@rlbishere.bsky.social
Dude my reading speeds are going up by like nice 15-20% in 6-8 months adjusting for material, and if I have to ask chatgpt on what things mean, but nice gains. I have a nice Ulysses Rope strategy to keep reading regular. I wish I had one for sleeping.
January 28, 2026 at 7:06 PM
In a world of farming aura attention minting memes from 5 minute fame chasing rage bait vitality rent extraction, ML wont collect free royalties because it is dumb. Rationality won over why not. Man, I thought he was cool, this is edge of the universe no one can ever cool. Fan for life, already was.
January 28, 2026 at 11:12 AM
I have to tell my bf tomorrow that i dont like him anymore. Republic day and noise for two whole days, I cant stand the thing that is called job but is prison. I need some control. I feel like ive done this a million times and I dont know what happens i totally forget.
January 27, 2026 at 10:17 PM
Told my flatmate my bf is travelling with friends. Yeah probably my third time hearing, oh you let your bf go without you. Who raises these jizzzsuckers man. And why am I crucified to have to talk to these imbeciles. Mental note - stop small talk too, wait till meet smart chicks.
January 26, 2026 at 6:35 PM
Feeling very lonely yesterday and thought should I call bf but he's not my squeeze or insurance or companion. I just cant. I made a mistake and didnt meet people cause my ego was bruised. Its my mistake, shouldnt project on someone else. Fuck needs. I should stick to my guns, job first.
January 26, 2026 at 12:52 PM
I have some solid defenses against noise triggers. Noise canceling earbuds (have sleeping buds from Loop, if get money would like to try AI-noise cancelling ones), meditation music at speaker volume (good for reading in uncivilised environments).
January 25, 2026 at 4:02 PM
Dana White interview. Always thought Zuckerberg is the Andy Grove of our time. Despise the social media empire but the Andy Grove-esque drive damn. Wonder what exactly does he do.
January 25, 2026 at 5:42 AM
I knew it. Virat Kohli, Djokovic, Mozart, Phelps are exceptions. 3 things in case I forget: search and match, enhanced learning, limited-risk hypothesis.
www.economist.com/science-and-...
Why child prodigies rarely become elite performers
Hot-housing promising youngsters works—but not as well as you might think
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January 24, 2026 at 12:23 PM
Running again for past 2m. Missed total 5d + 5d periods + Sundays when gym is closed (not running outside in this polluted shithole of a city). I dunno i have an irrational fear that my jugs will shrink and it takes 5 extra minutes at night to message them. One reason to have a full time guy.
January 24, 2026 at 8:12 AM
Bro was out of work for one month, bought his dumb rote learning capabilities to movie watching, finished off imdb 100 like completing some syllabus, and now asks me things like - have you watched spinal tap? What in the bloody.. little shit is now little shit in fancy hat.
January 23, 2026 at 10:53 PM
This is called genius
youtube.com/watch?v=HYmH...
Wheel of Freestyle with Nicki Minaj
YouTube video by The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon
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January 23, 2026 at 8:13 PM
January 23, 2026 at 1:01 PM
My college WhatsApp group is bursting with Bhagwat Gita, spirituality, strong women, cute babies (from which fucking angle, why mislead them from a young age, whats wrong with being ugly), everyone is a pretty hot woman, etc. Million reasons why I cant talk to people. Ive like 2 friends.
January 23, 2026 at 12:25 PM
Too much love will kill you... everytime, mind blowing guitar takes over
January 23, 2026 at 4:32 AM
I dont like trends that I grudgingly like. 2016, fake pouty selfie post first ever breakup, naive bitch unaware of splenetic future self circa 2026. I think I should click more silly pictures, thank you stupid bitch.
January 22, 2026 at 5:50 PM
Listening to Todd Terje. Jungelknugen, I mean what even are these sounds! Almost wish I was the partaying kind. No I want to Dj, I dont care how old I may be when this even happens. I even have a made up dorky name, dj RL Bon Boom Bong Boink whatever.
January 22, 2026 at 2:12 PM
When i first read Ayn Rand as a teenager, first Fountainhead then Atlas Shrugged, I didn't fully grasp the intention behinde its expansive protest. It definitely did something, I wholeheartedly agreed with it, but I honestly thought it was a tad dramatic. After five years of prison, I get it.
January 22, 2026 at 4:52 AM
Not good day. I couldn't sleep yesterday since i was yelling at a little shit and for naught since it was like yelling at a wall. But I have to yell cause family! This is exactly why I dont have friends. My shit emo capacity is <5 people.
January 21, 2026 at 8:18 PM
Ah yes, watching iasip now. In 12th season. Nice and healthy one episode every couple of days. Sometimes alternating with Simpsons 2nd season. I loved Stranger Things but that's gone. Rick and Morty was alright. Thought it ended with S7 and that was great.
January 20, 2026 at 6:03 PM
I also heard coming back to life after many years while doing my situps. It was my original favorite Pink Floyd song. Later high hopes, comfortably numb (that scene in the departed may have nudged it up) superceded it, but damn, that song can raise the dead every time it plays.
January 20, 2026 at 4:10 PM
I found out this week I may have ADHD. I used to always joke about it. Others knew apparently. Seems so obvious now, all the sensory triggers, zoning out, difficulties at school, impatience, tantrums. Ducks, I should have gotten diagnosed earlier, not done 3 degrees, so ironic.
January 20, 2026 at 3:57 PM
I miss micro blogging. I listened to bits of "to pimp a butterfly". Catching up on reading since couldn't sleep last night (story of my life). Dinner was curd rice. Whoa need coffee.
January 20, 2026 at 3:39 PM