There's literally 2 pit tickets left and one is over 4k and the other is $7500 🤮. I thought about that $300 ticket a little ngl.

Literally going through withdrawals wtf. So much pacing and shaking my body out, jumping in space, randomly getting full body chills and goosebumps. What do you mean I have to feel my feelings???

I highly reccomend you "rip a fat one" before any stressful checkup, my blood pressure was "so perfect" today! And I didn't cry in my car.

- our fridge is empty, I was going to go to grocery store before Car happened, partner can't get to grocery store because of work hours, i can't borrow his car because it's Manual. So probably going to have to pay way too much for grocery delivery 😮‍💨
- fucking capitalism eh????

- my car's been in the shop for 2 days & they need to cut the axel to replace a sensor that controls the ABS so I don't spin out 🙃 & it's going to be in the shop for another 3 days.
- oh & it's going to cost $1500 probably
- I'm trying to look for a job & I cry every day!!

- icicles on every single gutter, blocked drain pipes, icicles dripping onto cement steps constantly refreezing
- cement steps breaking down because I used the wrong ice melt 🫠
- uninsulated walls!!

I was falling asleep standing up at 9pm but as soon as I try to go to sleep, nothing. It doesn't matter that I'm crying because I'm so tired, my body refuses to shut down. My brain feels like it's on fire

Going cold turkey off weed is also not helping. Raw dogging life? With /this/ brain?! If I had a better brain I would have planned ahead better & brought something edible.