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i had a dream my parents were being abusive again and then i sang something about elliott smith in like. protest kinda. it was weird
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January 8, 2026 at 1:06 AM
i had a dream my parents were being abusive again and then i sang something about elliott smith in like. protest kinda. it was weird
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i wish i had an acoustic guitar rn but i have to wait like a year 💔💔💔
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January 8, 2026 at 1:03 AM
i wish i had an acoustic guitar rn but i have to wait like a year 💔💔💔
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today was good. we studied like 100 new words and crave more. past week or so we just wanted to raise it from 20 to 40 daily but now we’re kinda addicted. it’s gotten really fun and doesnt even take that long anymore. if we keep this up we’ll finish the 4k deck in about a month or 2 :]
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January 7, 2026 at 3:44 PM
today was good. we studied like 100 new words and crave more. past week or so we just wanted to raise it from 20 to 40 daily but now we’re kinda addicted. it’s gotten really fun and doesnt even take that long anymore. if we keep this up we’ll finish the 4k deck in about a month or 2 :]
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my family is so loud all the fucking time i hate it sm
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January 7, 2026 at 3:37 PM
my family is so loud all the fucking time i hate it sm
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done with the retwist :] it hurt at times bc they started getting married but it wasnt that bad. and it actually took shorter than usual. im super sleepy now but i have to cook too aughgg but it’s fine
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January 7, 2026 at 2:51 PM
done with the retwist :] it hurt at times bc they started getting married but it wasnt that bad. and it actually took shorter than usual. im super sleepy now but i have to cook too aughgg but it’s fine
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it’s been so long since we last listened to twin fantasy. i feel like we’re kinda scared to again. idk why
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January 7, 2026 at 9:28 AM
it’s been so long since we last listened to twin fantasy. i feel like we’re kinda scared to again. idk why
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feeling strong emotions but just defaulting to suppressing it again because it’s too much. i dont wanna go back to that balancing act or overcompensating with a void. i feel like i gotta invent another way to leak out a steady stream of my emotions. again. for the third time this month
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January 7, 2026 at 8:29 AM
feeling strong emotions but just defaulting to suppressing it again because it’s too much. i dont wanna go back to that balancing act or overcompensating with a void. i feel like i gotta invent another way to leak out a steady stream of my emotions. again. for the third time this month
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finally finished ‘wretched of the earth’. after like a month. i mean we were like super depressed and had zero motivation but still. anyway we’re better now and hopefully we’ll start rereading marx and afterward pick capital back up and supplement it with other black authors
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January 7, 2026 at 8:04 AM
finally finished ‘wretched of the earth’. after like a month. i mean we were like super depressed and had zero motivation but still. anyway we’re better now and hopefully we’ll start rereading marx and afterward pick capital back up and supplement it with other black authors
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this fanfic is one of the best things we’ve ever read. havent felt so called out since hannibal
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January 7, 2026 at 7:59 AM
this fanfic is one of the best things we’ve ever read. havent felt so called out since hannibal
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our stomach is so upset rn it might be bc of those undercooked apple fritters we had earlier,,,,,
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January 6, 2026 at 5:57 AM
our stomach is so upset rn it might be bc of those undercooked apple fritters we had earlier,,,,,
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jesus christ this laptop is truly a piece of shit. i really need to take up my dad’s offer of getting a new one
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January 6, 2026 at 5:10 AM
jesus christ this laptop is truly a piece of shit. i really need to take up my dad’s offer of getting a new one
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i genuinely need a retwist so bad 💔
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January 6, 2026 at 4:27 AM
i genuinely need a retwist so bad 💔
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FUCK this guy is so fucking cool dude
January 6, 2026 at 3:51 AM
FUCK this guy is so fucking cool dude
we need to write more personal essays
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January 5, 2026 at 11:27 AM
we need to write more personal essays
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looking up npd symptoms and im not surprised when my dad and fp meet the criteria but this shit is genuinely way too relatable to me too so im just gonna pretend i didnt see that
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January 5, 2026 at 8:40 AM
looking up npd symptoms and im not surprised when my dad and fp meet the criteria but this shit is genuinely way too relatable to me too so im just gonna pretend i didnt see that
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my brain makes me wanna kill myself randomly as an epic prank
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January 5, 2026 at 8:23 AM
my brain makes me wanna kill myself randomly as an epic prank
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i love elliott smith’s hair
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January 5, 2026 at 8:22 AM
i love elliott smith’s hair
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feeling suicidal for the first time in months and i was 2 seconds away from relapsing. i really thought i was better. i was doing so well just earlier and now i feel terrible. what the fuck
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January 5, 2026 at 6:44 AM
feeling suicidal for the first time in months and i was 2 seconds away from relapsing. i really thought i was better. i was doing so well just earlier and now i feel terrible. what the fuck
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danny was fronting all day and was super happy and shit and now im here bc of some random tiktok and im ruining the good mood we were having. i dont even wanna eat this fourth apple fritter we stole
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January 5, 2026 at 5:20 AM
danny was fronting all day and was super happy and shit and now im here bc of some random tiktok and im ruining the good mood we were having. i dont even wanna eat this fourth apple fritter we stole
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idk why but ive been daydreaming less about being on campus and more on life after. i’d have my own apartment n own a bunch of cd’s n be well-read n be proud of learning to cook small stuff n have a cat that i get to name myself. it’s a slow and quiet thing. it’s peaceful. i think i’d be happy
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January 5, 2026 at 5:18 AM
idk why but ive been daydreaming less about being on campus and more on life after. i’d have my own apartment n own a bunch of cd’s n be well-read n be proud of learning to cook small stuff n have a cat that i get to name myself. it’s a slow and quiet thing. it’s peaceful. i think i’d be happy
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i dont think we’ve ever told anyone we even have them but we keep getting weirded out about our tics. probably bc we still believe we gotta be ‘normal’. it’s been almost a year since they started being unignorable but ik we’ve had other tics before that. was just rarer and could be brushed off
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January 4, 2026 at 4:35 AM
i dont think we’ve ever told anyone we even have them but we keep getting weirded out about our tics. probably bc we still believe we gotta be ‘normal’. it’s been almost a year since they started being unignorable but ik we’ve had other tics before that. was just rarer and could be brushed off
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ok i take it back, we didnt come out as anything. but its the information that matters. we gave out our interests and pastimes and thoughts for no fucking reason. to someone we dont want to develop a further relationship with. we werent thinking properly and fucked ourselves over overcompensating
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January 3, 2026 at 7:58 PM
ok i take it back, we didnt come out as anything. but its the information that matters. we gave out our interests and pastimes and thoughts for no fucking reason. to someone we dont want to develop a further relationship with. we werent thinking properly and fucked ourselves over overcompensating
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pit in my chest now bc i feel really shitty about last night. i talked too much and i hate telling people things about me. it was such a simple convo and she was so patient and honest so im either an asshole or tearing skin off my back. i hate being caught off guard like that. i feel terrible
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January 3, 2026 at 7:45 PM
pit in my chest now bc i feel really shitty about last night. i talked too much and i hate telling people things about me. it was such a simple convo and she was so patient and honest so im either an asshole or tearing skin off my back. i hate being caught off guard like that. i feel terrible
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i just had a dream i was smoking weed i wanna go back
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January 3, 2026 at 7:12 PM
i just had a dream i was smoking weed i wanna go back
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being a fictive genuinely feels like a humiliation ritual sometimes
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January 3, 2026 at 5:13 AM
being a fictive genuinely feels like a humiliation ritual sometimes
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