on windows they did, not linux 🙃 (ty tho)

it's called pressing the reset button and hoping it happens differently this time

company is also still here so. mission failed ig

(fwiw i have the beta tester role genuinely i wanted to help *test* but it doesnt fucking work on standalone non-steam managed linux specifically this time so. just another way the universe hates rory)

not gonna say this on main, probably shouldnt even say it here, but whats the point of a beta if no one treats it as a beta, just as early release

i just had this weird dissociation moment with both names i go by like. who is rory. who is [redacted]. idk how to explain it exactly i just feel like everything is fake

dad especially will be upset but w/e i guess

i know i'm saying some worrying things but i'd appreciate it if people didnt reach out atm i'm safe i'm just. in pain and i dont know what to do

i just dont want to be perceived anymore i'm tired i'm depressed i am anxious i am ashamed to be alive but too cowardly to

i am extremely anti-tampon it's a sensory thing but that means i am stuck with pads and they always leak so i thought the period underwear would help when my flow was light but lol lmao!!!!!!

and also they stop destroying poorer communities and driving up their electric prices to build more data centers that pollute the environment and drink absurd amounts of water. unfortunately that is not likely to happen w/o legislation, and. well. lmao