The One Who Puppermodes
secondaryshlee.bsky.social
The One Who Puppermodes
@secondaryshlee.bsky.social
Private account. If u aren't one of like 5 people I will block instantly
Am i annoying
December 24, 2025 at 8:00 AM
*STRESSSSSSS*
December 23, 2025 at 1:10 PM
I got good sleep
My gf is ok and is getting released in the morning
Work is light for weeks now
Mood good

Life is gooooood
December 23, 2025 at 4:03 AM
*click of a flipping switch*
December 23, 2025 at 4:01 AM
I feel like a pos that i didn't visit her today but i thought she was getting out and slept 11 hour and now im worried everyone is pissed off at me and please shoot me in the head
December 23, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Goddamn it i forgot my meds today that ain't gonna help
December 22, 2025 at 6:42 AM
Sure would be nice if that switch flipped before Christmas but dang it aint lookin good
December 22, 2025 at 6:40 AM
Trying to be positive so fucking hard but all ive got in me is weak smiles and ignoring bad thoughts.
December 22, 2025 at 6:21 AM
Redirecting thoughts into writing is working again
December 22, 2025 at 6:07 AM
This brain can fit so much ideation into it
December 22, 2025 at 4:26 AM
I should have called off. I had the option. Why the fuck didn't i take it?
December 22, 2025 at 4:15 AM
Fucking breaking down again
December 22, 2025 at 4:10 AM
Ok that helped
December 21, 2025 at 9:52 PM
Spinning the fuck out im logging out
December 21, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Oh great my gf is in the fucking hospital
December 21, 2025 at 8:33 PM
I got home and went to bed. Now i am going to spend too much money on some poke and then return to bed
December 21, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Trying really hard not to fall apart rn bc ive got to have a good Christmas. I can't be going and being a mess at my litteral first ever family Christmas. Ive got 4 days, including today, to pull it the fuck together
December 21, 2025 at 8:17 PM
Wow cool bro i dont give a singular fuck
December 21, 2025 at 10:47 AM
Feeling better. Not good but just grey. I can work with grey.
December 21, 2025 at 8:25 AM
Can't die till ive written a good book. Same ol reason to live but hey it works
December 21, 2025 at 7:43 AM
Litterally it would be better if i didnt exist
December 21, 2025 at 7:00 AM
Great now im pissing off everyone around me
December 21, 2025 at 6:52 AM
On the uphand maybe the switch will flip in time for Christmas
December 21, 2025 at 5:25 AM
I don't blame those around me for wanting nothing to do with me rn i want nothing to do with me either
December 21, 2025 at 5:24 AM
I just need to

*Keep moving
*Under no circumstances drink any alcohol
*Listen to music
*Do my fucking job
December 21, 2025 at 5:23 AM