PrismTism 🌈 Heather ✨AuDHD
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PrismTism 🌈 Heather ✨AuDHD
@prismtism.bsky.social
Sapphic AuDHD trans gal, geeking out on rainbows, re-discovering myself & life!
So I dunno politics is indeed so so so dumb.

And however dumb it was at any point in time, what’s happening now is unacceptable.

So maybe we should do something about that.
November 15, 2025 at 6:24 AM
And now the entire area where Veep took place in the White House no longer exists! As many others have said.

We didn’t even need the British to invade and burn anything down!

A Russian stooge and federal criminal ran for office, openly stole an election, and apparently the official policy is… OPE!
November 15, 2025 at 6:24 AM
I absolutely cannot remember why a member of the student senate handcuffed himself to one of the railings in the student center, I do remember thinking I was not at all surprised this particular person had done it.

Still believe Veep is probably far more accurate than West Wing from my experience.
November 15, 2025 at 6:24 AM
During those years also remember going to a protest we organized at a train stop for Bob Dole’s campaign for President.

A friend of mine standing right next to me at the protest—against Bob Dole, Bob Dole!—got punched in the gut! By some old Republican guy!

Like WTFFFFFFFF!!!!
November 15, 2025 at 6:24 AM
I mean, it just HAPPENED that way, who could have predicted!!!!

So on level I completely agree. On another…?
November 15, 2025 at 6:24 AM
Congrats! Glad they came out!
two women are laughing with the words i 'm coming out behind them
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November 15, 2025 at 6:07 AM
The Last Queenicorn bandmate wearing mascara.
a poster for queen bohemian rhapsody with a cat in the middle
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November 15, 2025 at 6:05 AM
Thanks for sharing what you shared. That was fun.

🤩
November 15, 2025 at 5:49 AM
The thing is I’m not unhinged in a way people find appealing.

So maybe I do need to enjoy it more. Cackle more often.

Taunt those who would see me crushed and silenced.

Be the villain they see me as.

I honestly don’t know.

It might be more entertaining than this!

Watch and see, bats!
a bunch of bats are flying in the night sky in front of a full moon
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November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
The rest of my life has not shown that to be true.

But perhaps the winds changed.

Perhaps I am now being punished for the mistakes I have definitely made.

Maybe I deserve that.

I certainly have an inner persecutor that reminds me of that over and over.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
… I have no idea how I will ever recover honestly.

My life continues to nosedive.

I keep scrambling for temporary measures. My efforts for long-term stability keep failing in ways that seem improbable.

And who knows maybe I am singularly incompetent.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
No you know what? This country has proven over and over it doesn’t matter if people know the truth.

If you have an army of sycophants, wealth and power, consequences no longer apply.

And the most dangerous thing in the world is to say something.

What I’ve already said has led to such retribution…
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
They are twisting it into its exact opposite shape in order to hurt me, in order to get a reaction they can USE.

And they can keep waiting.

You can tell everyone you like how dramatic I am.

Because I *am*. And if you actually told the whole story?
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
And THIS is the kind of volcano that lives inside me.

No, actually, this is still only a portion of it.

Because there are parts of my story that only I get to choose whether I want to to share or not.

Unfortunately I’m aware that some people know these portions of my story.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
And I know this goes back to my lifelong belief that somehow if I just keep trying my parents and siblings will see me and care for me just because I exist and not because of what I do or achieve.

It continues to not happen, I know how they are, and I cannot let go of trying. Despite the pain.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
That has been my issue for a long long time.

I still struggle with that.

I can feel when people do not want me around. And I know I should listen to that feeling.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
It set back my ability to show up as myself by years and still eats away at me today.

I’m working on healing. It’s so so hard to do so.

And I know how much this affects my ability to show up for others right now in the present. I know I likely should have let go earlier.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
I cannot emphasize enough how much this will never ever happen after what I went through.

We could have separated peacefully, and instead I went through so much judgment and so many attempts to dissuade me from being who I am, it was excruciating.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
… she was with someone who loved her enough to not transition.

And now I’m riled up about this tonight because Pinterest’s ridiculous algorithm decided to send me a notification about wedding vow renewals, 2.5 years after our divorce.
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM
She reused the diamond in the engagement ring I had given her 18 years before in her new ring.

A few months later they got married.

It was hard not to feel that she swapped me out for a different model. Especially since she told me that was exactly what she was going to do.

She said she wished…
November 15, 2025 at 5:48 AM