I need to throw myself into a project, but the ones I have kinda need a second human here to help. There's a dozen little things around here that need to be done too but again, need some help.

Idk. Maybe I'll try and get some art done. I have an idea for a painting and three mini figures to paint.

I went to bed early so it's not that weird that I woke up at 6:30. But I don't want to be awake yet. It's Friday so I have a good livestream to watch later in the morning.

I could be watching the ones from MAGFest but again, not trying to remind myself of the fun I'm not having.

Also I got scammed out of most of my hotel money when I tried to find strangers to room with. So that's cool.

I've been trying to stay off social media so I don't have to see how much fun I'm not having. And I've been trying to do something entertaining, I watched an anime and two movies yesterday

Beans is so chatty today! My kitty kept looking at me funny.

But that's gonna be my day tomorrow. Work slowly to get things under control. Try not to sleep all day. Maybe wear myself out so I sleep at a normal hour.

I get so frustrated because it feels like I have so much to do. I really don't, and then when I'm done and everything is clean, it feels like I have nothing to do and I can't make a mess because I don't want to have to clean it again. And doing stuff takes so much out of me. Even if I take it slow.

I need to stop feeling so down about not going to MAGFest, I've known for three months I wasn't gonna be able to go. I need to just get off social media so I can stop seeing everybody's posts about it.

I need to get this sleep thing under control. Need to get my apartment in order before Sunday.

Omg I've been throwing up for an hour

This is not good. 😣

It is absolutely bucketing the snow down though! Wow.

That's a good loaf, da Baby 💜