or just like mostly sane…like I could settle for that

I just be doing shit fr I need my phone taken away

it’s like Whoa why’d I do that again?

someone should take my phone away I’m so serious

also making plans & trying to make new friends and hanging with coworkers and whatnot just fun stuff to look forward to

I’ve also put less importance on things that were stressing me out

we will now be focusing on Lani and healing not the validation and attention of others 😅

going darker because even though I like this color, my hair is FRIED

then he cut his hair & sent me a terrible selfie and it gave me the ick but I STILL dated him for a bit & convinced myself it wasn’t as bad in person 😭

like the mtg dude from a while ago that I dated was like sort of a dirty blonde and he had No eyebrows and not in a fun alt way they just were Not there and he was So Pale

back in my reading era fr 🙏🏾

reading is so fun never kill yourself

it’s actually R who doesn’t know how to function without basing her live around F… even her own relationship with O is suffering because of it

& that it’s only a matter of time before she does something horrible again..in fact R reminds her of it all the time… R thinks F is a puzzle that only she can figure out & is more attached than F is…she thinks F needs her and can’t do anything in her own but