pikku
@pikkupikku.bsky.social
Just a bunny, don't mind me
🖤 23, he/him, CW: 130, UGW: 85 🖤
🚫 DNI: minors, f4tphobes, non-edbsky 🚫
🖤 23, he/him, CW: 130, UGW: 85 🖤
🚫 DNI: minors, f4tphobes, non-edbsky 🚫
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It's not officially diagnosed but reading/researching for years and having disordered habits for as long as I can remember,, I fit the criteria all except physically being underweight at the moment
❄️ Day 17 ❄️
- Yes lmao, I've cycled through different phases of ed (an4-bp subtype mainly with intensities of restricting and b/p varying) so I just say EDNOS but the majority of the time it's an4
- Yes lmao, I've cycled through different phases of ed (an4-bp subtype mainly with intensities of restricting and b/p varying) so I just say EDNOS but the majority of the time it's an4
December 17, 2025 at 2:28 PM
It's not officially diagnosed but reading/researching for years and having disordered habits for as long as I can remember,, I fit the criteria all except physically being underweight at the moment
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i will succeed because i am literally insane
December 17, 2025 at 7:03 AM
i will succeed because i am literally insane
Bought myself fancy new planners for the upcoming year and for goin back to school ☺️
December 16, 2025 at 8:54 PM
Bought myself fancy new planners for the upcoming year and for goin back to school ☺️
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I was "in recovery" while studying abroad and I gained 20lbs of pure fat ,,, shit fucked me up but my host moms food was almost worth it lol
⛄️ Day 16 ⛄️
- Honestly I can't remember a time when I wasn't trying to lose weight. I remember being 6 and doing sit-ups and skipping lunch because I was fat. 😞But my big relapse was in 2021 where I went from 160 to 125 because I gained a LOT in 2019/2020
- Honestly I can't remember a time when I wasn't trying to lose weight. I remember being 6 and doing sit-ups and skipping lunch because I was fat. 😞But my big relapse was in 2021 where I went from 160 to 125 because I gained a LOT in 2019/2020
December 16, 2025 at 2:34 PM
I was "in recovery" while studying abroad and I gained 20lbs of pure fat ,,, shit fucked me up but my host moms food was almost worth it lol
Down to 126 from the end of November,, slow progress is progress ! I'm so chill about it !!
December 16, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Down to 126 from the end of November,, slow progress is progress ! I'm so chill about it !!
Bf pre-ordered me cat plushies of some YouTub3r's cats (R4chel & Jun) that I've been watching for years ☺️☺️ I can't wait for them to be here in a few months!!
December 16, 2025 at 12:11 AM
Bf pre-ordered me cat plushies of some YouTub3r's cats (R4chel & Jun) that I've been watching for years ☺️☺️ I can't wait for them to be here in a few months!!
Have been having an incredibly hard time living in Am3rica still and I want to pack up and leave every single day. I've talked to my bf about it so much, I feel so annoying and selfish for wanting to leave so desperately, I just truly never through I would come back and live in the US like I am
December 15, 2025 at 9:15 PM
Have been having an incredibly hard time living in Am3rica still and I want to pack up and leave every single day. I've talked to my bf about it so much, I feel so annoying and selfish for wanting to leave so desperately, I just truly never through I would come back and live in the US like I am
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Having bfs mom buy me a SAD therapy light because I get absolutely FUCKED in the winter months as a certified lizard boy (I could sit in 100 degree weather directly under the sun for hours)
December 14, 2025 at 4:55 PM
Having bfs mom buy me a SAD therapy light because I get absolutely FUCKED in the winter months as a certified lizard boy (I could sit in 100 degree weather directly under the sun for hours)
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things will get better things will get better things will get better things will get better
December 12, 2025 at 12:11 AM
things will get better things will get better things will get better things will get better
Almost caught up at work, meaning I'm finished with Novembers work and now still need to get current with December 🙃🙃 I'm Trying so fucking hard
December 12, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Almost caught up at work, meaning I'm finished with Novembers work and now still need to get current with December 🙃🙃 I'm Trying so fucking hard
Didn't order b1nge food just because I'm alone today 💅🏽 stay winning 💅🏽
December 11, 2025 at 3:16 PM
Didn't order b1nge food just because I'm alone today 💅🏽 stay winning 💅🏽
Eye bruises from my anchors are turning pretty colors 🥰 Eye reveal oops
December 11, 2025 at 3:11 PM
Eye bruises from my anchors are turning pretty colors 🥰 Eye reveal oops
Feel so Gross nasty disgusting today, I can feel all of the fat on my body and it's making me want to [redacted horrific action of self mutilation]
December 10, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Feel so Gross nasty disgusting today, I can feel all of the fat on my body and it's making me want to [redacted horrific action of self mutilation]
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Always got comments from random strangers and family I don't really know about "when will you loose your baby fat?", "oh he's just big boned", "you are so much bigger than your sister!"
🎄 Day 9 🎄
- Oh brother you fucken bet they made comments ! My older sisters/mom/grandma are both small height/weight wise, I've always been the biggest physically. I hit 100lbs at age 9 when my older sister was 70lbs at age 12, there's ALWAYS been comments from family and public
- Oh brother you fucken bet they made comments ! My older sisters/mom/grandma are both small height/weight wise, I've always been the biggest physically. I hit 100lbs at age 9 when my older sister was 70lbs at age 12, there's ALWAYS been comments from family and public
December 9, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Always got comments from random strangers and family I don't really know about "when will you loose your baby fat?", "oh he's just big boned", "you are so much bigger than your sister!"
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Workout related: I also stretch for 30 minutes after my AM workout, and then stretch for 30 minutes before bed (literally only way for my body to not be stiff/muscle spasm and have nerve pain all day). Also walk as much as I can. This is my ~ideal~ plan I'm trying to follow more strictly
❄️ Day 7-8 ❄️
- I don't think my parents know or care. Each time I see them they make comments on something appearance wise ,, and then my mom talks about how she's lost weight from stress 🙃
- I follow Y0uTub3 videos. I try to do 30 minutes every morning which is like 2-3 vids. I like Nin4 D4pper!!
- I don't think my parents know or care. Each time I see them they make comments on something appearance wise ,, and then my mom talks about how she's lost weight from stress 🙃
- I follow Y0uTub3 videos. I try to do 30 minutes every morning which is like 2-3 vids. I like Nin4 D4pper!!
December 8, 2025 at 2:31 PM
Workout related: I also stretch for 30 minutes after my AM workout, and then stretch for 30 minutes before bed (literally only way for my body to not be stiff/muscle spasm and have nerve pain all day). Also walk as much as I can. This is my ~ideal~ plan I'm trying to follow more strictly
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yes guys keep venting on my timeline so i don’t feel like the only one venting to myself like a schizophrenic
WE yes WE are all in this together 🙏
WE yes WE are all in this together 🙏
December 7, 2025 at 4:01 AM
yes guys keep venting on my timeline so i don’t feel like the only one venting to myself like a schizophrenic
WE yes WE are all in this together 🙏
WE yes WE are all in this together 🙏
Spent $120 on two piercings, jewelry, aftercare, and big tip for piercing friend who's learning and their mentor,, I feel so good and Okay about spending money on myself because I deserve to do things for myself that make me happy and comfortable !!
December 6, 2025 at 11:50 PM
Spent $120 on two piercings, jewelry, aftercare, and big tip for piercing friend who's learning and their mentor,, I feel so good and Okay about spending money on myself because I deserve to do things for myself that make me happy and comfortable !!
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I hate that everyone can always see me 😭🕳️😭
December 6, 2025 at 9:38 PM
I hate that everyone can always see me 😭🕳️😭
Talked with my bf about how my night went and he was very sweet, I feel so horrible because his energy is almost too much for me right now, he's so positive and high energy and cares so much and I feel so blessed it's overwhelming at time ,,
December 6, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Talked with my bf about how my night went and he was very sweet, I feel so horrible because his energy is almost too much for me right now, he's so positive and high energy and cares so much and I feel so blessed it's overwhelming at time ,,
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Breakfast, done. Now we gonna shower and get ready to go get piercings ! I'm gonna be normal and regular and have fun with my friends ! I will NOT get fast food when we are out ! I'm bringing snacks and I will get a cold brew ! That's all !
December 6, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Breakfast, done. Now we gonna shower and get ready to go get piercings ! I'm gonna be normal and regular and have fun with my friends ! I will NOT get fast food when we are out ! I'm bringing snacks and I will get a cold brew ! That's all !