That is very kind of you and please dont feel bad for not giving more. I know everyone is going through rough periods and it's a tough time of year right now. Again, thank you. 💚

Thank you so much

Anyway I don't know man. Im not really even scared anymore? What's there to be scared of? My bathroom looks like a crime scene and ive lost 5lbs between thurs and Tues when I used to be incapable of losing weight at all. Yeah I know that's not a lot but /shrugs. It hurts to exist but im still here

And im just

He got angrier and angrier because a phone was going off and ruining his attempts and then I woke up to my phone ringing lol

Of course

Ive been reminded that birds like these are not normal outside of Florida so here's a video to best summarize what they are like
youtube.com/shorts/ungFo...

These are the birds btw. I love these guys and they tend to visit on cloudy or rainy days and eat our bugs. Love to watch them zoom around the yard Tokyo drift style

Yeah im jax. Im honestly not sure im capable of taking the bus right now due to medical issues but thank you

I appreciate the gesture, dont feel bad

The er told me even tho I was anemic at 10.4 Hemoglobin last visit, I was not luce threatening and therefore did not need further care or infusions. Which is why I was sent home while actively bleeding.

Im very much not early in the process sorry
Ive had a lot of ct scans, a colonoscopy, a CT colonography, and an endoscopy

I was told I didn't have it/ tested negative

Jesus christ I hate this fucking year

Im kinda really scared by all this because I feel backed into a corner and I don't know what to do. UF health has treated me horrendously but my gi has said their er is the only one that can do the tests I need now.