Quantized Cat
@quantizedcat.bsky.social
Musician||Mathematician||Anarcho-Communist (w/ Non-Sectarian Characteristics)||Annoying Philosophy Nerd||Bi/Pan||Definitely some kind of Cat
[They/Them]
[They/Them]
"Who needs a heart
when a heart can be broken?"
when a heart can be broken?"
January 13, 2026 at 1:04 PM
"Who needs a heart
when a heart can be broken?"
when a heart can be broken?"
Recently discussed the metaphysics of identification with respect to the furry subculture with my therapist.
My life is weird sometimes.
My life is weird sometimes.
January 8, 2026 at 12:30 AM
Recently discussed the metaphysics of identification with respect to the furry subculture with my therapist.
My life is weird sometimes.
My life is weird sometimes.
"Here lies my life.
It never felt that real to me..."
It never felt that real to me..."
January 6, 2026 at 1:06 PM
"Here lies my life.
It never felt that real to me..."
It never felt that real to me..."
Meditating when you are having a depressive episode fucking sucks. Absolute hard-mode.
Letting thoughts arise and pass away without discrimination or attachment is easier when it isn't one sustained "I hate myself and want to die" on a constant loop.
Letting thoughts arise and pass away without discrimination or attachment is easier when it isn't one sustained "I hate myself and want to die" on a constant loop.
January 3, 2026 at 9:35 PM
Meditating when you are having a depressive episode fucking sucks. Absolute hard-mode.
Letting thoughts arise and pass away without discrimination or attachment is easier when it isn't one sustained "I hate myself and want to die" on a constant loop.
Letting thoughts arise and pass away without discrimination or attachment is easier when it isn't one sustained "I hate myself and want to die" on a constant loop.
"I think our time is up.
I know. Hold my hand.
Hold your hand?
Yes. I want you to.
All right. Why?
Because that’s what people do when they’re waiting for the end of something."
I know. Hold my hand.
Hold your hand?
Yes. I want you to.
All right. Why?
Because that’s what people do when they’re waiting for the end of something."
January 3, 2026 at 4:11 AM
"I think our time is up.
I know. Hold my hand.
Hold your hand?
Yes. I want you to.
All right. Why?
Because that’s what people do when they’re waiting for the end of something."
I know. Hold my hand.
Hold your hand?
Yes. I want you to.
All right. Why?
Because that’s what people do when they’re waiting for the end of something."
I recently have been getting ads for some random character.AI-esque erotic furry boyfriend app.
I don't need more AI shit in my life. Especially one that intentionally plays on my emotions.
...
...I'm lonely, yo.
I don't need more AI shit in my life. Especially one that intentionally plays on my emotions.
...
...I'm lonely, yo.
January 1, 2026 at 4:06 AM
I recently have been getting ads for some random character.AI-esque erotic furry boyfriend app.
I don't need more AI shit in my life. Especially one that intentionally plays on my emotions.
...
...I'm lonely, yo.
I don't need more AI shit in my life. Especially one that intentionally plays on my emotions.
...
...I'm lonely, yo.
"Where the drops hit
the paper, pale red spots appear
Some deep chemical mystery
All the parts I failed to cover" - Maggie Nelson
the paper, pale red spots appear
Some deep chemical mystery
All the parts I failed to cover" - Maggie Nelson
December 30, 2025 at 8:41 PM
"Where the drops hit
the paper, pale red spots appear
Some deep chemical mystery
All the parts I failed to cover" - Maggie Nelson
the paper, pale red spots appear
Some deep chemical mystery
All the parts I failed to cover" - Maggie Nelson
"That which is the direct opposite of evil never belongs to the order of higher good. It is often scarcely any higher than evil! Examples: theft and the bourgeois respect for property; adultery and the 'respectable woman'; the savings bank and waste; lying and 'sincerity'." - Simone Weil
December 29, 2025 at 4:10 AM
"That which is the direct opposite of evil never belongs to the order of higher good. It is often scarcely any higher than evil! Examples: theft and the bourgeois respect for property; adultery and the 'respectable woman'; the savings bank and waste; lying and 'sincerity'." - Simone Weil
Given that I have a neigh photographic memory and have a lot of specialized knowledge people used to like to ask me questions.
My personal existential horror over the popularity of LLMs is less about professional obsolescence and more that people now have literally no reason to talk to me.
My personal existential horror over the popularity of LLMs is less about professional obsolescence and more that people now have literally no reason to talk to me.
December 26, 2025 at 1:40 PM
Given that I have a neigh photographic memory and have a lot of specialized knowledge people used to like to ask me questions.
My personal existential horror over the popularity of LLMs is less about professional obsolescence and more that people now have literally no reason to talk to me.
My personal existential horror over the popularity of LLMs is less about professional obsolescence and more that people now have literally no reason to talk to me.
"The neons and the cigarettes,
rented rooms or rented cars,
the crowded streets, the empty bars,
chimney tops and trumpets,
the golden lights, the loving prayers,
the colored shoes, the empty trains,
I'm tired of crying on the stairs..."
rented rooms or rented cars,
the crowded streets, the empty bars,
chimney tops and trumpets,
the golden lights, the loving prayers,
the colored shoes, the empty trains,
I'm tired of crying on the stairs..."
December 24, 2025 at 9:49 PM
"The neons and the cigarettes,
rented rooms or rented cars,
the crowded streets, the empty bars,
chimney tops and trumpets,
the golden lights, the loving prayers,
the colored shoes, the empty trains,
I'm tired of crying on the stairs..."
rented rooms or rented cars,
the crowded streets, the empty bars,
chimney tops and trumpets,
the golden lights, the loving prayers,
the colored shoes, the empty trains,
I'm tired of crying on the stairs..."
Meditation, rain, and sheng puer tea.
December 24, 2025 at 6:01 PM
Meditation, rain, and sheng puer tea.
To everyone who ever tried to gaslight me about the kind of person Donald Trump is:
I was exactly correct and you all owe me several fucking apologies. I hope you all struggle to sleep at night over the guilty conscience I wish you actually had.
Go fuck yourselves; your idol raped children.
I was exactly correct and you all owe me several fucking apologies. I hope you all struggle to sleep at night over the guilty conscience I wish you actually had.
Go fuck yourselves; your idol raped children.
December 24, 2025 at 2:26 AM
To everyone who ever tried to gaslight me about the kind of person Donald Trump is:
I was exactly correct and you all owe me several fucking apologies. I hope you all struggle to sleep at night over the guilty conscience I wish you actually had.
Go fuck yourselves; your idol raped children.
I was exactly correct and you all owe me several fucking apologies. I hope you all struggle to sleep at night over the guilty conscience I wish you actually had.
Go fuck yourselves; your idol raped children.
My cat has clearly learned that when I sit down for meditation he can get away with all kinds of invasion of personal space without any resistance from me.
Smart little guy, he is.
Smart little guy, he is.
December 23, 2025 at 8:51 PM
My cat has clearly learned that when I sit down for meditation he can get away with all kinds of invasion of personal space without any resistance from me.
Smart little guy, he is.
Smart little guy, he is.
The thought just occurred to me that my local furcon is happening in a few weeks.
So that's pretty exciting.
So that's pretty exciting.
December 19, 2025 at 2:34 AM
The thought just occurred to me that my local furcon is happening in a few weeks.
So that's pretty exciting.
So that's pretty exciting.
Too many books, not enough shelves...
December 14, 2025 at 12:20 AM
Too many books, not enough shelves...
I quit cannabis and started a Chinese tea habit. Traded one kind of trichomes for another, I guess.
December 13, 2025 at 5:52 PM
I quit cannabis and started a Chinese tea habit. Traded one kind of trichomes for another, I guess.
Don't you think he looks tired?
December 7, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Don't you think he looks tired?
"I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel..."
to see if I still feel..."
December 1, 2025 at 10:03 PM
"I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel..."
to see if I still feel..."
It is so fucking difficult to not be filled with hate and anger at these motherfuckering monsters every single second of my waking life...
www.lgbtqnation.com/2025/11/u-s-...
www.lgbtqnation.com/2025/11/u-s-...
U.S. will no longer commemorate World AIDS Day for first time since 1988 - LGBTQ Nation
The current administration has also drastically slashed anti-HIV funding.
www.lgbtqnation.com
November 30, 2025 at 2:49 AM
It is so fucking difficult to not be filled with hate and anger at these motherfuckering monsters every single second of my waking life...
www.lgbtqnation.com/2025/11/u-s-...
www.lgbtqnation.com/2025/11/u-s-...
RIP Tom Stoppard
November 29, 2025 at 9:03 PM
RIP Tom Stoppard
When I was in undergrad a Chinese friend of mine described me as "certifiably Asian".
I am very, very white, so honestly, I've been chasing that high ever since.
I am very, very white, so honestly, I've been chasing that high ever since.
November 29, 2025 at 7:50 PM
When I was in undergrad a Chinese friend of mine described me as "certifiably Asian".
I am very, very white, so honestly, I've been chasing that high ever since.
I am very, very white, so honestly, I've been chasing that high ever since.
Someone at a DSA mutual aid meeting: "Are you in the DSA? You look like you are in the DSA."
I love that I have the correct aura, apparently.
I love that I have the correct aura, apparently.
November 23, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Someone at a DSA mutual aid meeting: "Are you in the DSA? You look like you are in the DSA."
I love that I have the correct aura, apparently.
I love that I have the correct aura, apparently.
Meditating over a cup of Phoenix oolong in the rain.
Basically paradise.
Basically paradise.
November 22, 2025 at 11:34 PM
Meditating over a cup of Phoenix oolong in the rain.
Basically paradise.
Basically paradise.
MTG is resigning. Her last day is next January 5th.
Ummm...the fuck is happening?
I'm not complaining, just very confused...
Ummm...the fuck is happening?
I'm not complaining, just very confused...
November 22, 2025 at 2:27 AM
MTG is resigning. Her last day is next January 5th.
Ummm...the fuck is happening?
I'm not complaining, just very confused...
Ummm...the fuck is happening?
I'm not complaining, just very confused...