f; stan !! ★
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anyway i wish we could just trick ourselves into being productive and happy again. i barely remember if we actually were happy or not though, i think we just made ourselves busy and are feeling the weight of it just now. idk. us thinking less prob has something to do with it too maybe
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February 1, 2026 at 3:04 AM
anyway i wish we could just trick ourselves into being productive and happy again. i barely remember if we actually were happy or not though, i think we just made ourselves busy and are feeling the weight of it just now. idk. us thinking less prob has something to do with it too maybe
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really the only reason we stopped is because maxime started prioritizing us feeling our emotions in a healthy way over being an efficient and convenient machine. i kind of miss when he was toxic and made us work like that. seizing the day. this is definitely better for us though
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February 1, 2026 at 3:00 AM
really the only reason we stopped is because maxime started prioritizing us feeling our emotions in a healthy way over being an efficient and convenient machine. i kind of miss when he was toxic and made us work like that. seizing the day. this is definitely better for us though
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even though he has only like 10 people he follows, he still has me added and lets me see his pinterest boards. i wanted to kill myself seeing what he was saving. new life with new thoughts and ways of being and i wont be there to see it. i wish i could talk to him. i wish we were old people again
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February 1, 2026 at 1:52 AM
even though he has only like 10 people he follows, he still has me added and lets me see his pinterest boards. i wanted to kill myself seeing what he was saving. new life with new thoughts and ways of being and i wont be there to see it. i wish i could talk to him. i wish we were old people again
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ours was the best in the whole fucking class. thats a fact. but apparently just 1 tiny copy and paste sentence is good. bullshit. yk we only had to do this 1 debate for the rest of the semester but tbh we might participate in the other ones because of this. would be good to get off our ass anyway
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January 30, 2026 at 10:46 PM
ours was the best in the whole fucking class. thats a fact. but apparently just 1 tiny copy and paste sentence is good. bullshit. yk we only had to do this 1 debate for the rest of the semester but tbh we might participate in the other ones because of this. would be good to get off our ass anyway
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i also had a dream that my hair was really short again. this time i sort of just accepted it. which is weird. i know if our hair ever got cut irl we would have a breakdown and become suicidal for atleast a year or two. it means too much to us to ever be able to accept that
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January 30, 2026 at 10:50 AM
i also had a dream that my hair was really short again. this time i sort of just accepted it. which is weird. i know if our hair ever got cut irl we would have a breakdown and become suicidal for atleast a year or two. it means too much to us to ever be able to accept that
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i also had a dream about me and my sister and my groomer and that family friend all being on a road trip. it was awkward and they kept talking about how they perceived me and i defended myself with apple stuck in my braces. very weird dreams
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January 30, 2026 at 10:41 AM
i also had a dream about me and my sister and my groomer and that family friend all being on a road trip. it was awkward and they kept talking about how they perceived me and i defended myself with apple stuck in my braces. very weird dreams
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has the audacity to ask for my other socials. as if we’re on good terms. as if it’s just water under the bridge. sometimes i wish they were dead. but then i think about their kid. she doesnt know. probably wont ever know. but thats what i see every time i look at her and it kills me
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January 29, 2026 at 9:01 PM
has the audacity to ask for my other socials. as if we’re on good terms. as if it’s just water under the bridge. sometimes i wish they were dead. but then i think about their kid. she doesnt know. probably wont ever know. but thats what i see every time i look at her and it kills me
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shit like this is why i hate that i cant cut them completely off. i hate that they still talk to my old friends. i hate that they cry about how shitty their life is. i hate that they fucked me over for the rest of my life because they cant deal with their bullshit themself like every other person
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January 29, 2026 at 8:57 PM
shit like this is why i hate that i cant cut them completely off. i hate that they still talk to my old friends. i hate that they cry about how shitty their life is. i hate that they fucked me over for the rest of my life because they cant deal with their bullshit themself like every other person
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