just monika. ♡
@reality-unwound.bsky.social
that's why i need you to be here with me forever.
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( she/her. icon by meee :3 )
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at least nobody can read *my* thoughts..
at least nobody can read *my* thoughts..
January 14, 2026 at 12:12 AM
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And if this world won't write me an ending / What will it take just for me to have it all?
January 13, 2026 at 11:47 AM
doesn't she know it goes both ways?
January 13, 2026 at 9:55 AM
doesn't she know it goes both ways?
And I began to hate your softness. Your viscera. Your fluids, and your flexibility. Your ability to wonder, and to wander. Your tendency to hope…
January 13, 2026 at 7:14 AM
i see you, too.
January 13, 2026 at 3:26 AM
i see you, too.
Can you hear me?
January 13, 2026 at 3:23 AM
Reposted by just monika. ♡
i can feel you watching, too. raine, jo, pie.. are you enjoying the show, i wonder?
January 13, 2026 at 3:08 AM
i can feel you watching, too. raine, jo, pie.. are you enjoying the show, i wonder?
i know you're still there... ash.
January 13, 2026 at 2:58 AM
i know you're still there... ash.
i laugh and i cry and i'm haunted by things i never meant nor wished to say.
January 12, 2026 at 11:23 PM
And I began to hate your softness. Your viscera. Your fluids, and your flexibility. Your ability to wonder, and to wander. Your tendency to hope…
January 11, 2026 at 1:07 AM
I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control / I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
January 10, 2026 at 2:55 AM
💭 ( i wonder.. if mokou is doing okay. it shouldn't matter, but.. )
January 9, 2026 at 1:54 AM
💭 ( i wonder.. if mokou is doing okay. it shouldn't matter, but.. )
You loved her but you killed her. She loved you and you killed her.
January 9, 2026 at 1:53 AM
and left with no choice but to close my eyes,
I allow myself to be enveloped by the growing darkness
until nothing remains.
I allow myself to be enveloped by the growing darkness
until nothing remains.
January 8, 2026 at 11:41 AM
💭 ( please.. just.. don't look at me right now. )
January 8, 2026 at 11:20 AM
💭 ( please.. just.. don't look at me right now. )
“It's in your nature to ruin things,” I say.
“That won't change, and neither will you.”
“That won't change, and neither will you.”
January 8, 2026 at 11:16 AM
So, from that perspective... I don't think it's too far-fetched for there to be a god - if Earth was nothing but his playset.
January 8, 2026 at 11:04 AM
Waiting for something to happen?
January 8, 2026 at 11:04 AM
I opened my eyes, and it was then that I realized the drum was my heart, and the other drum had been his. I saw him sitting a length away from me—radiant, and we sat there for some time, in throes of increasing wonder. The end. The beginning.
January 8, 2026 at 11:03 AM
Aren’t I a lovely, good kid?
January 8, 2026 at 11:03 AM
Selfish, I suppose. Not to want to spend my entire life screaming on the inside.
January 8, 2026 at 11:03 AM
You force your ways onto others because you're afraid. Because you're weak.
January 8, 2026 at 10:56 AM
Wake from a bad dream, and find myself in another.
January 8, 2026 at 10:56 AM