I lost my beloved cat, Loki, on March 11. I am beyond heartbroken. I've been crying for days, and sleep eludes me. I miss him so much. Please allow me this space to grieve. It helps me to work through my feelings by writing about them. Loki was sixteen years old and, until the last year, was in perfect health. Last year, he started having seizures, at first tiny seizures, but then a couple of grand mal seizures.