I would simply love to have parents that aren’t mentally ill

unfortunately experiencing another case of post-like clarity

THAT… wasn’t very clear

why the FUCK did I say that

the hell am i supposed to say to that…

I’ve been journaling a lot more & being less negative towards myself and it’s been helping a lot

sister did a tarot reading on me the other day and it read me so bad

dying my hair & its longgg overdue my roots were crazy

blonde ppl still freak me out a little im ngl

you guys I just love books

had to stop reading because 1.) it’s late and 2.) the next chapter was directly after R completely trampled over F & made her feel incompetent & unstable again so it made me anxious about F reverting back to being overly codependent on R & possibly cutting off W because of it 😬

F is very obviously neurodivergent but was so neglected and abused that she never got properly diagnosed for anything & just feels like an outsider and like she can’t do anything right & has to rely on R to explain things to her or how to “act or respond properly”

nothing else to post about so im gonna talk about the book im reading