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I got these done in about a month, but I'm excited to do repairs and add more details and accessories before our next con. 🧙‍♀️💖
me and @smolcano.bsky.social in Tactical Breach Wizards #cosplay at katsu, photos by @felixwongphoto.bsky.social at his pop-up photobooth that everybody should visit, edited by smolcano. By popular^H^H^H^H^H^H several peoples' demand, I am tagging @pentadact.com, thanks for a cool game. 🧙🏻‍♂️
Marked Safe from the Yule Cat
December 26, 2025 at 3:20 AM
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I am gonna stop in four days when the fundraiser ends, so we can all be free of my "spam era"

alas I haven't even hit half of my target, which means it will be really hard for me to get a visa here right now, so I would appreciate a final boost from everyone the next few days
Here it is folks, I really, really, really need your help, especially with boosting/spreading the word, so this can "escape" out of containment.

Please remember there is no algorithm boost here, so every repost counts

Thank you

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Help a Queer Immigrant Rebuild Her Life
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December 25, 2025 at 9:16 PM
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No darkness lasts forever. And even there, there are stars.
December 24, 2025 at 11:00 PM
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You don't need to think about what is "normal."
You are you.

One day, the world will come where there is no need to categorize people as LGBT🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

Until that day arrives, I will continue to send out this message.
Your soul is beautiful.
December 23, 2025 at 3:16 PM
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can we raise another 900 euros in the next seven days and cover February rent as well, alongside groceries and meds

I appreciate everyone's help and would mean the world to me if we can hit 4000 at least ❤️
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Please remember there is no algorithm boost here, so every repost counts

Thank you

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Help a Queer Immigrant Rebuild Her Life
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December 23, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Sarsaparilla, last week: I'm leaving my robot bird toy in my cat bed.

Life's Narrator: This is what we in the business call foreshadowing.

Sarsaparilla, just now: So, I went to bed and activated that fucking bird at 6 am and jumpscared myself.

Life's Narrator: lol
December 22, 2025 at 11:21 AM
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friends important and urgent but positive update, I manage to find a great and cheap place for us until end of April but I need another 600 Euros in the next 24 hours to be able to pay the deposit.

Anything counts now, thank you!
Here it is folks, I really, really, really need your help, especially with boosting/spreading the word, so this can "escape" out of containment.

Please remember there is no algorithm boost here, so every repost counts

Thank you

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Help a Queer Immigrant Rebuild Her Life
I am an artist, musician, and self-taught software developer/game developer who immigrated to Germany from Turkey in January 2020 due to being a leftist and openly gay woman. Unfortunately with covi...
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December 19, 2025 at 12:05 PM
What a cute craft. Rough first go is on my tree. Hopefully practice and playing with different tools will produce some worth sharing with friends. 🙂‍↕️
December 20, 2025 at 3:24 AM
[Howls in Fallout Season 2]
December 17, 2025 at 4:03 AM
Oh HECK yes. 😺💕
$1 million for a Game Awards Trailer is a way over my budget.
So, I'm going to post my Cat train idle game here for free and reposting is free as well!

What a great deal!
December 15, 2025 at 5:02 PM
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Today is Chiitan's birthday🎂
Everyone please send me your congratulations♡
I love you all so much.

今日はちぃたん☆のお誕生日ですっ☆いつも一緒にいてくれてありがとうございますっ大好きですっ☆
December 14, 2025 at 3:15 PM
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I am still trying to at least reach 2K in the next five days

we are still 750 Euros short

please share/boost <3
Here it is folks, I really, really, really need your help, especially with boosting/spreading the word, so this can "escape" out of containment.

Please remember there is no algorithm boost here, so every repost counts

Thank you

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Help a Queer Immigrant Rebuild Her Life
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December 14, 2025 at 12:26 PM
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Are you like me and you've been influenced into trying to make your own foil embossed ornaments this year? Do you love the New Year Lemon Pig? Maybe it's time you started doing both those things.

Free template here for those who want it: ko-fi.com/s/fa2f4e35f0
December 14, 2025 at 4:49 AM
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Christmas night: "But Santa, you've hardly touched your Zardoz cookies."
December 14, 2025 at 4:26 PM
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I will forever be AntiAI. Think for yourself, make mistakes, struggle, and learn from it. Find a way to enjoy art, either try a new hobby or support the artists who can help bring ideas to life. Have ideas. Use your imagination. Don't give up what makes us human for the sake of bs "convenience"
December 10, 2025 at 7:33 PM
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almost about to hit 1000 Euros, we need another 1000 in the next week to be able to breathe a little bit until mid-January

I appreciate everyone who donated and boosted/spread the word

thank you all <3

and let's keep pushing please, I came too far, and sacrificed too much to give up now
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Please remember there is no algorithm boost here, so every repost counts

Thank you

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Help a Queer Immigrant Rebuild Her Life
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December 10, 2025 at 9:04 PM
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i quote this regularly
December 10, 2025 at 9:47 PM
It's almost one year since Sarsaparilla moved in and I'm fuckin delighted to update that she meows and chats with me all day now. Most recent meows that I caught, but we do be yapping.
December 8, 2025 at 6:08 AM
Wild that I've gone from "Christmas isn't my thing," to "I have a tree and Coco from Animal Crossing hangs out there".
December 8, 2025 at 5:32 AM
They should invent an amount of sleep that is correct.
December 6, 2025 at 1:04 PM
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Here it is folks, I really, really, really need your help, especially with boosting/spreading the word, so this can "escape" out of containment.

Please remember there is no algorithm boost here, so every repost counts

Thank you

www.paypal.com/pools/c/9kxV...
Help a Queer Immigrant Rebuild Her Life
I am an artist, musician, and self-taught software developer/game developer who immigrated to Germany from Turkey in January 2020 due to being a leftist and openly gay woman. Unfortunately with covi...
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December 2, 2025 at 10:25 AM
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December 6, 2025 at 12:31 AM
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happy Bandcamp Friday!!

it means when you give FOUR EUROS to me today FOUR AND A HALF EUROS reach me, or something like that

anyway what else to do but dance at the end of the world
My new EP "ISO 400" is now available for download, exclusively on Bandcamp

berraknil.bandcamp.com/album/iso-400
September 5, 2025 at 4:52 PM
Unbelievable that I've been laid low by [checks notes] holy shit, that's kind of a lot of cheese, actually.
December 5, 2025 at 7:51 AM
When the car coming in the opposite direction and I both stopped to let a mama deer and her faun cross the street.
a man in a blue shirt and tie is holding his hands up and saying `` i wish for peace on earth . ''
Alt: Fox Mulder in a blue shirt and tie holding his hands up and saying `` i wish for peace on earth . ''
media.tenor.com
December 1, 2025 at 9:59 PM