𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔰𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔳𝔬𝔯𝔠𝔢
@satanicgaypanic.bsky.social
|| 26 || they / he || 🤘💀🎶 || 🔞, please!
Lost’s yap containment zone (side account). WIPs, sketches and whatnot will go here. Not explicit but there may be saucy art & jokes
My main account is @fallenrockstars.rip
Lost’s yap containment zone (side account). WIPs, sketches and whatnot will go here. Not explicit but there may be saucy art & jokes
My main account is @fallenrockstars.rip
Pinned
I’m Lost. Nonbinary butchy boything with body and brain diseases.
If you’re here you already know what’s up, but I’ll still put my links down below for convenience’s sake.
Strawpage: fallenrockstars.straw.page
Carrd: fallenrockstars.carrd.co
If you’re here you already know what’s up, but I’ll still put my links down below for convenience’s sake.
Strawpage: fallenrockstars.straw.page
Carrd: fallenrockstars.carrd.co
Revisiting this little toony full body I did of him. One of these days when I have more energy I wanna make a little dress up doll thing with it
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
January 19, 2026 at 6:49 AM
Revisiting this little toony full body I did of him. One of these days when I have more energy I wanna make a little dress up doll thing with it
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
I’ve got some sort of disorder or something, or possibly a kind of syndrome.
January 19, 2026 at 6:45 AM
I’ve got some sort of disorder or something, or possibly a kind of syndrome.
Here’s some more of my favorites
January 18, 2026 at 11:56 PM
Here’s some more of my favorites
A long time ago I had a little hobby of going on old Impact Meme Font Meme Generators from the mid aughts and looking at the “most recently generated” page for random shit.
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
January 18, 2026 at 9:58 PM
A long time ago I had a little hobby of going on old Impact Meme Font Meme Generators from the mid aughts and looking at the “most recently generated” page for random shit.
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
Fragments of an animation that I’m unsure if I’ll ever finish
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
January 18, 2026 at 6:46 PM
Fragments of an animation that I’m unsure if I’ll ever finish
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
My visual imagination sucks really bad so whenever I don’t have references on hand all I can draw are disembodied floating heads
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
January 18, 2026 at 6:42 PM
My visual imagination sucks really bad so whenever I don’t have references on hand all I can draw are disembodied floating heads
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
I’ve since deleted the context for why this drawing exists, but I’m posting it by myself anyway
January 18, 2026 at 6:22 PM
I’ve since deleted the context for why this drawing exists, but I’m posting it by myself anyway
I don’t really draw this guy so much as I enter a trance and wake up to ten more images of him in my Procreate files
January 17, 2026 at 9:18 PM
I don’t really draw this guy so much as I enter a trance and wake up to ten more images of him in my Procreate files
Cough. Cough cough. Hi, it’s Lost. I should make use of this side account more often maybe
January 17, 2026 at 8:46 AM
Cough. Cough cough. Hi, it’s Lost. I should make use of this side account more often maybe
Reposted by 𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔰𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔳𝔬𝔯𝔠𝔢
good gender-nuetral entity
January 2, 2026 at 9:56 AM
good gender-nuetral entity
Christ, I don’t know what I did but the way I was sitting to work on art yesterday just have fucked up my tailbone because now every time I try to sit upright the pain makes me make a face like
January 2, 2026 at 7:40 PM
Christ, I don’t know what I did but the way I was sitting to work on art yesterday just have fucked up my tailbone because now every time I try to sit upright the pain makes me make a face like
Big fan of these stupid boxers TikTok keeps advertising to me that not only have skulls on them but the word “SKULL” all over it in bold letters, for unknown reasons. I know what skulls are but thanks anyway guys
January 1, 2026 at 1:52 AM
Big fan of these stupid boxers TikTok keeps advertising to me that not only have skulls on them but the word “SKULL” all over it in bold letters, for unknown reasons. I know what skulls are but thanks anyway guys
my life is endlessly frustrating rn bc I don’t feel like I have an end goal to work towards. I have zero interest in any of the normal life milestones like marriage, kids, a “successful career” in the traditional capitalist sense, working my whole life towards retirement, like i don’t really >
December 26, 2025 at 7:55 PM
my life is endlessly frustrating rn bc I don’t feel like I have an end goal to work towards. I have zero interest in any of the normal life milestones like marriage, kids, a “successful career” in the traditional capitalist sense, working my whole life towards retirement, like i don’t really >
I like how this drawing looks but whenever I fawn over my own characters or draw pinups I feel like that one post someone made about Jimmy Fallon
December 20, 2025 at 2:08 AM
I like how this drawing looks but whenever I fawn over my own characters or draw pinups I feel like that one post someone made about Jimmy Fallon
It’s truly a shame Jesse probably doesn’t canonically learn about the modern concept of being Nonbinary til they hit like 40 y/o because every time I drew him they look progressively more and more Gender
December 19, 2025 at 12:36 AM
It’s truly a shame Jesse probably doesn’t canonically learn about the modern concept of being Nonbinary til they hit like 40 y/o because every time I drew him they look progressively more and more Gender
Might need to vent about something to someone. A really gross inappropriate comment someone in my family made to me has been weighing on my mind a lot
November 17, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Might need to vent about something to someone. A really gross inappropriate comment someone in my family made to me has been weighing on my mind a lot
I try not to let dumb internet squabbles take up any my mental real estate but I’m still admittedly kind of pissed that my ex mutual ran around mocking me for still living with my parents,
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
November 1, 2025 at 8:41 PM
I try not to let dumb internet squabbles take up any my mental real estate but I’m still admittedly kind of pissed that my ex mutual ran around mocking me for still living with my parents,
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
Not to get TMI but it is so annoying existing as a transmasc with thighs because any kind of fitted boxer with legs immediately has the legs roll and bunch up and it makes me wanna kill someone
October 18, 2025 at 12:53 AM
Not to get TMI but it is so annoying existing as a transmasc with thighs because any kind of fitted boxer with legs immediately has the legs roll and bunch up and it makes me wanna kill someone
He’s so… *gnawing a hole through my wall*
October 11, 2025 at 6:03 AM
He’s so… *gnawing a hole through my wall*
Some recent Steve faces I’ve sketched
October 5, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Some recent Steve faces I’ve sketched
Smitten by this goober and his goofy ass little face
September 29, 2025 at 6:30 AM
Smitten by this goober and his goofy ass little face
I forgot about this account oops
September 29, 2025 at 6:28 AM
I forgot about this account oops
[WIP]
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
August 29, 2025 at 1:51 AM
[WIP]
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
Feeling a bit despondent right now. I feel like I don’t have much of a community right now besides just the people who interact with my posts on here. I feel like a fish out of water wherever I go.
August 29, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Feeling a bit despondent right now. I feel like I don’t have much of a community right now besides just the people who interact with my posts on here. I feel like a fish out of water wherever I go.
Ugh chronic fatigue blows
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis
August 23, 2025 at 2:01 AM
Ugh chronic fatigue blows
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis