Oh I thought it was more of a “people need to be doing something productive to not go insane” kinda deal.

Anyways you know me, extremely financially responsible

Anyways I know this is what like a ton of people feel so this'll be my only rant post about it (probably) it's just

BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA gotta keep moving forward and do what I can do

Wish I had time to do everything I wanna apply myself towards. Even if I didn't have to work I think I wouldn't have time for it all. Game dev, studying languages, sculpting, fighting games, some sports, and a healthy backlog of games, books, and anime. There's just so much to do, always.

goals, and I never have enough time for any of them, that I truly believe I could keep myself preoccupied forever. Even today I was beating myself up for not doing some sculpting (which I want to get back into), yet I spent hours studying Japanese and hours doing home improvement stuff.

Could be a good time though! Would be fun if some of my college friends dropped in and out of chat just to see what’s up. Honestly I have no idea what to expect though

each session once I’m done. It’s probably overkill since I already journal every day but man I just hate forgetting the details on experiences I enjoyed

Hey at least it’s way better than the alternative, was always afraid I’d lose the drive to play and learn new games. Turns out fighting games are just sick

but I’ve been focusing on the things I like and the friends I’ve made and it’s helped a lot

The trip was a blast though. Went with 2 of my best online friends who I've known for half my life now. We went from to Tokyo, Kyoto, Nagoya, Shuzenji, and then ended the trip back in Tokyo. Not even sure what to say for the individual things we did cause we actually just did so much

I was mounting some stuff pretty much right under where the main power line comes into my house so I was a little extra cautious. In general I'm also just ultra cautious

Also looking on Reddit for advice: “treat every wall like it will kill you. The moment your drill touches it you WILL DIE”

calling my dad for advice: “nah I don’t flip the circuit breakers I just send it”