depression bug 🐛
@snom.gay
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i spend time with friends and i feel like a person, i have to come downstairs to see family and i feel awful
December 21, 2025 at 2:02 AM
i spend time with friends and i feel like a person, i have to come downstairs to see family and i feel awful
still booting which is uh. concerning but i am just going to ignore that!
computer is taking five minutes to boot again so i guess i'm taking a shower and interacting with people instead of fish
December 20, 2025 at 6:26 PM
still booting which is uh. concerning but i am just going to ignore that!
computer is taking five minutes to boot again so i guess i'm taking a shower and interacting with people instead of fish
December 20, 2025 at 6:04 PM
computer is taking five minutes to boot again so i guess i'm taking a shower and interacting with people instead of fish
idk man somehow i am feeling worse than when i went to sleep already. fuck
December 20, 2025 at 5:56 PM
idk man somehow i am feeling worse than when i went to sleep already. fuck
every time i see a xiv post on this timeline, clearly modded, i get my hopes up that dalamud is back
it is not
it is not
December 20, 2025 at 5:52 PM
every time i see a xiv post on this timeline, clearly modded, i get my hopes up that dalamud is back
it is not
it is not
hour and a half of sleep so far but i am DETERMINED to make this strat work
December 20, 2025 at 1:56 PM
hour and a half of sleep so far but i am DETERMINED to make this strat work
whatever it's 7:30 now time for sleep finally i think
December 20, 2025 at 12:29 PM
whatever it's 7:30 now time for sleep finally i think
it's been less than six hours and i already want to go back but. i cannot. doomscrolling bad
deactivated main, keeping this one for now but if you have discord you know where to reach me. please don't though i need space for now
December 20, 2025 at 12:24 PM
it's been less than six hours and i already want to go back but. i cannot. doomscrolling bad
i havent slept yet i think the plan is to sleep through company so i dont have to interact lol
December 20, 2025 at 10:23 AM
i havent slept yet i think the plan is to sleep through company so i dont have to interact lol
deactivated main, keeping this one for now but if you have discord you know where to reach me. please don't though i need space for now
December 20, 2025 at 6:47 AM
deactivated main, keeping this one for now but if you have discord you know where to reach me. please don't though i need space for now
i want to explode why do i open my stupid mouth
December 20, 2025 at 6:32 AM
i want to explode why do i open my stupid mouth
resurrecting this account for this lol,
i wish i wasnt so cowardly, i wish i didnt care so much about other people. i wish i could think of myself for once and stop suffering
but i can't
i wish i wasnt so cowardly, i wish i didnt care so much about other people. i wish i could think of myself for once and stop suffering
but i can't
December 20, 2025 at 5:18 AM
resurrecting this account for this lol,
i wish i wasnt so cowardly, i wish i didnt care so much about other people. i wish i could think of myself for once and stop suffering
but i can't
i wish i wasnt so cowardly, i wish i didnt care so much about other people. i wish i could think of myself for once and stop suffering
but i can't
okay this i am not dumb enough to put on main but menstruation tmi cw //
started period today and i tried out the period underwear without a pad and it leaked bc the absorbant part doesnt go far enough. im going to aaaaaa
started period today and i tried out the period underwear without a pad and it leaked bc the absorbant part doesnt go far enough. im going to aaaaaa
October 29, 2025 at 8:19 PM
okay this i am not dumb enough to put on main but menstruation tmi cw //
started period today and i tried out the period underwear without a pad and it leaked bc the absorbant part doesnt go far enough. im going to aaaaaa
started period today and i tried out the period underwear without a pad and it leaked bc the absorbant part doesnt go far enough. im going to aaaaaa
to make more incriminating posts about myself. talked to my dad about my investments and it turns out a lot of it is in technology funds and to divest from those i would have to pay a big tax penalty. lmao i'm fucked
October 23, 2025 at 2:18 PM
to make more incriminating posts about myself. talked to my dad about my investments and it turns out a lot of it is in technology funds and to divest from those i would have to pay a big tax penalty. lmao i'm fucked
the question is when i get out of here do i drive myself home or to the hospital to commit myself bc genuinely i have never felt worse
October 20, 2025 at 7:20 PM
the question is when i get out of here do i drive myself home or to the hospital to commit myself bc genuinely i have never felt worse
putting this here bc. yeah.
i have money in an investment account that my dad made when i was younger. it is, quite frankly, a huge amount of money to me that ideally i'd like to put towards a house or a car or emergency bills in the future. it feels like a waste to spend it on other things.
i have money in an investment account that my dad made when i was younger. it is, quite frankly, a huge amount of money to me that ideally i'd like to put towards a house or a car or emergency bills in the future. it feels like a waste to spend it on other things.
October 6, 2025 at 6:39 PM
putting this here bc. yeah.
i have money in an investment account that my dad made when i was younger. it is, quite frankly, a huge amount of money to me that ideally i'd like to put towards a house or a car or emergency bills in the future. it feels like a waste to spend it on other things.
i have money in an investment account that my dad made when i was younger. it is, quite frankly, a huge amount of money to me that ideally i'd like to put towards a house or a car or emergency bills in the future. it feels like a waste to spend it on other things.
i cannot. i am so. aaaaaaaaaaaaa
October 6, 2025 at 5:07 PM
i cannot. i am so. aaaaaaaaaaaaa
i think i'd need an official autism diagnosis to qualify for employment assistance through any autistic advocacy groups which on one hand is something i do want eventually but on the other i do not want it in the current Political Climate™
October 6, 2025 at 4:06 PM
i think i'd need an official autism diagnosis to qualify for employment assistance through any autistic advocacy groups which on one hand is something i do want eventually but on the other i do not want it in the current Political Climate™
also interacting with people sucks. "the document was uploaded on october 6th you already have it" yeah because the other person uploaded it after i asked for it again
October 6, 2025 at 4:01 PM
also interacting with people sucks. "the document was uploaded on october 6th you already have it" yeah because the other person uploaded it after i asked for it again
i think my problem is that i have no worthwhile skills to speak of and all my flaws and mental illness make me bad at jobs that dont require much akill
October 6, 2025 at 3:59 PM
i think my problem is that i have no worthwhile skills to speak of and all my flaws and mental illness make me bad at jobs that dont require much akill
do jobs where you dont have to talk to people even exist. what the fuck am i supposed to do for work if i cannot even do this
October 6, 2025 at 2:34 PM
do jobs where you dont have to talk to people even exist. what the fuck am i supposed to do for work if i cannot even do this
incredible how a month ago i was feeling super confident and accomplished about the job and now i feel like i am in fact going to perish every single day of the workweek
October 6, 2025 at 2:14 PM
incredible how a month ago i was feeling super confident and accomplished about the job and now i feel like i am in fact going to perish every single day of the workweek
okay i emailed my therapist hopefully she has availability before thursday or i might explode
October 6, 2025 at 2:11 PM
okay i emailed my therapist hopefully she has availability before thursday or i might explode
i legitimately cannot do this today but i cannot go home without looking extremely bad but i feel like im about to have a panic attack
October 6, 2025 at 1:42 PM
i legitimately cannot do this today but i cannot go home without looking extremely bad but i feel like im about to have a panic attack