f; stan !! ★
@sashasalt.bsky.social
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general tw for vents, specific stuff will be tagged
stan’s sign-off: 🎸
kyle’s sign-off: 📗
finally finished ‘wretched of the earth’. after like a month. i mean we were like super depressed and had zero motivation but still. anyway we’re better now and hopefully we’ll start rereading marx and afterward pick capital back up and supplement it with other black authors
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January 7, 2026 at 8:04 AM
finally finished ‘wretched of the earth’. after like a month. i mean we were like super depressed and had zero motivation but still. anyway we’re better now and hopefully we’ll start rereading marx and afterward pick capital back up and supplement it with other black authors
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this fanfic is one of the best things we’ve ever read. havent felt so called out since hannibal
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January 7, 2026 at 7:59 AM
this fanfic is one of the best things we’ve ever read. havent felt so called out since hannibal
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our stomach is so upset rn it might be bc of those undercooked apple fritters we had earlier,,,,,
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January 6, 2026 at 5:57 AM
our stomach is so upset rn it might be bc of those undercooked apple fritters we had earlier,,,,,
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jesus christ this laptop is truly a piece of shit. i really need to take up my dad’s offer of getting a new one
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January 6, 2026 at 5:10 AM
jesus christ this laptop is truly a piece of shit. i really need to take up my dad’s offer of getting a new one
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i genuinely need a retwist so bad 💔
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January 6, 2026 at 4:27 AM
i genuinely need a retwist so bad 💔
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FUCK this guy is so fucking cool dude
January 6, 2026 at 3:51 AM
FUCK this guy is so fucking cool dude
we need to write more personal essays
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January 5, 2026 at 11:27 AM
we need to write more personal essays
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looking up npd symptoms and im not surprised when my dad and fp meet the criteria but this shit is genuinely way too relatable to me too so im just gonna pretend i didnt see that
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January 5, 2026 at 8:40 AM
looking up npd symptoms and im not surprised when my dad and fp meet the criteria but this shit is genuinely way too relatable to me too so im just gonna pretend i didnt see that
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my brain makes me wanna kill myself randomly as an epic prank
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January 5, 2026 at 8:23 AM
my brain makes me wanna kill myself randomly as an epic prank
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i love elliott smith’s hair
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January 5, 2026 at 8:22 AM
i love elliott smith’s hair
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feeling suicidal for the first time in months and i was 2 seconds away from relapsing. i really thought i was better. i was doing so well just earlier and now i feel terrible. what the fuck
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January 5, 2026 at 6:44 AM
feeling suicidal for the first time in months and i was 2 seconds away from relapsing. i really thought i was better. i was doing so well just earlier and now i feel terrible. what the fuck
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danny was fronting all day and was super happy and shit and now im here bc of some random tiktok and im ruining the good mood we were having. i dont even wanna eat this fourth apple fritter we stole
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January 5, 2026 at 5:20 AM
danny was fronting all day and was super happy and shit and now im here bc of some random tiktok and im ruining the good mood we were having. i dont even wanna eat this fourth apple fritter we stole
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idk why but ive been daydreaming less about being on campus and more on life after. i’d have my own apartment n own a bunch of cd’s n be well-read n be proud of learning to cook small stuff n have a cat that i get to name myself. it’s a slow and quiet thing. it’s peaceful. i think i’d be happy
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January 5, 2026 at 5:18 AM
idk why but ive been daydreaming less about being on campus and more on life after. i’d have my own apartment n own a bunch of cd’s n be well-read n be proud of learning to cook small stuff n have a cat that i get to name myself. it’s a slow and quiet thing. it’s peaceful. i think i’d be happy
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i dont think we’ve ever told anyone we even have them but we keep getting weirded out about our tics. probably bc we still believe we gotta be ‘normal’. it’s been almost a year since they started being unignorable but ik we’ve had other tics before that. was just rarer and could be brushed off
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January 4, 2026 at 4:35 AM
i dont think we’ve ever told anyone we even have them but we keep getting weirded out about our tics. probably bc we still believe we gotta be ‘normal’. it’s been almost a year since they started being unignorable but ik we’ve had other tics before that. was just rarer and could be brushed off
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ok i take it back, we didnt come out as anything. but its the information that matters. we gave out our interests and pastimes and thoughts for no fucking reason. to someone we dont want to develop a further relationship with. we werent thinking properly and fucked ourselves over overcompensating
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January 3, 2026 at 7:58 PM
ok i take it back, we didnt come out as anything. but its the information that matters. we gave out our interests and pastimes and thoughts for no fucking reason. to someone we dont want to develop a further relationship with. we werent thinking properly and fucked ourselves over overcompensating
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pit in my chest now bc i feel really shitty about last night. i talked too much and i hate telling people things about me. it was such a simple convo and she was so patient and honest so im either an asshole or tearing skin off my back. i hate being caught off guard like that. i feel terrible
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January 3, 2026 at 7:45 PM
pit in my chest now bc i feel really shitty about last night. i talked too much and i hate telling people things about me. it was such a simple convo and she was so patient and honest so im either an asshole or tearing skin off my back. i hate being caught off guard like that. i feel terrible
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i just had a dream i was smoking weed i wanna go back
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January 3, 2026 at 7:12 PM
i just had a dream i was smoking weed i wanna go back
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being a fictive genuinely feels like a humiliation ritual sometimes
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January 3, 2026 at 5:13 AM
being a fictive genuinely feels like a humiliation ritual sometimes
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theres no way the next semester starts on the 20th dude,,, i have over 5 fucking weeks of break ?? i think im actually gonna lose my mind. i seriously gotta double check this bc what
January 3, 2026 at 2:45 AM
theres no way the next semester starts on the 20th dude,,, i have over 5 fucking weeks of break ?? i think im actually gonna lose my mind. i seriously gotta double check this bc what
hanging out with this family friend is so weird because her mom asked me to marry her. i declined but i feel like my mom is still hoping for that. i mean ignoring everything else, if i wasnt gay she might be my type. very honest and smart and talking about having read alot of communist theory. based
January 2, 2026 at 9:59 PM
hanging out with this family friend is so weird because her mom asked me to marry her. i declined but i feel like my mom is still hoping for that. i mean ignoring everything else, if i wasnt gay she might be my type. very honest and smart and talking about having read alot of communist theory. based
this is so stupid how this shit clicked because of some random line in a south park fanfiction. the brain clings onto some weird shit. which makes sense when it comes from such a weird childhood
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January 2, 2026 at 8:39 AM
this is so stupid how this shit clicked because of some random line in a south park fanfiction. the brain clings onto some weird shit. which makes sense when it comes from such a weird childhood
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it’s been a long fucking month. i need to finish this fanon book already and read some stuff by the black panthers
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January 2, 2026 at 8:31 AM
it’s been a long fucking month. i need to finish this fanon book already and read some stuff by the black panthers
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heres a stupid thought in a sea of thoughts needing to be smart: atleast these emotions and family dynamics prove that i really do kin kyle !!! as if being an alter of him wasnt enough. such a dumb fucking thought. god
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January 2, 2026 at 8:24 AM
heres a stupid thought in a sea of thoughts needing to be smart: atleast these emotions and family dynamics prove that i really do kin kyle !!! as if being an alter of him wasnt enough. such a dumb fucking thought. god
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i hate being alone with this sort of shit. best i can do is go over it in my head a million times. dedicate myself to whatever it is that makes me feel like i have value. which will only ever be the same avenues my parents beat me into taking. even if it feels like ‘free will’ or whatever
January 2, 2026 at 8:17 AM
i hate being alone with this sort of shit. best i can do is go over it in my head a million times. dedicate myself to whatever it is that makes me feel like i have value. which will only ever be the same avenues my parents beat me into taking. even if it feels like ‘free will’ or whatever
i hate how whenever i feel a strong emotion i feel the need to put it into words. dissect it to all hell. the only other way i deal with anger is violence. but i swore off that years ago when it got too much. i wish i could just feel it instead of doing either one. dissecting it takes the life out
January 2, 2026 at 8:11 AM
i hate how whenever i feel a strong emotion i feel the need to put it into words. dissect it to all hell. the only other way i deal with anger is violence. but i swore off that years ago when it got too much. i wish i could just feel it instead of doing either one. dissecting it takes the life out