Seana
@seanajune.bsky.social
Trans girl in your MFA (not in an MFA program, just annoying) | she
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Extremely wilded out and bought a mid century oil painting on credit by a trans woman named Michel-Marie Poulain. I felt totally insane as I was doing it, but now I’m really excited. The moment I saw it I felt like it had to be in the hands of a doll (it was also objectively cheap for what it is)
December 22, 2025 at 3:16 AM
Extremely wilded out and bought a mid century oil painting on credit by a trans woman named Michel-Marie Poulain. I felt totally insane as I was doing it, but now I’m really excited. The moment I saw it I felt like it had to be in the hands of a doll (it was also objectively cheap for what it is)
Early FFS recovery is such a. annoying rerun of the emotional dynamics of early transition. All of my anxieties are clichés and I just have to wait and and not be insane about it and trust that from the cocoon of my vaguely alarming face something pretty is going to spring over the course of a year.
December 21, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Early FFS recovery is such a. annoying rerun of the emotional dynamics of early transition. All of my anxieties are clichés and I just have to wait and and not be insane about it and trust that from the cocoon of my vaguely alarming face something pretty is going to spring over the course of a year.
Reading Adorno for the first time and was not prepared for just how much of a crank he is about jazz. Like not remotely convincingly either, just constantly trying to gotcha jazz. (He’s even worse about film).
December 21, 2025 at 12:35 AM
Reading Adorno for the first time and was not prepared for just how much of a crank he is about jazz. Like not remotely convincingly either, just constantly trying to gotcha jazz. (He’s even worse about film).
Have had a melody stuck in my head all morning and just realized to my horror it’s the bizarre duet between Zoe Saldaña and the Israeli surgeon in Emilia Pérez.
December 19, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Have had a melody stuck in my head all morning and just realized to my horror it’s the bizarre duet between Zoe Saldaña and the Israeli surgeon in Emilia Pérez.
Going in for FFS today. Wish me luck! See you on the other side of pretty purgatory.
December 9, 2025 at 9:19 AM
Going in for FFS today. Wish me luck! See you on the other side of pretty purgatory.
Just got the digital files back for the first role of film I've shot in like, 20 years and I'm really happy with them!
October 24, 2025 at 3:37 PM
Just got the digital files back for the first role of film I've shot in like, 20 years and I'm really happy with them!
Not to earnest post while being slutty but this is the mirror at my mom’s place that I cracked in four years ago and man, I still have things I want to change but I could not have imagined I’d look like this when I was starting at 34 back then. Never too late, etc.
October 13, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Not to earnest post while being slutty but this is the mirror at my mom’s place that I cracked in four years ago and man, I still have things I want to change but I could not have imagined I’d look like this when I was starting at 34 back then. Never too late, etc.
Nvm, just had a hookup that fixed me, we’re so back etc.
I’m doing so bad man lol.
September 1, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Nvm, just had a hookup that fixed me, we’re so back etc.
I’m doing so bad man lol.
August 29, 2025 at 3:53 AM
I’m doing so bad man lol.
Riley Gaines perfectly articulating the logic of trans sports bans as a wedge and why it's not an issue we can give up on without leaving ourselves deeply vulnerable to far more significant attacks.
This from Riley Gaines is why trans people freak out when Democrats try to carve out some compromise over sports. The politicians and activists attacking trans people are not interested in compromise! They're interested in our eradication from public life and are exploiting sports to that end
August 27, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Riley Gaines perfectly articulating the logic of trans sports bans as a wedge and why it's not an issue we can give up on without leaving ourselves deeply vulnerable to far more significant attacks.
Fun question for me here is what are the qualities of a good test order. I used to judge cocktail bars by their Manhattan, because it’s just basic and formal enough and just open enough to being totally fucked up (someone once served me bourbon with club soda on ice in a collins glass) to do a read.
I’m afraid to say this is very attractive. Got to love a passionate nerd. He knows his shit.
August 23, 2025 at 4:37 PM
Fun question for me here is what are the qualities of a good test order. I used to judge cocktail bars by their Manhattan, because it’s just basic and formal enough and just open enough to being totally fucked up (someone once served me bourbon with club soda on ice in a collins glass) to do a read.
Randomly decided to look up my second biggest closet case of a pre-transition ex, found the joint Facebook account she has with her cop husband that he controls. She’s got two kids and two of the deadest eyes I’ve ever seen. It’s bleak.
August 23, 2025 at 2:44 AM
Randomly decided to look up my second biggest closet case of a pre-transition ex, found the joint Facebook account she has with her cop husband that he controls. She’s got two kids and two of the deadest eyes I’ve ever seen. It’s bleak.
Sometimes I read the Facebook comments on my hometown newspaper’s Facebook because I hate myself, and amid fights under a story about a family with a trans kid fleeing NH there’s this woman who’s like “shame she isn’t into horseback riding; riding horseback puts one above such riffraff concerns”
August 22, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Sometimes I read the Facebook comments on my hometown newspaper’s Facebook because I hate myself, and amid fights under a story about a family with a trans kid fleeing NH there’s this woman who’s like “shame she isn’t into horseback riding; riding horseback puts one above such riffraff concerns”
Does she have her shit together emotionally, or does she just have a thrifty but warm sense of interior decorating?
(She’s just good at decorating.)
(She’s just good at decorating.)
August 21, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Does she have her shit together emotionally, or does she just have a thrifty but warm sense of interior decorating?
(She’s just good at decorating.)
(She’s just good at decorating.)
Hm, probably not great that after several months of agonizing over trying to get my life back on track I’ve spent the last three weeks relapsing into sloth and scatterbrained reactivity and bad habits.
August 21, 2025 at 3:23 PM
Hm, probably not great that after several months of agonizing over trying to get my life back on track I’ve spent the last three weeks relapsing into sloth and scatterbrained reactivity and bad habits.
There’s a perfect ratio of being online that makes and keeps you sane. No one hits it exactly, but if you’re too far from it in either direction you get computer madness.
August 21, 2025 at 2:41 PM
There’s a perfect ratio of being online that makes and keeps you sane. No one hits it exactly, but if you’re too far from it in either direction you get computer madness.
New glasses Wednesday.
August 21, 2025 at 12:46 AM
New glasses Wednesday.
“Hormones don’t do anything”
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August 20, 2025 at 11:33 PM
“Hormones don’t do anything”
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I’m seeing a lot of poly pessimism discourse lately. I’ve had a few frankly traumatic experiences myself over the last few years that make me sympathetic to some individual takes, but I also worry that the broader zeitgeist of sexual reaction is wearing on us all.
August 15, 2025 at 8:33 PM
I’m seeing a lot of poly pessimism discourse lately. I’ve had a few frankly traumatic experiences myself over the last few years that make me sympathetic to some individual takes, but I also worry that the broader zeitgeist of sexual reaction is wearing on us all.
Shockingly easy to write about NY trans girls in a way that sounds like something out of The Pilgrim’s Progress. Like,
“Grace,” said Calamity. “Where is Agony is today?”
“She went to Purgatory with Mercy and Harbinger,” said Grace. “Tonight they’re going to Transgressions to put Eve on the cross.”
“Grace,” said Calamity. “Where is Agony is today?”
“She went to Purgatory with Mercy and Harbinger,” said Grace. “Tonight they’re going to Transgressions to put Eve on the cross.”
August 13, 2025 at 2:12 PM
Shockingly easy to write about NY trans girls in a way that sounds like something out of The Pilgrim’s Progress. Like,
“Grace,” said Calamity. “Where is Agony is today?”
“She went to Purgatory with Mercy and Harbinger,” said Grace. “Tonight they’re going to Transgressions to put Eve on the cross.”
“Grace,” said Calamity. “Where is Agony is today?”
“She went to Purgatory with Mercy and Harbinger,” said Grace. “Tonight they’re going to Transgressions to put Eve on the cross.”
The internet should have never stopped being for degenerate nerds. Normal brains simply cannot handle it. All the time I see someone who has been driven to maximum insanity by the internet and think “your brain was not meant for this. You were supposed to be watching ER.”
August 13, 2025 at 4:17 AM
The internet should have never stopped being for degenerate nerds. Normal brains simply cannot handle it. All the time I see someone who has been driven to maximum insanity by the internet and think “your brain was not meant for this. You were supposed to be watching ER.”
Men on the apps are so wildly useless. Half of them are upsettingly horny and I don’t know how they function in society, and with the other half you have to cancan a cartoon leg at them and mostly they’re still just like “yah for sure, it has been cold to sleep alone. Do you have a space heater?”
August 7, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Men on the apps are so wildly useless. Half of them are upsettingly horny and I don’t know how they function in society, and with the other half you have to cancan a cartoon leg at them and mostly they’re still just like “yah for sure, it has been cold to sleep alone. Do you have a space heater?”
@bsky.app come on
hey @bsky.app why was @scumbelievable.bsky.social suspended? considering the timing (she just put a new book out) it feels like someone is weaponizing your safety features in a targeted manner
August 7, 2025 at 3:27 AM
@bsky.app come on
Reposted by Seana
hey @bsky.app why was @scumbelievable.bsky.social suspended? considering the timing (she just put a new book out) it feels like someone is weaponizing your safety features in a targeted manner
August 7, 2025 at 1:48 AM
hey @bsky.app why was @scumbelievable.bsky.social suspended? considering the timing (she just put a new book out) it feels like someone is weaponizing your safety features in a targeted manner
I hate everyone in this administration and want bad things to happen to them, but something about RFK in particular inspires a desire to bully. Just one of those guys who fails to be humiliated by himself.
August 6, 2025 at 3:52 AM
I hate everyone in this administration and want bad things to happen to them, but something about RFK in particular inspires a desire to bully. Just one of those guys who fails to be humiliated by himself.