smoothbra1ned.bsky.social
@smoothbra1ned.bsky.social
he/him. Aroace/gay. i like to draw n rarely write; i like birds n mythical creatures. Also if you like or post ai, you're getting blocked full stop. i will not be a part of the planet's death in any way i have control over.
oh and ill draw for money.
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i realize i oughta do some kinda pinned post re the ill draw for money thing:
To be specific: i doodle mostly with pencil and paper these days.
it'd b $2-3 dollars for head/shoulders, $5-6 for a full body and if there were multiple ppl or it was a nsfw art that'd b $8-12. so yeah that's that then.
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What happened to Charlie Kirk is also what happened to 20 children (ages 6 and 7) at the Sandy Hook Elementary School.

I don’t remember the right being this upset back then—do you? 🤨
September 11, 2025 at 12:59 PM
money wont save the elite when they drive its value into the ground. loyalty cannot be bought, bunkers fail if theyre not destroyed first.
you cannot eat money.
my only dream in life was to live peacefully with a job that did little more than pay the bills.
i will never have that now.
September 11, 2025 at 4:00 AM
i dont know how to bridge the gaps between me and other people. i dont know how to make it all slow down. i wish we lived in a world where we did not have to assume the worst of those around us in order to survive; i wish our differences were our strengths and not points of division.
September 11, 2025 at 3:52 AM
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Living in interesting times is exhausting
September 11, 2025 at 2:58 AM
anyway wowie I am sad as fuck tonight and I also fought with a friend and I don't think they'll ever change the things they do that hurt me even if they do care.
and the world is growing crueler and my hopes to survive even another year are fading.
February 17, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Made the mistake of reading a tragedy recently because I thought it was a scary story and it turns out it was both and now I feel as if I'll never be whole again
February 17, 2025 at 3:44 AM
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The part of George Orwell’s 1984 that everyone forgets is how the music and publishing industries have been replaced by a machine that spits out songs and bad novels “without any human intervention.” The goal is to keep you from ever having to think.
February 8, 2025 at 8:06 PM
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Howell, my ratman babygirl Unseelie warlock!

Hoping we get to lvl 3 next session so I can start Misty Stepping in different flavors
February 6, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Me: I would like one (1) normal experience pls
The monkeys paw: k here's one that's normal for ur mental illness u don't want to acknowledge
Me: Fuk!
February 7, 2025 at 2:29 PM
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Feel like my life could be 4-7% better if I carried a walking stick that turns into a sword
February 5, 2025 at 9:10 AM
I'm too stressed to b on any social media much these days 😭
February 5, 2025 at 4:33 PM
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Do men realize that women are obsessed with paranormal romance novels cuz the 'otherworldly' things the males do is shit like paying attention when she speaks and telling their friends how much they like her? And they all turn out to be emotionally available in the end. Just sayin'
February 3, 2025 at 12:12 PM
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A'fowl of a feast.
January 23, 2025 at 4:08 PM
I never wanted this
February 3, 2025 at 1:35 AM
my ocs can't fix what's wrong with me
February 3, 2025 at 1:29 AM
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Professor of evilology here. Evil people often lie to obscure their true motives. 🧵
February 2, 2025 at 4:01 AM
I'm gonna have forgotten what it's like to be warm by the time spring comes, huh
February 2, 2025 at 5:59 AM
All the books I want from my library aren't there :(
N Libby doesn't have em either
February 2, 2025 at 5:36 AM
It's just, I'm too broken down at this point to do more than bare minimum survival. I can't use my writing or art to get out. not when I'm almost too cold to type. I'm tired in every way one can be tired. I tried so hard. I did everything right.
February 2, 2025 at 3:24 AM
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A small little vent, but I think the worst thing about ADHD is when you put something off for a long time then you finally get it done and there is almost a sense of shame that something simple and easy took you so long to get it done.
February 1, 2025 at 12:11 AM
(I am sad bc I am cold and feel helpless, there's no help out there and I know that. I just need to vent).
February 2, 2025 at 3:02 AM
when you're raised in a cult and tortured all your childhood, bullied and shunned by the general public, when you fought so hard to get out and ended up beyond lost in the end. I almost wish euthanasia was legal here. I know I won't live more than a year or two from here. I know it in my bones.
February 2, 2025 at 2:39 AM
I wish I'd ever known safety and autonomy
February 2, 2025 at 2:36 AM
I can't pull myself out of this situation and that's just the fucking reality of it.
at least when I was an abused child the heat came from firewood and not being price gouged so bad by electric companies that I'll just as soon die from that as the cold.
February 2, 2025 at 2:33 AM
Welp I am now so cold my fingers are stiff
February 2, 2025 at 2:32 AM