Ender
@searchingsmiles.bsky.social
Aspiring concert photographer
Trans male 🏳️⚧️
24 (he/him)
Trans male 🏳️⚧️
24 (he/him)
Might just go to emo night alone
October 19, 2025 at 4:57 AM
Might just go to emo night alone
Delivered a pizza today and now I smell like onionssss
October 15, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Delivered a pizza today and now I smell like onionssss
Tell me why my ex friend I cut off in HIGH SCHOOL just liked something I reblogged on tumblr five years ago
September 30, 2025 at 1:45 AM
Tell me why my ex friend I cut off in HIGH SCHOOL just liked something I reblogged on tumblr five years ago
I need to shave all my facial hair off but I'm scared for all my psoriasis patches to be revealed (I say as if you can't see my dry ass red ass skin through the hair)
September 29, 2025 at 2:36 AM
I need to shave all my facial hair off but I'm scared for all my psoriasis patches to be revealed (I say as if you can't see my dry ass red ass skin through the hair)
I sprayed my room with a room spray i used to use when i lived in Long Beach and smelling it rn makes me miss living there so much
September 23, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I sprayed my room with a room spray i used to use when i lived in Long Beach and smelling it rn makes me miss living there so much
One of the best dates I've been on was when we went to the art museum gift shop and smelled all the candles
September 21, 2025 at 10:39 PM
One of the best dates I've been on was when we went to the art museum gift shop and smelled all the candles
I found this poem I wrote seven years ago and I wish I still had this amount of creativity
September 21, 2025 at 10:20 PM
I found this poem I wrote seven years ago and I wish I still had this amount of creativity
I kinda miss my ghost
September 21, 2025 at 9:57 PM
I kinda miss my ghost
Part of me wants to read my old diary rn so I can remember my college years, but part of me is like idk bro
September 21, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Part of me wants to read my old diary rn so I can remember my college years, but part of me is like idk bro
The medication reminder app I have no longer has the option to choose "gender dysphoria" as a condition testosterone treats. Idk seems potentially transphobic..
September 13, 2025 at 1:21 AM
The medication reminder app I have no longer has the option to choose "gender dysphoria" as a condition testosterone treats. Idk seems potentially transphobic..
A visual representation of my struggle with identifying as trans.
September 8, 2025 at 10:12 AM
A visual representation of my struggle with identifying as trans.
If you find the need to mention that you're not a trans chaser, you're definitely a chaser
September 6, 2025 at 9:16 AM
If you find the need to mention that you're not a trans chaser, you're definitely a chaser
Oh my god the best thing I experienced tonight was being able to schedule my email to my manager to send later so she doesn't know I'm up at 3am
August 29, 2025 at 9:54 AM
Oh my god the best thing I experienced tonight was being able to schedule my email to my manager to send later so she doesn't know I'm up at 3am
Bro adding -ai to a google search doesn't work to get rid of the ai overview anymore wtf
August 14, 2025 at 10:19 PM
Bro adding -ai to a google search doesn't work to get rid of the ai overview anymore wtf
New day, same old fucking bullshit
July 27, 2025 at 11:26 PM
New day, same old fucking bullshit
Reposted by Ender
a convo with u under the stars would fucking
rock bro
rock bro
July 5, 2025 at 5:58 AM
a convo with u under the stars would fucking
rock bro
rock bro
My sister said I look like JD Vance 🙃
July 5, 2025 at 1:40 AM
My sister said I look like JD Vance 🙃
Signed up for season auditions at one of the main theatres in my town. Let's fucking do this shitttt
July 2, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Signed up for season auditions at one of the main theatres in my town. Let's fucking do this shitttt
Got a DoorDash delivery for a Garrett W. I am sad to announce, it was not Garrett watts
June 23, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Got a DoorDash delivery for a Garrett W. I am sad to announce, it was not Garrett watts
My makeup looked pretty good today :)
June 21, 2025 at 7:35 AM
My makeup looked pretty good today :)
It's officially my ten year transitionversary! Ten years ago today, I started using male pronouns and going by Ender. I wish I had something more revolutionary to say, but all I can think of is how much of a journey this has been.
June 13, 2025 at 9:07 AM
It's officially my ten year transitionversary! Ten years ago today, I started using male pronouns and going by Ender. I wish I had something more revolutionary to say, but all I can think of is how much of a journey this has been.
When I was a teen I asked a girl out by singing "are you gonna be my girl" by jet at karaoke. Where did that version of me go
May 29, 2025 at 10:18 AM
When I was a teen I asked a girl out by singing "are you gonna be my girl" by jet at karaoke. Where did that version of me go
Happy seven year testosterone-versary to me! Am I officially done with second puberty now? I haven't posted this recording of my first year on T on here, so here you go! It's a sample of my voice for 52 weeks in a row
May 29, 2025 at 7:34 AM
Happy seven year testosterone-versary to me! Am I officially done with second puberty now? I haven't posted this recording of my first year on T on here, so here you go! It's a sample of my voice for 52 weeks in a row
I fear a moth ate all my clothes
May 28, 2025 at 5:21 PM
I fear a moth ate all my clothes
The fact that liberty dental under Medicaid doesn't cover cavity fillings AT ALL for people over 21 is ridiculous. They only cover them if the affected tooth is supporting a partial denture. I guess our teeth will just ROT
May 28, 2025 at 6:19 AM
The fact that liberty dental under Medicaid doesn't cover cavity fillings AT ALL for people over 21 is ridiculous. They only cover them if the affected tooth is supporting a partial denture. I guess our teeth will just ROT