want to kms & then my body's like "surprise bitch, your IUD is expiring and now you get your period again after 5 years".
SWAT on the street at 8am, can't wait to see what the NextDoor has to say about this (/sarcasm, racist white people etc.)
June 1, 2025 at 12:22 PM
SWAT on the street at 8am, can't wait to see what the NextDoor has to say about this (/sarcasm, racist white people etc.)
It's my birthday so I've already cried. time for a cup of coffee, weed, and Baldur's Gate 3 until my brain gives out
May 25, 2025 at 2:00 PM
It's my birthday so I've already cried. time for a cup of coffee, weed, and Baldur's Gate 3 until my brain gives out
I absolutely cannot stand people in animal rescue giving animal "psychics" a platform to stand on. Scammers, the lot of them. Someone in my family is one and I haven't spoken to her in 5+ years because of it
May 12, 2025 at 1:50 PM
I absolutely cannot stand people in animal rescue giving animal "psychics" a platform to stand on. Scammers, the lot of them. Someone in my family is one and I haven't spoken to her in 5+ years because of it
I'm my obgyn's fave patient because she found a super rare medically-confounding tumor in me 5 yrs ago, we still talk about it lol (because a tiny piece is still inside me). She had to wrangle 4 diff. specialty Drs for my surgery & she said it was like herding cats. Isn't the medical system great?!
April 17, 2025 at 6:31 PM
I'm my obgyn's fave patient because she found a super rare medically-confounding tumor in me 5 yrs ago, we still talk about it lol (because a tiny piece is still inside me). She had to wrangle 4 diff. specialty Drs for my surgery & she said it was like herding cats. Isn't the medical system great?!
Haven't talked to my mom in 2 months and we had a 45 min phone call today, only cried once! (thinking about my dead cat) grief is fucked up.
April 11, 2025 at 8:38 PM
Haven't talked to my mom in 2 months and we had a 45 min phone call today, only cried once! (thinking about my dead cat) grief is fucked up.
It's cold, my stomach hurts, and all I want to do is work in the garden. It rained AND snowed this morning. The ground is cold and wet but perfectly mushy for pulling weeds easily. The stomach ache is of my own making, 2 cups of coffee and took my meds too long after eating.
March 22, 2025 at 6:57 PM
It's cold, my stomach hurts, and all I want to do is work in the garden. It rained AND snowed this morning. The ground is cold and wet but perfectly mushy for pulling weeds easily. The stomach ache is of my own making, 2 cups of coffee and took my meds too long after eating.
It's been 3 months and I've thought about gigi every single day and cried an incredible amount of times. Losing her was like carving a piece of me away and burning it. She's gone and all I'm left with is a raw wound that won't heal and a deep immeasurable grief.
March 11, 2025 at 3:42 AM
It's been 3 months and I've thought about gigi every single day and cried an incredible amount of times. Losing her was like carving a piece of me away and burning it. She's gone and all I'm left with is a raw wound that won't heal and a deep immeasurable grief.
Things I'm freaking out about!!:
- D has a yeast ear infection AGAIN, 4th time since April. He's on an oral antifungal & ointment. Change food? Flush his ears every week? Idk.
- the mortar between bricks in our 1916 basement foundation wall is crumbling & I'm freaking out!!
- D has a yeast ear infection AGAIN, 4th time since April. He's on an oral antifungal & ointment. Change food? Flush his ears every week? Idk.
- the mortar between bricks in our 1916 basement foundation wall is crumbling & I'm freaking out!!
February 21, 2025 at 7:38 PM
Things I'm freaking out about!!:
- D has a yeast ear infection AGAIN, 4th time since April. He's on an oral antifungal & ointment. Change food? Flush his ears every week? Idk.
- the mortar between bricks in our 1916 basement foundation wall is crumbling & I'm freaking out!!
- D has a yeast ear infection AGAIN, 4th time since April. He's on an oral antifungal & ointment. Change food? Flush his ears every week? Idk.
- the mortar between bricks in our 1916 basement foundation wall is crumbling & I'm freaking out!!
There's nothing quite like scream-crying for 45 minutes because you miss your dead cat
February 13, 2025 at 11:59 PM
There's nothing quite like scream-crying for 45 minutes because you miss your dead cat
I think memory foam mattresses are hell on earth and no one can convince me of otherwise (signed me, unable to sleep more than 45 minutes because fuck me i guess)
December 25, 2024 at 11:28 AM
I think memory foam mattresses are hell on earth and no one can convince me of otherwise (signed me, unable to sleep more than 45 minutes because fuck me i guess)
Flew to visit family & had to pack extra light so I couldn't bring my pillow or Bear (a stuffed animal that is literally the perfect shape to fall asleep hugging) and boy oh boy am I regretting not bringing them. Feeling really alone without my partner or pets ☹ I want to be here but also, don't.
December 24, 2024 at 4:34 AM
Flew to visit family & had to pack extra light so I couldn't bring my pillow or Bear (a stuffed animal that is literally the perfect shape to fall asleep hugging) and boy oh boy am I regretting not bringing them. Feeling really alone without my partner or pets ☹ I want to be here but also, don't.
I live in a (major) metropolitan area and you're telling me that there are NO at-home euthanasia appointments available until 5 days out? I called 4 different services. I am so incredibly enraged. Giving pets dignity lmao yeah right.
November 27, 2024 at 9:04 PM
I live in a (major) metropolitan area and you're telling me that there are NO at-home euthanasia appointments available until 5 days out? I called 4 different services. I am so incredibly enraged. Giving pets dignity lmao yeah right.
My cat is dying and my partner is working and I'm alone and self destructive but too depressed to do anything so I'll smoke some weed and cry until I almost black out and then start over again.
November 22, 2024 at 3:28 AM
My cat is dying and my partner is working and I'm alone and self destructive but too depressed to do anything so I'll smoke some weed and cry until I almost black out and then start over again.
Gigi has to be hospitalized overnight for an unknown infection/inflammation. Her white blood cells and neutrophils are wildly high and she has a fever. They're going to do an ultrasound in the morning to look for pancreatitis and IBD.
November 20, 2024 at 10:39 PM
Gigi has to be hospitalized overnight for an unknown infection/inflammation. Her white blood cells and neutrophils are wildly high and she has a fever. They're going to do an ultrasound in the morning to look for pancreatitis and IBD.
Tfw your 14 yr old cat isn't feeling well and all you can do is cry until you almost barf 🙃 (also) the quickest non-ER vet appt I can get is still 10 DAYS away. Still might end up at the ER because she's my queen bitch and she can't go out like this. Pic from when she was plump last summer.
November 20, 2024 at 1:17 AM
Tfw your 14 yr old cat isn't feeling well and all you can do is cry until you almost barf 🙃 (also) the quickest non-ER vet appt I can get is still 10 DAYS away. Still might end up at the ER because she's my queen bitch and she can't go out like this. Pic from when she was plump last summer.
Gigi has really been loving the gas fireplace this fall, especially when our furnace broke for a week!
November 15, 2024 at 9:11 PM
Gigi has really been loving the gas fireplace this fall, especially when our furnace broke for a week!
Deano looking fairly stupid
November 15, 2024 at 9:08 PM
Deano looking fairly stupid
Proud of myself for finally getting the new covid/flu shots because I've been avoiding it but it needs to be done! Here's hoping no fever
November 15, 2024 at 9:03 PM
Proud of myself for finally getting the new covid/flu shots because I've been avoiding it but it needs to be done! Here's hoping no fever