nobody rly talks to me on this website anymore idk why

lonely day today — hubby and i had planned a lot of fun things but he was just too sick to do any of them. i cared for him instead and he went to bed early. said my prayers brushed my teeth and tucked myself into bed ... i miss him. i hope we get a transplant soon. i miss him.

i cannot pay the bills this week and i'm so fucking anxious and so tired of asking for money because everyone under the sun needs money and i'm trying so hard and my husband is in surgery and i have to go to work to make more money so i cannot be with him and i just want to explode ya know

being a caretaker is so hard sometimes. constantly having conversations about how he feels because it is his health and it is our number one priority is hard sometimes. i love him and would move heaven and earth for him bug i am missing the partnership of our relationship. hopefully i am not bad

loving a man who absolutely hates himself is the hardest thing ever - it really ruins everything so often

hello friends if i follow u here don't feel like u need to follow back i just like seeing ur posts on the tl while i am musing to myself. if u do follow back ilu <3