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PushingUpRoses 🦇
@pushinguproses.bsky.social
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I talk about Murder, She Wrote and other pop culture thingies on YouTube. Artist, writer, podcaster, dark type. Mental health advocate. Behold, my stuff: https://linktr.ee/pushinguproses
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 1d
….Yeah. I know. But it’s a bust.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 1d
They also found a polyp but it’s not related to whatever the other thing is. At this point I want them to take all my repro organs.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 2d
In the past if I got ANY kind of medical abnormality on a test I would freak out and assume I am dying or something. I just get very anxious about it. So this time I am trying to be SUPER positive and think “My uterus is just malfunctioning a bit, it’s fine.”
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 2d
She did find something unexpected during the exam. I’m not sure what she said it was. A mass? And I likely need a DNC test in the future. I’m hopeful that it’s nothing too serious though, and I just need to figure out why I am basically constantly bleeding.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 2d
You weren’t at all! <3
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 2d
Luckily someone came with me and held my hand and rubbed my head, which really helped. Then I got home and my cat sat on my neck, so. There’s that.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 2d
cervical biopsy was today. I think I made it way worse in my head; It wasn’t too painful, but it was deeply unpleasant. Hoping for good results in a week. 🖤
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
yep!
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
I did! I started wheeling throwing pottery in January and now I am studying sculpture!
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
Photos and short video on OF, including a brief description of how body dysmorphia distorts how you see different angles of your face and body. I know this is an unusual way to use OF, but I also think it’s a badass way of combatting BDD and crappy body image: onlyfans.com/2009650562/p...
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
He’s only maybe 3-4 inches tall. I do not recommend ever working this small. I clearly had a lapse of judging when I made the body, oopsie.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
Bear sculpture finished. It’s my first animal, be kind.
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Jim Milligan @chronopunk.bsky.social · 3d
Best review of this episode EVER.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
New video is now up. Please give it a like and a view, it was delayed by a claim for a long while. ”Enjoy” this video of me talking about disturbing things. youtu.be/A0ZIIBlpwac?...
The Most DISTURBING X-Files Episode
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
(Reading the plot synopsis for a Stephen King novel)

“So… it follows a writer…”

OH DOES IT NOW.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 3d
New video is now up. Please give it a like and a view, it was delayed by a claim for a long while. ”Enjoy” this video of me talking about disturbing things. youtu.be/A0ZIIBlpwac?...
The Most DISTURBING X-Files Episode
YouTube video by PushingUpRoses
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 4d
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 4d
Clearly in a mood
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 4d
Met this little sweetie in the city earlier. It’s Casper!!! He’s so sweet. I pet him for five minutes straight.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 4d
💜
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 5d
Feels like I’ve just been staring at a wall the last month, waiting for the biopsy on Monday. Thanks to your suggestions I WILL be asking for pain management and will have someone driving me to and from the appointment.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 5d
MORE BLUE.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 5d
Well. Teal-ish.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 5d
Move over green and purple tentacle, here comes BLUE TENTACLE.
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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 5d
I can’t say enough how difficult it is to keep crying when you have a cat staring into your soul.
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