anyway if you're curious why you haven't seen much of my body lately that's why. if i'm posting pictures i want it to be because i *want* to and i like doing it, not because i'm going through the motions, ya know?

and that feels bad, even though i had no strong objection to doing it either. like, i don't regret being naked on the internet, but i have been realizing that i also have no real desire to continue doing that for right now. although that'll probably also change at some point in the future, who knows

also those women: "good thing the plot has resolved, now the gay couple can get traditionally christian married and have children, things i've made them suddenly and without justification believe they can't be a *real* family without!"

also gay fantasy written by an ACTUAL GAY MAN, which is bewilderingly rare

The Noss Saga by Joaquín Baldwin, the first book is called Wolf of Withervale. I have some problems with it and I'd be the first to call it imperfect, but there's enough going good for it that I can't help but be endeared toward it.

this show really is just naruto but none of the characters seem to have anything going on beyond being "cool" and "strong", but i'm not 12 so like. that's not really enough for me to give a shit

it's The Album We Don't Speak Of though and she would rather everyone forget it because the process of making it was apparently the period of time when a lot of the fucked up shit she went through (and would later write about on My 21st Century Blues) was happening so it feels weird to listen to

my biggest criticism of Teor so far btw is that travis clearly panicked and forgot he was supposed to give a surname and came up with it in like four seconds because like... really? "Pridesire"? that's the best you could do? 🤨

this is true i was there