To be clear: nobody ever "liked" talking to me. The reality is that I'm worthless as a human aside from my intelligence. It is more that I had some kind of utility I brought to the table when engaging with people.

Since I have nothing else to offer, why bother with me at all?

I began practicing Buddhism in earnest the summer before Trump was elected. I told myself after the election that this would, at least, be a good era in which to practice compassion and equanimity.

I admit that I am not up to the task. I continue to try, but man...