I think I just need a hug lol

Or someone to tell me I'm doing my best

Its dumb and silly to say to think about, but it goes a long way honestly

I did manage to make one new friend and thats great. Love the guy. I don't want that to be my peak however. I know I can do better and my goal of beating my anxiety that forms in groups didnt really get worked on much. I need to start taking steps forward again

Being openly fluid while trying to be in social spaces also has made things just scarier I think. Ive never really been super public about it and it adds this layer of anxiety. Im already struggling as is so this small thing really does add to the pressure a lot

Nothing really comforts me. I hate speaking about my issues since its just repeating the same stuff over and over. Its just hard i dont know what else to say

I started writing again, I started digital art again. Things I enjoy and left behind for so long. Yet all these past things make me not be able to enjoy them like I used to. Doesn't help I have so much idle time right now and I cant really go back to things like job hunting for awhile

I'm just one person. I have to live for myself. The things that matter to me are gone now and I just need to find where I'm going next. I just wish it was easier. Every day I feel like giving up.

I'm trying to pick myself back up, but its so hard. I don't know the last time I had a day I can say I was just happy. It never feels like I do enough. Not for anyone, not for myself either. I can't even manage to make friends. I'm a nervous wreck again. I havent felt like this in so long

I recover way quicker compared to before at least. I should probably find some game to play or call my sister to keep the brain occupied

Very good tastes!
I was always more of a blackgatomon fan tbh tho
It just has some personal nostalgia tied to it.

I must confess I never really finished 3H

My favorite digimon has always been chaosmon! When it comes to an evolution line made specifically to work together its the lunamon line though.

As for fire emblem its Awakening easily!

How about yourself? :o

Part of me wants to say tamers but admittedly havent watched it in way to long. I am also very biased towards Xros Wars and Savers/Data Squad :p

I would be down to talk about digimon sometime :O