Woke up with a giant cockroach hanging on the wall just next to my head. I couldn't see clearly without glasses what it was, but I just knew. I think I was never awake this quickly, literally jumped on my feet
December 26, 2025 at 11:00 AM
Woke up with a giant cockroach hanging on the wall just next to my head. I couldn't see clearly without glasses what it was, but I just knew. I think I was never awake this quickly, literally jumped on my feet
Thinking about selling my ps5 and getting switch 2 (i need to prepare for the new fire emblem)
December 22, 2025 at 8:48 PM
Thinking about selling my ps5 and getting switch 2 (i need to prepare for the new fire emblem)
I wanted to finish writing my game this year, but I've been having such an, uh, episode recently, I've been mostly bedrotting OTL (working on it, taking meds etc etc)
I am really grateful for the holiday exchange because it forces me to do things and have something to look forward to
I am really grateful for the holiday exchange because it forces me to do things and have something to look forward to
December 18, 2025 at 6:49 PM
I wanted to finish writing my game this year, but I've been having such an, uh, episode recently, I've been mostly bedrotting OTL (working on it, taking meds etc etc)
I am really grateful for the holiday exchange because it forces me to do things and have something to look forward to
I am really grateful for the holiday exchange because it forces me to do things and have something to look forward to
Going to the job center tomorrow... The visit is mandatory, and I don't necessarily need "help" from them, but tbh I'm looking forward to just talking with someone who doesn't know me about my situation, because I've been feeling sooo lost lately
December 15, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Going to the job center tomorrow... The visit is mandatory, and I don't necessarily need "help" from them, but tbh I'm looking forward to just talking with someone who doesn't know me about my situation, because I've been feeling sooo lost lately
I can't say I'm unsatisfied with my artstyle, but lately I've had this itch for something more... experimental? weird? I don't know. I'm waiting for it to surface, I guess
December 6, 2025 at 2:42 PM
I can't say I'm unsatisfied with my artstyle, but lately I've had this itch for something more... experimental? weird? I don't know. I'm waiting for it to surface, I guess
Just got a leaflet with a generated image of an older person praising the offered services... Yeah, a fictional character can tell literally anything, it won't be a lie since it wasn't real in the first place. Yay.
December 6, 2025 at 10:57 AM
Just got a leaflet with a generated image of an older person praising the offered services... Yeah, a fictional character can tell literally anything, it won't be a lie since it wasn't real in the first place. Yay.
It took 4 months, but the last package I've sent myself from Japan has finally arrived 🥰
December 2, 2025 at 9:34 AM
It took 4 months, but the last package I've sent myself from Japan has finally arrived 🥰
Job hunting makes me feel like I'm the dumbest person alive. I know that's not true, but... well. It's just a humiliating process, spending hours sending CVs and writing cover letters for a minimum wage positions just to receive no responses at all.
December 1, 2025 at 3:42 PM
Job hunting makes me feel like I'm the dumbest person alive. I know that's not true, but... well. It's just a humiliating process, spending hours sending CVs and writing cover letters for a minimum wage positions just to receive no responses at all.
Anytime I visit my parents, my mom has some clothes for me. 99% of time it's not my style, I don't need them and never asked for them, so she ends up donating them elsewhere. But 1% of time... it's a green tank top with a cute t-rex on it
November 29, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Anytime I visit my parents, my mom has some clothes for me. 99% of time it's not my style, I don't need them and never asked for them, so she ends up donating them elsewhere. But 1% of time... it's a green tank top with a cute t-rex on it
2 years of learning Japanese!
I've only missed about 2 weeks when I first arrived in Japan and was too drunk on everything to study. Otherwise I've been learning daily.
I've only missed about 2 weeks when I first arrived in Japan and was too drunk on everything to study. Otherwise I've been learning daily.
November 27, 2025 at 6:37 PM
2 years of learning Japanese!
I've only missed about 2 weeks when I first arrived in Japan and was too drunk on everything to study. Otherwise I've been learning daily.
I've only missed about 2 weeks when I first arrived in Japan and was too drunk on everything to study. Otherwise I've been learning daily.
It's so depressing that I cannot find a gamedev, graphic, writing job without some bullshit "knowledge of AI to enhance creativity and productivity" requirement. Let this bubble finally burst...
November 25, 2025 at 4:42 PM
It's so depressing that I cannot find a gamedev, graphic, writing job without some bullshit "knowledge of AI to enhance creativity and productivity" requirement. Let this bubble finally burst...
Waiting for an email/call that may never come (I applied for a job that's probably a bit too good)
a man wearing a hat and glasses is standing on a beach looking at the ocean
ALT: a man wearing a hat and glasses is standing on a beach looking at the ocean
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November 24, 2025 at 8:51 AM
Waiting for an email/call that may never come (I applied for a job that's probably a bit too good)
Yesterday, I ate so much sriracha that my stomachache made it hard to fall asleep, and today... I am doing that all again because I don't learn from my mistakes
November 23, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Yesterday, I ate so much sriracha that my stomachache made it hard to fall asleep, and today... I am doing that all again because I don't learn from my mistakes
Ended up writing to the tech support. The guy called me back and instructed me on how to perform a printer firmware recovery (I had to buy a cable for it). It works now 🙃
Me: Yay i got myself a printer for my birthday! Sewing patterns! Art experiments! Physical proofreading!
2 hours after getting the printer, still unable to get it to work:
2 hours after getting the printer, still unable to get it to work:
a woman is sitting on a couch with her hands on her head and a mtv logo behind her
ALT: a woman is sitting on a couch with her hands on her head and a mtv logo behind her
media.tenor.com
November 22, 2025 at 11:40 AM
Ended up writing to the tech support. The guy called me back and instructed me on how to perform a printer firmware recovery (I had to buy a cable for it). It works now 🙃
Me: Yay i got myself a printer for my birthday! Sewing patterns! Art experiments! Physical proofreading!
2 hours after getting the printer, still unable to get it to work:
2 hours after getting the printer, still unable to get it to work:
a woman is sitting on a couch with her hands on her head and a mtv logo behind her
ALT: a woman is sitting on a couch with her hands on her head and a mtv logo behind her
media.tenor.com
November 20, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Me: Yay i got myself a printer for my birthday! Sewing patterns! Art experiments! Physical proofreading!
2 hours after getting the printer, still unable to get it to work:
2 hours after getting the printer, still unable to get it to work:
Why am I doing this to myself (writing all the sad parts of my game at the same time and making myself unhappy
All will be fine in the end, but they gotta suffer a bit for the development!!! I think Grimarasmius' one is the hardest for me because it hits too close ughghghhghghgh
All will be fine in the end, but they gotta suffer a bit for the development!!! I think Grimarasmius' one is the hardest for me because it hits too close ughghghhghghgh
November 20, 2025 at 4:06 PM
Why am I doing this to myself (writing all the sad parts of my game at the same time and making myself unhappy
All will be fine in the end, but they gotta suffer a bit for the development!!! I think Grimarasmius' one is the hardest for me because it hits too close ughghghhghghgh
All will be fine in the end, but they gotta suffer a bit for the development!!! I think Grimarasmius' one is the hardest for me because it hits too close ughghghhghghgh
I've finally started writing a post about Sanuki, aka the shadiest Workaway I've stayed at
Lots to unpack there...
Lots to unpack there...
November 18, 2025 at 9:10 PM
I've finally started writing a post about Sanuki, aka the shadiest Workaway I've stayed at
Lots to unpack there...
Lots to unpack there...
Just some life rant...
I've been thinking about work recently... I feel like that previous year rewired my brain a little. Before that, I saw "office work" as my ultimate job, like, what could be better/more comfortable?
I've been thinking about work recently... I feel like that previous year rewired my brain a little. Before that, I saw "office work" as my ultimate job, like, what could be better/more comfortable?
November 16, 2025 at 2:49 PM
Just some life rant...
I've been thinking about work recently... I feel like that previous year rewired my brain a little. Before that, I saw "office work" as my ultimate job, like, what could be better/more comfortable?
I've been thinking about work recently... I feel like that previous year rewired my brain a little. Before that, I saw "office work" as my ultimate job, like, what could be better/more comfortable?
If I won't get that job I will take a camp counselor course and go to a manga-themed winter camp or something. The kids are more likely to appreciate my whimsiness than my potential team leader who spent half of our interview time replying to emails
November 15, 2025 at 9:30 AM
If I won't get that job I will take a camp counselor course and go to a manga-themed winter camp or something. The kids are more likely to appreciate my whimsiness than my potential team leader who spent half of our interview time replying to emails
One can travel solo for over a year and still feel nauseous a day before a stupid job interview. Come on, body, you've handled way more difficult situations just fine...
November 13, 2025 at 6:49 PM
One can travel solo for over a year and still feel nauseous a day before a stupid job interview. Come on, body, you've handled way more difficult situations just fine...
Not only have I found a lady who didn't mind doing a "male haircut" on me but, she also charged me half of the first place's "male haircut". Guess who got herself a regular customer 😇
A bit irritated because I went to the hairdresser to get an appointment for a "male haircut" (my hair is maybe 3cm and I want the most typical "male" fade using clippers) and then I checked online: they set me for a "woman's short hair" (which is not what I want & is also 150% more expensive) whyyy
November 13, 2025 at 12:41 PM
Not only have I found a lady who didn't mind doing a "male haircut" on me but, she also charged me half of the first place's "male haircut". Guess who got herself a regular customer 😇
A bit irritated because I went to the hairdresser to get an appointment for a "male haircut" (my hair is maybe 3cm and I want the most typical "male" fade using clippers) and then I checked online: they set me for a "woman's short hair" (which is not what I want & is also 150% more expensive) whyyy
November 12, 2025 at 7:10 PM
A bit irritated because I went to the hairdresser to get an appointment for a "male haircut" (my hair is maybe 3cm and I want the most typical "male" fade using clippers) and then I checked online: they set me for a "woman's short hair" (which is not what I want & is also 150% more expensive) whyyy
Job interview on Friday! My first one since I came back and it's a job I'd quite like so......
November 12, 2025 at 1:06 PM
Job interview on Friday! My first one since I came back and it's a job I'd quite like so......
Got more plants back (she's almost as t all as me 🥰)
November 10, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Got more plants back (she's almost as t all as me 🥰)