wanting to finish writing something, and to finish all the book series i've been enjoying are like the only two things getting me through rn. that and my cat.

yeah!! I've really wanted to connect with the indie community more, there's so many cool people I follow and I'm always too intimidated to reach out but maybe once I get something going I will feel less weird!

guess the last big thing is i'd like to be a little more open about my preferred pronouns and just reassuring people "no she/her is fine!" all of the time not because it isn't but because the alternative feels like too much effort and i just assumed folks around me wouldnt bother so i never asked 🫠

other than that I've been slowly checking off health things to check on and rule out with my doctor because we're still trying to figure out where this chronic fatigue is coming from so it'd be a nice present from the universe if we could at least find *something* and it be semi-fixable at minimum.

I think one of my more achievable goals is to get social media pages together for my writing, if i wait until i'm ready to post something to make accounts i suspect it will look a little suspect even though it's just because i'm a lazy procrastinator 😅 but goddd i hate social media 🫠

i think the only way my brain knows how to consume any kind of art is obsessively engaging with nothing but that thing until it stops producing the same level of happy chemicals tbh

i do have to be a little nice to myself in that i've still been actively thinking about worldbuilding and plotting stuff and brainstorming so that is work even if it wasn't writing. it just doesn't feel like progress unless i write you know ;_;

I'm considering asking my other creative friend if she wants to have body doubling work days online or something and carve out an hour to work on things every week, i know she struggles to focus on stuff too with grad school so it'd help both of us tbh

"I didn’t say we use it to develop concept art" just to make reference, get ideas from and outline composition lmao
just 90% of what concept is🤣

If you're using AI to generate "concept art" and then creating an in-game asset based on what the AI plagiarizes, you're using an AI generated asset.

tbh i miss not having to worry about drinking caffeine & whether it will make me dizzy / fuck with my head, or worrying about what meds i can and cant take. i'm considering stopping since, while it works great for my every-day low energy, it does nothing for pmdd symptoms or in times of high stress