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reallylazybear.bsky.social
Lazy Bear Dude
@reallylazybear.bsky.social
An asocial lazy brown bear that does their own stuff and minds their own business. I don't disturb anyone nor read replies to my posts.

Please go away. Leave me alone. I'm not interested talking to humans. Thank you.
If that idiot deletes the solution on Reddit like all thousands of [SOLVED] threads you've seen in your life, just go back here or read your linux troubleshooting notes. GLHF dude. You'll need it !
December 28, 2025 at 10:39 PM
This should help. I haven't extensively tested it, but if I don't reply to this post, assume it's worked flawlessly, future @reallylazybear
December 28, 2025 at 10:39 PM
Note on enabling virtual desktop if you're playing "modern" Bethesda games on windowed mode.

Also note on "bBackroundMouse=1" on the ini files. Put on the [Controls] section. You know what ini file it is.
December 28, 2025 at 10:39 PM
And then maybe finally lose my v-card to her, but that's optional. I don't necessarily want to lose it, but I just wanna know how it feels like. Maybe it can change a bear like me.

Idk, my loose stools are about to loosen up and I'm tired and I'm probably losing it.
December 25, 2025 at 8:58 PM
Maybe I just need a girlfriend who can guide me, and slap me for being too lazy, naughty, horny, cringe, or something cos I genuinely feel like I'm an aimless missile
December 25, 2025 at 8:58 PM
I think being an average joe with a pefectly average personality is more boring than me who can genuinely feel guilt and loneliness and longing
December 25, 2025 at 8:58 PM
Even if I try to reach with my hands, or paws, they're so far in my imagined island that they look like tiny specks in between my fingers, like stars from the night sky.

Sometimes it makes me cry why I'm the way I am, but it's alright.
December 25, 2025 at 8:58 PM
That's why I like to think that I look at everything happening in the world like I'm in some sort of an isolated island. I can see people, but they're just out of reach.
December 25, 2025 at 8:58 PM
In that case, maybe people are right I'm to be left alone, because I just exude a killer aura (lol).

Idk, it's sad. Having no friends for 6 years sucks. I get to see people smiling and having fun with their friends, while I'm just stuck watching people from afar, like oceans apart.
December 25, 2025 at 8:58 PM
Maybe my parents were right that I have a tendency to become a cold blooded murderer, like RB from Utopia (2013).
December 25, 2025 at 8:39 PM
If I'm gonna be honest, I have next to no idea of what makes humans "human". Maybe the trauma I went through in childhood desensitized me, or I'm just like this ever since I spawned.

After all, I've seen in first person, in real life that I killed something innocent, with analytical curiosity.
December 25, 2025 at 8:39 PM
I've yet to be asked that question in real life. Something along the lines of "Do you even know what it's like to be human?" Sheesh.
December 25, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Anyways, I think it's just lack of proper "human coping mechanism" knowledge or something. Maybe that's why I can't make friends because I just lack the knowledge how to be a normal human, lol. I don't know much of what humans need or want.
December 25, 2025 at 8:39 PM
There's nothing wrong with resorting to those things, but I find them a waste of time and an unnecessary way of damaging one's body.

Gosh now I sound like Connor from Detroit Become Human. I'm not a fucking android but I think of one.
December 25, 2025 at 8:30 PM
I just find a concerning lot of people don't have "diagnostic" abilities and instead of solving problems or mitigating them from happening, most people either turn to drugs, alcohol, or sex.
December 25, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Besides it feels freeing that I'm alone, by myself. There's no expectation from anyone if there's no one in the first place.
December 25, 2025 at 8:24 PM
No. Before it had to get worse, I had to keep people away from me. It hurts to be alone, but I'm meant to be like this. I'm meant to be left alone, cos otherwise I'd just fall deeper to confusion.
December 25, 2025 at 8:24 PM
It was for their sake. I don't want to end up hurting them because of me. I've already hurt someone because of it. I said a lot of hurtful things that I really don't mean, because of a combination of frustration and wanting more of "attention".
December 25, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Attention is like food and it only happens that attention fucks up my brain because I was never "fed" attention much of my life. I turned out pretty much alright without it, but still, wild animals are not meant to be fed
December 25, 2025 at 8:24 PM
But it ain't gonna stop me from having fun tonight cos fuck everything. Fuck this loose stool, fuck loneliness. I ain't gonna stop having fun even if I'm alone
December 25, 2025 at 6:56 PM