@smoothbra1ned.bsky.social
he/him. Aroace/gay. i like to draw n rarely write; i like birds n mythical creatures. Also if you like or post ai, you're getting blocked full stop. i will not be a part of the planet's death in any way i have control over.
oh and ill draw for money.
oh and ill draw for money.
if abusers and cruel folks could disappear tomorrow, if compassion became the driving force instead of greed and fear, wouldn't that be something?
fuck i dont know, im hardly human to some ideologies. but i still wish they understood their own undoing.
fuck i dont know, im hardly human to some ideologies. but i still wish they understood their own undoing.
September 11, 2025 at 3:57 AM
if abusers and cruel folks could disappear tomorrow, if compassion became the driving force instead of greed and fear, wouldn't that be something?
fuck i dont know, im hardly human to some ideologies. but i still wish they understood their own undoing.
fuck i dont know, im hardly human to some ideologies. but i still wish they understood their own undoing.
and i wish growth came with grace and change and evolution and understanding of that was possible for everyone.
i live almost completely alone and i feel the isolation taking from me daily.
only recently have i found a kind of peace in resignation.
i miss community i never had anyway, of course.
i live almost completely alone and i feel the isolation taking from me daily.
only recently have i found a kind of peace in resignation.
i miss community i never had anyway, of course.
September 11, 2025 at 3:55 AM
and i wish growth came with grace and change and evolution and understanding of that was possible for everyone.
i live almost completely alone and i feel the isolation taking from me daily.
only recently have i found a kind of peace in resignation.
i miss community i never had anyway, of course.
i live almost completely alone and i feel the isolation taking from me daily.
only recently have i found a kind of peace in resignation.
i miss community i never had anyway, of course.
it's not like it was a bad book or bad series of books, no. it was something i enjoyed but I don't think it was worth it.
the world itself is cruel enough. i wonder if this author's ever felt the devastation they wrote or if they simply belong to a world where tragedy is novel and fun to them. fuck
the world itself is cruel enough. i wonder if this author's ever felt the devastation they wrote or if they simply belong to a world where tragedy is novel and fun to them. fuck
February 17, 2025 at 3:49 AM
it's not like it was a bad book or bad series of books, no. it was something i enjoyed but I don't think it was worth it.
the world itself is cruel enough. i wonder if this author's ever felt the devastation they wrote or if they simply belong to a world where tragedy is novel and fun to them. fuck
the world itself is cruel enough. i wonder if this author's ever felt the devastation they wrote or if they simply belong to a world where tragedy is novel and fun to them. fuck
I've really tried to avoid reading sad stories in my life, because mine's been so damn sad I hardly needed fictional tragedies too. but gods they don't ever leave my heart and they don't ever stop carving out parts of me once they're there and I'm so tired
February 17, 2025 at 3:46 AM
I've really tried to avoid reading sad stories in my life, because mine's been so damn sad I hardly needed fictional tragedies too. but gods they don't ever leave my heart and they don't ever stop carving out parts of me once they're there and I'm so tired
well that and all the fucking horrors right now happening, I have to stay sane somehow and keep on going forward no matter what because frankly me being alive is something at this point
February 5, 2025 at 4:38 PM
well that and all the fucking horrors right now happening, I have to stay sane somehow and keep on going forward no matter what because frankly me being alive is something at this point
Is it social anxiety or the long term result of trauma
who knows
but I do not know how to interact with people and when I start thinking they'll notice that, I just run away :')
who knows
but I do not know how to interact with people and when I start thinking they'll notice that, I just run away :')
February 5, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Is it social anxiety or the long term result of trauma
who knows
but I do not know how to interact with people and when I start thinking they'll notice that, I just run away :')
who knows
but I do not know how to interact with people and when I start thinking they'll notice that, I just run away :')
Like fuck, I can't keep looking. I can't do anything. I have no community and I end up withdrawing anyway if I try to find it because inevitably I get scared of people.
February 5, 2025 at 4:36 PM
Like fuck, I can't keep looking. I can't do anything. I have no community and I end up withdrawing anyway if I try to find it because inevitably I get scared of people.